Considering I have made pretty good friends on here, who I trust with my feelings and would let them know how I feel,,
I'm feeling horrible again.
Jealousy took over me and I can't handle it anymore.
For the longest time I've been reaching out to people, trying to tell everyone that matters that I'm feeling horrible and need support. What always happens is that everyone ignores me, I'm too whiny maybe, I talk too much about it. I don't know where I went wrong with that.
But once someone says "same" they immediately get comforted and loved by everyone
Why am I getting this treatment? I've not been bad for a long time again and I really need someone's support.
My girlfriend is out of country, in the middle of nowhere and she doesn't have time currently, my best friend has been having issues with communicating with me because of shitty internet connection.
And my other friends jsut don't care. Or I don't tell them because I'm afraid of them thinking I'm annoying.
Jin and lucas have been rather cold towards me, too.