I am disgusted with myself.
Somehow in the whole time ive had this account ive barely looked at the notes/messages ive recieved or sent.
i just found out theres people i never ever replied to.
Amoungst which there is a lovely valentine from FOUR YEARS AGO that i didnt even know i had and the poor person got totally ignored by me and someone i had asked about commission and never replied to when they asked for reference images so they could give me a quote.
It is unlikely that they will ever see this and even less likely they will remember but to anyone that does please accept my apologies for being literally the worst communicator to ever live.