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Published: February 25, 2016
I'm just done.

I'm feeling torn apart at this moment. I'm not in college as my parents don't know I'm skipping this semester and I can't take the stress. I get nothing in return with my friends over here either and I'm behind in my art. There's no hope left for me to continue. This may be my last journal post... I just don't want to continue. I'm tired of breathing and feeling miserable.

Take care everyone
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Fruitfang's avatar
Fruitfang|Hobbyist General Artist
Please, don't do what I think you are implying. It isn't worth it, no matter how much shit life throws at you, things can get better.
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LunaHazACookie's avatar
LunaHazACookie|Student Digital Artist
I can't say things will even get better, but I am still alive to see how it'll go.
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Fruitfang's avatar
Fruitfang|Hobbyist General Artist
Just hang in there, if you need anyone to talk to, I'm always open.
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Quanscouts15|Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No no non no no no ;~; Don't say that >~< Don't fall into the pit that so many others have already... You can still make it through...!
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Jisow777|Hobbyist Writer
are you just doing this to get attention cause that's just sad, tell you parents what's going, get back to collage and stop moping like a little girl
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LunaHazACookie|Student Digital Artist
This isn't an act of attention (I don't like acts of attention whores, so I know where you're getting at, but you're wrong). It's a IRL issue I had recently... I barely posted something so dire like this, as I don't normally vent... Things have been worked in sorted as of recent. I don't mope like a girl repetively you know? This is a first of feeling like I wanna quit... but a friend prevented me from doing so. So thanks for the nice words of encouragement.
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Jisow777|Hobbyist Writer
sometimes in order to be kind you need to be cruel, and that means kicking you up the ass and telling you to stop been a quitter, I've seen sob story after sob story and how they just want to give up, I'm like "For F**k sake they complain on how hard their lives are" from my view most of the them have in many ways a better life then me and should be laughing, and when I say things like this they say "I'm not attention seeking" or "I don't mope around like a girl" yes you are and yes you do, it's that simple, you just got to wake up and realise that quitting is the worst thing you can do and that you problems wont solve themselves by doing absolutely nothing, no I', not going to be winning any meddles for encouragement but I don't strive to for that, I simply be honest and people ether lissom or deny
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LunaHazACookie|Student Digital Artist
Again, I am feeling better. >.>

But no one talks to me like this and it's less helpful, which I feel as if you're trying to get me to not quit just by telling me these things in a negative, but motivating manner. Like you said, either if people listen or deny what you're saying, which actually still isn't helpful.

Again, thanks for attempting to make me feel better, but I've had folks made me feel better.
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megasonicmanlover's avatar
have a vacation
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Raikos-Scribbles|Hobbyist General Artist
I get the same feeling too, man. And i've been having these thoughts alot recently too. How you think none of your friends care, how there is no hope, how you should just end it all.
But i just keep going, and i find myself out of that dark shitty hole that my mind keep digging itself. You just have to fight through it, it will get better.
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LunaHazACookie|Student Digital Artist
I know, and I'm still living. Things are just neutral at the moment, but nothing bad has been happening now.

Really late reply, but I have been feeling good.
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Raikos-Scribbles|Hobbyist General Artist
Well that's good :)
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LunaHazACookie's avatar
LunaHazACookie|Student Digital Artist
Yesh. ^^ :)
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MegastoneXY's avatar
Just take a vacation.

Also, some yoga help too, trust me.
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DJMorphasis's avatar
Hey easy. Easy. Just take a break. I know it's stressing. And I myself and behind on stuff. But it's not worth your life. We're all here for you, just take a break maybe just a little time to settle down. It'll be okay.
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LokosFermincho|Hobbyist General Artist
I don't know what is going through your head right now but let me tell you this, whatever it is, it's not worth your life man.

Your friends are trying to help you but you need to understand they also have their own problems they have to deal with, they can't always be there for you.

But I can tell you they are, or at least I know one that's certainly trying, you know who it is.

Please man, whatever it is that you are going through, it's not worth your life.
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LunaHazACookie|Student Digital Artist
I'm living...

Late reply I know, but you're right. It's not over for someone like me, and I'm not going anywhere. I'm living for my friends that I know are true.
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LokosFermincho|Hobbyist General Artist
Good, glad to hear that.
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bellmo15's avatar
Don't say things like that! You're going to be fine! Get some help from someone!
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WarthogS117|Hobbyist Digital Artist
Just take a break.
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Flippy54|Hobbyist General Artist
Dude whatever you're thinking, its not worth it. There's always another answer. Try talking to someone. It'll work itself out in the end. I know, I've been where you are before. Just please don't do anything rash.
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Jamiboi|Hobbyist Writer
Have some time off, we'll see you later when you feel better. :)
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LunaHazACookie's avatar
LunaHazACookie|Student Digital Artist
I'm feeling rather neutral than better
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Jamiboi's avatar
Jamiboi|Hobbyist Writer
Still an improvement is good.
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