I find myself with itchy fingers, and a few too many blank canvases for my liking. It's been nearly five months since I abandoned this account, I can't remember why again, I think I just got annoyed. I couldn't work out how to download Terragen II (and still haven't managed it, for that matter), my scanner broke and I had a dissertation to write. I'm too broke really for photography, I've had a few rolls of 120 come back looking AWFUL, I don't have the patience for painting, the software for digital art and my drawings look great on paper but pretty mucky on screen. I also had something happen that knocked all my confidence :( I've starte

OK, so nobody reads this anyway, but whatever. I've managed to become completely sick and bored of both my "art" and the shit it represents. I'd do my usual pissed-off-with-humanity disappearing act, but, thanks to the new dA rules regarding account deletion, that's become impossible. So, this is pure abandonment, my next favourite thing. The only work of mine I can actually stand to look at are the bland, expressionless photographs of trees and sand I've gathered over the last seven years. I'll spare the gory details, out of a thin veil of compassion for anyone bored enough to read this, but basically I'm sick of that vain and voyeuristic s