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Overloaded with negativity by MademoiselleNoName Overloaded with negativity :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 16 4 Psychotic shine by MademoiselleNoName Psychotic shine :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 13 1 Introversion by MademoiselleNoName Introversion :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 38 6 I'll never get scared again by MademoiselleNoName I'll never get scared again :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 35 3 Age and appearance by MademoiselleNoName Age and appearance :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 27 8 Eternal rage by MademoiselleNoName Eternal rage :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 20 3 Sense of the death by MademoiselleNoName Sense of the death :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 19 2 True Gogol by MademoiselleNoName True Gogol :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 28 11 Musical Genius by MademoiselleNoName Musical Genius :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 45 3 Accused by MademoiselleNoName Accused :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 31 3 Anastasia by MademoiselleNoName Anastasia :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 24 6 Safe and sound by MademoiselleNoName Safe and sound :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 15 8 My bestie and Mous by MademoiselleNoName My bestie and Mous :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 19 0 Am I destroyed enough... by MademoiselleNoName Am I destroyed enough... :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 17 6 Mademoiselle No Name 2.0 by MademoiselleNoName Mademoiselle No Name 2.0 :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 20 2 No illusions by MademoiselleNoName No illusions :iconmademoisellenoname:MademoiselleNoName 39 9



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Psychotic shine
This is my cartoon stylized portrait of Nikolai Gogol (unfortunately DA is unspeakably stupid so I cannot show the original work by Feodor Moller painted in 1840 but you can google it) 
For some reason this portrait has always been bothering me. I can sense some kind of psychotic energy in his face. Especially his eyes that seem way too soft as if all his feelings are unusually vivid and sharp. I'm not sure if he was actually mentally ill. Some modern doctors say he was bipolar, others say it was kind of schizophrenia and I've even heard a version that he had nothing besides depression. But I read him describing mania and voices inside his head, so... I don't think he was healthy at all. That's why I added red eyes and purple shining to this drawing.
This picture, just like all the other, appeared in my head randomly when I was pacing the room and thinking as usual. It might mean whatever: introversion, schizoid personality, reflection, etc. 
I'll never get scared again
I realize that it'll never be the same as before. There's no "you" anymore, instead there's "the other one" in whose reality me is not me no more. I fall asleep but here again I have to follow you, shaking and frightened I'm looking into your eyes, and you're looking inside me and speaking what is put into your head likely from the outside. And we're alone, no one came to help. And I take all the responsibility for your health from now on, and I only hope that haloperidol will bring your Self back, and things will be the same as before. But all the circumstances and the doctor tell it won't. I don't wanna go home where I'll be alone, I only want us to be together in the same reality.  
I'll never get scared again.



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VioletVioletta Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2019
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Fistron Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy B-day, friend!!!:D
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Sass-Haunted Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2018  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for :+fav:s on A Dame to Kill For artworks and  many more :iconblackheartplz:
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Hey there,
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Have a nice day :D

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