Yeah...so here I am...in the second, oh count it!- second journal entry ever!
...I feel retarded, haha.
Anywho! ...I just have to write down SOMETHING. ...*is currently listening to Simple and Clean -Utada Hikaru- for about the 1000th time in the past two days* "Simple and Clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight - it's hard to let it go. Hold me! Whatever lies beyond this morning lies a little later on....."
Yeah, okay, I'll stop. So.... *is still dancing*
I looked at my gallery recently. Very pathetic. I barely try anymore: no one comments on anything I draw. So I only put up the best works. I could put up thousands more drawings...but they have like...no relevance, and are kinda "crap" compared to other things. ...I look at all the drawings people do, and ask two or three questions:
1: Where the HECK do they get that TIME?!
2: How LONG did that take you?! Two hours?! HOW!! It'd take me two WEEKS!
3: Inspiration? How?!?!?!
...I ask a lot of hows. I guess I'm just not the artist I've always thought, haha. Everyone tells me, "That took you that long?!" and I reply, "That took you that little?!"
I'm making no sense, am I? Oh well. I never do make sense.
Back to my posting things. ...I swear, if ANYONE would like to read ANY story I am either writing or half-writing, PLEASE tell me, and it might inspire me to actually put up more pictures and show people and have them comment and wow that's a mouthful.
...I sound like I'm complaining. ...I hate complainers.... ...*hits self* Stop complaining! You get what you deserve... If no one comes, what's it matter? That's right. *nods* ...I've been giving many a pep-speech lately. ...Now I'm trying to pep myself up. Go figure....
Hmmm...answer me this. Do commenters really go for fanart rather than regular art if an artist starts out by drawing fanart? It seems that way to me. Tell me what you think.
"Nothing's like before! Ye-ea-a-eah...."
Well, I do believe I've gotten everything out that I wanted to. ...And I should quit this before the song restarts and I start putting more quotes down. So, bye!