MajikMuShii

So I sit here amongst the sand As the waves bring shores release Trying to find an answer Or some kind of peace. The days turn in to weeks. My heart crashes like the tide. Slowly Drawn back out to depths My soul can't seem to find. Internally Im blown away like the sand on a windy day. Seemingly finding some kind of place scattered though in disarray. I'm saddened like a cloudy day Where the sun refuses to shine Where's the fairness like her hair I can not seem to find. Tears Rollin' like waves to shore They seem to find there way to the horizon of my life to bring another day. I miss you.

I might cry So I fucking think I need to just go now Somewhere I'm allowed to think They dragged me so far down Its hard to get back up As I sip another drink from the devils cup. My thoughts  subside as my tears still  flow Who would have known so many feels would grow I'm enlightened by your crown Sadly I will frown Your lies just engulf me So many times u let me down His eyes dont have that longing stare No more are there those hugs that felt like from a bear. I'd be lucky to even get a simple kiss... That would be my last wish. A simple truth is all I need Simply never will this take heed Turned back faced forward My last g

It just seems the sad Lost from the start,  so no where to begin. What chances do I have when my hearts tainted with sin. My minds the worst enemy I've ever had. Love has been cruel and malicious, to bad. The offspring just sponge an treat me like shit. Family ha! What's that I'd have more luck getting a hit. Emotionally I'm dead inside, Nothing left to live for, everything left to hide. What seems like a smile is not u know, I can feel your comments that to not show. I see your eyes and what they say with actions You dont need to say a word to me I've felt you and your distractions So very smart your playin my heart So very cunning  h