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hello!

this is basically yet another update journal because i keep dropping off the face of the earth. it's a long story, but i'm making it as short as i can. despite the meme title, this is actually a really serious update.

i am posting this from my phone.

i don't have access to a laptop anymore. i don't even have my usb of main files with me if i got another laptop. (i don't have important commission files like the base .psds for ychs and adopts, for example)

right after i finished recovering from an "unspecified upper respiratory virus" that left me bedridden, my family had to move out of the house unexpectedly. the move was hectic, sudden, and very unorganized. if you have ever been unfortunate enough that you can tell what kind of moveout this was right away, i feel your pain tremendously. the process is shameful and demeaning, and no one deserves to be the subject of literal ridicule for being at a disadvantage.

so, basically we were then living out of a hotel for a little over 2 weeks. now we're living under a temporary roof while we wait for the landlord who's been so kind to us as to provide the roof to get us a walkthrough to a more "permanent" (maybe a few years) home.

everything of ours, including the laptop and possibly including my art usb, is in a storage unit that i can't access freely at the moment.

i haven't even had time to draw traditionally, and the idea of drawing again extensively scares me because i feel that it'll be taken away from me once more if i let my guard down for a second. the line of thinking reminds me of the phrase "you can't sleep, there are monsters near."

i'm working on other things at the moment as well, like finally getting into college, learning how to drive, and eventually getting a job. not to be forward, but i'm also working on avoiding self-destruction because i'm not seeing any mental health professionals of any kind anymore. i have anti-depressants left, but without a doctor to refill them when the inevitably run out, what's the point if i'm just going to hit rock bottom again but with the added pain of withdrawals? everything is terrifying and confusing right now, and i feel isolated further as the people around me leave to start their own lives.

i want to return to making art and publishing it as quickly as my situation allows me. i don't want to let anyone down. art has been my lifeline for so long that it feels alien to not be able to create or bring myself to create at the moment.

i'm sorry for any inconveniences this may cause.

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Harley Marie
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:iconsalamanderchild04:
SalamanderChild04 Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2019  Hobbyist General Artist
Omg ur art is so lovely!! I love it!! <33
Also I saw ur journal and I hope things get better for u
Hang in there broski
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shqnny Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2019
your art is wonderful and i really hope your mental health gets better soon
just a random passerby and a new watcher
i wish you the best :heart:
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FalafelFeline Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2018  Student Digital Artist
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mood

i really hope you can get your irl stuff out of the way, its not fun to have a scrambled brain, believe me...
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Readeroffate Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2018
Hey, I need your advice on something 
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thesmilingartist Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Happy birthday 🎉🎊🎁🎈🎂 
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CelineDGD Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2018
Hello there, just passing by to spread some love. :)
Just saying that you are doing fantastic so far and that I hope you continue to improve both as a person and an artist! Thank you for existing! Good luck with all of your endeavors, and may they benefit all those who deserve it well!

Have a wonderful evening! :heart:
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PrinceAsmodai Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2018
gentle reminder i love u 
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AnimationZoom Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2018  Student Artist
can i have a art trade plz
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princepippa Featured By Owner May 28, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aaaa your art is really great and you seem like such a chill person.  hope u have a nice day!!  Ice Cream Pip by princepippa  
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Zodiaccancerchick Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your gallery is positively amazing! You're so talented Ika Musume (Sparkle Eyes) [V1] 
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phobicangel Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2018
your sprite bases are absolutely wonderful (i use them quite often!!!) and your spritework is absolutely gorgeous!! your art in itself is also great, keep it up !!! <333
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Blood-Cats-Coffee Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Heyo friend!

Hope you're doing okay sorry I haven't been talking lately

My stepdad is leaving Saturday and we have to unpack everything and clean a bunch of stuff

(I cry because it kicks up my allergies )

But yeah sorry I'm horrible at contact ;-;
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Blood-Cats-Coffee Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
hope you're having a good day UwU
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magmatrooper Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
hello i just want to say i've been following u for some time and i've never really commented but i really love your art i think it's very sweet ok i hope you have a good day
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starli-i Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
    Hello!   .:Bunny note:. by Chipi-Chiu
    I wanted to stop by and welcome you to OC-House-Party!

    Please be sure to take a look at our warm pink star by DiegoVainillafaq warm pink star by DiegoVainilla before submitting! .:Bunny love:. by Chipi-Chiu

    Thank you very much for deciding to join,
    And I hope very much that you enjoy your time in the group!

    Have a wonderful day! bunny booty emoji by rnorals
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KillerKawaii1 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear m5w, happy birthday to you! :heart: 
Have a great day! :)
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Prince-of-Darkness13 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

UR AN OLD

nah, but seriously. Happy birthday and I hope monstercon is cool
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PandaOwO12 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
Spideypool - Happy Birthday 1 Spideypool - Happy Birthday 2 
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Prince-of-Darkness13 Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
aH QUICK HAPPY EARLY BDAY X2 

Sorry I got sick yesterday and literally just slept
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Prince-of-Darkness13 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Henlo

I was wondering if you were ever going to open requests again?

I have this rlly big urge to see Sin in one of those wide-brimmed sun hats and fancy sunglasses with a black dress, but I can't seem to find anyone with requests open that hasn't already been spammed beyond hope...

I honestly would just commission you or give you points, but I have like 2 and no munies

If not you think you could help me out and find someone with requests?

(If you have time and want to)

Also happy early bday again, I'm gonna do this everyday until it passes that was I don't forget it somehow lol
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KillerKawaii1 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
Hi! :)
I'm going to make a tribute video, because I don't have the right stuff to do what I want to do right now and I want to have something on my channel, and I really like your characters so I was wondering if it would be okay to have them in this video? It's okay if not, I can't try and find someone else if your not comfortable with it. :3
Also have a great day! :heart:
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DaeofthePast Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2017  Student Digital Artist
thank you very much for joining :iconarae-adopts:! we hope you enjoy your time as a member here! please don't be shy to ask the admin any questions you have, and have a wonderful day!
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LilTom956 Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Are you taking commissions for DR Sprites?
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s-ilyne Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
    tinygayheart.png by deadstampsWelcome to GenderSpectrum! tinygayheart.png by deadstamps

    We can't wait to see the deviations you post!
    Please enjoy your time in the group!

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