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  • Listening to: SFV: Ken's Theme
  • Watching: AlpharadTV
  • Playing: Smash Bros
  • Eating: Starburst Jelly Beans
  • Drinking: Sweet Tea
I don't post journals as often as I should, but the one before this one was out of mental thought and now is a vent since I couldn't do the inevitable. The feeling of seclusion in real life has always been a problem and often has made me feel unwanted by my friends. I have spoken to most of my friends both home, and from afar, and have made some amends that were positive as well as becoming more close to one another.

Even my family knows the truth of my break from college due to stress, and the result of their reaction was unexpected. Usually, I thought all that mattered was me getting an education so I wouldn't live down hardened jobs they go through, that and I thought that's all they cared about instead of my feelings. But instead of being mad, they felt the guilt of how I've been feeling about it and are willing to work with me to raise money for next semester. To think a selfless family only cared about their son to have a career so they wouldn't be ashamed of one not having one, they actually do care for me then for wanting me to be something I'm still working for.

This post is really late since the one before, but I've been wanting to say that I am feeling better, and know as well it's not worth it when there are people that you are super close to still matter. I would never let myself down to those around me, now, even if I have a moment of isolation to myself, I won't be for long. There would still be rough times between a lot of us, but things tend to get better all depending, and I'm waiting for when I see those results myself.

So therefore, I am feeling better. Now concerning with my art, I am as slow as a slug, but I do want to get more in depth with what I do, and improve into making more pictures daily as I should. It all requires time management and scheduling, as well as being comfortable, as somewhere where there is no privacy rather than my own bedroom has gotten me sluggish. Luckily, my parents agreed into getting me a work desk as rolly chair for my room so I wouldn't have such discomfort! And I'm pretty excited to looking forward to it!

So again, I'm feeling well, but am also grateful to have friends and watchers who do care, and not just for what I draw, but for me in general.

I wanted to get that out of the way and just let others know to not feel alone like myself as there will be those that you care, CARE about you as well; Friend or family member, someone has to care.

I wish everyone a good day!

PS: If you haven't heard the news, here's a promo for MLP S6 as well as the release date. My fingers are crossed that it should be better than S5 >w<

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Quanscouts15 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hopefully you're better than you seem to sound to be on Skype >.< 
BrunoMilan13 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2016
We aré so glad then your Back
MegastoneXY Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016  Student Artist
We're happy to be your friends and also a family. 😌
Chilly--Willy Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Good to hear ur feeling better, and ur family is there for u. And take as much time as u need on art, its good art so dont rush it

And remember chilly is ur friend and im sorry i havent been around much but im changing that
Hypnopony Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016
I'm glad things seem to be turning up for you.
Whyita Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
HarrisonButterGem Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Luna... I'm a ex-brony, could you sum up seasons 4 and 5 please?

(lost interest after finishing season 3)
LunaHazACookie Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016  Student Digital Artist
But if you lost interest since that season, is there a point for summing these up? Are you planning to see S6?
HarrisonButterGem Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
might. not too sure...
LunaHazACookie Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016  Student Digital Artist
I just saw that you said you're an "ex brony".

This just means there's no point then, is there? >.>
HarrisonButterGem Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Well... I'd still like to know.
EmilNAL Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2016  Student Writer
I am happy that you feel better. Family and friends is the best thing that you can have in this world.
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