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Steadfast will. by Mairwynn Steadfast will. by Mairwynn
Another piece, yay~! :la:

All right, so for those of you who do not like to read one's ranting/venting, please discontinue reading after this sentence.
Otherwise, you have been forewarned. 


Okay so in my college History class, I've learned and re-learned that Egyptians were very prominent in their steadfast beliefs and ecological/political system (if you can consider it so) and, also, the seventy-eight foot long handwritten scripture we all know as the 'Book of the Dead'. In the Book, if one's soul is considered pure and is allowed passage into the afterlife, one is also granted all of these amazing abilities, one of which being that you are able to physically transform into a golden Hawk with wings made of Emeralds from the South. 

That being said, what I've learned in History has inspired this little one with her nose upturned to the commonalities of the rest of the world...change.

Which has led me to this rant. 

I've come to terms with the idea that I am asexual, and that I do not want children. Those are terms, honestly, that I love flaunting. 
However, because of how systematic our society has become, many do not approve nor agree with that. 
The other day, someone called me out asking me if my life was so lousy that I had to go and say I did not want children, and even called me rude. 
So, here's what I have to say...shut your mouth. I have never wanted children, and I never will. Just because I am a woman, does NOT mean I have to seek out a partner and reproduce. I am independent, I am my own, I make MY OWN decisions, and I WILL NOT stand for some stupid, bigoted BIMBO to call me out on MY LIFE, MY BELIEFS, and MY DECISIONS.

The same goes to the people who only hear what they want to hear, who bend my words around and think that my saying of not desiring children is a plea for help.
If I say I don't want children, if I've said I've never wanted children since I was child (I'm twenty now), I mean I. DO. NOT. WANT. CHILDREN. It's MY decision. It's MY life. NOT YOURS.

My mind has remained as steadfast with this choice since I was much younger. One thing you must know about Asperger's, when they don't want something, they don't want something. Having Asperger's has led me to living a different lifestyle compared to others; would it change if I didn't have it? Maybe a little, but I'm pretty sure I'd still be Asexual and not want children. I've never held a child, I've never liked being around children, and I've never developed the maternal instinct to want to have any or seek them out. 

Pardon my crass language, but it pisses me off when I say these things and people spit their words back in my face derogatorily. 

Like this Dragoness, I will always remain steadfast in my choices. I will not change just because it does not stroke the keys for common society. 
If you don't like it, fuck you in the A and have a nice day~! ;)


If you happened to bear with the rant, congratulations! Thank you for hearing me out, and I am sorry if I offended anyone. I do not really have anyone or anywhere to vent, but these decisions are my own. Not yours. Every time I am asked this and I tell them honestly, it's like I've metaphorically struck their ego. I'm not going to tell them what they want to hear, because it's my life, my decision, and, therefore, my opinion and my voice. 

Also, I apologize for not submitting a lot of detailed art. I have not really had the time nor the opportunity because of school, work and my obsessive commitment to exercise and studying. I have only been able to crank out these menial pieces, but do know that, as of today, I have begun on a larger project. It will take me a few weeks, so I will only manage these little submissions, but expect him to be finished by Autumn!

Please do not duplicate or steal in any way, shape or form. My creatures, characters, and submissions are of my own hands and creation and therefore belong to me.</b></b>
DuDaSPHP Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
amazing!!The details is incredible!!La la la la 
Mairwynn Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2015  Student General Artist
Thank you!!! :meow:
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