oh...I don't even recognize myself
Maybe I'm just a different person,maybe I changed a lot until being someone else.
All of these thoughts,they're not the same,
they're completely different.
Where is this ambitious and competitive stranger I used to be close with...?
Why is this constant pain,this constant sadness,this constant feeling of being lost...
Why are they here?
I feel like I'm just a second choice for everything;
"I'm in love with someone else but I think I love you too...maybe?"
"We used to be close friend but it seems like you're not that important I think..?"
"I talked to you about all my problems but when you talk about yours I don't care."
"You're a great and super daughter when I talk about you with someone else but you're just nothing when I'm in front of you."
...that's just how I feel.
Maybe if I die tomorrow,no one will care about...because who am I?
The quiet girl in the back,just a random girl,a crazy girl who hit your shoulder when she laugh weirdly...?
I don't even know