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Well, I mean I hurt you, but it had to be done. I am sorry. I mean...


This time on this very odd hour, I am doing one very special shout-out to my late friend N4tka28
We've used to know each other and the second I've got to know her, I've discovered she has amazing feel for art. I mean, talent, yeah, that's the word.
Anyway, she had some form of insecurities. As I can see from the latest posts of her, she's getting over them. But you, my loyal watchers, are not here for me rambling about someone I used to know. You are here for shout-out.

I've picked three posts she has posted so far and you can preview them here:
The Look by N4tka28  I am the princess now by N4tka28 Ladybug ballerina maybe? by N4tka28

I kinda don't know what to say anymore, because I have no idea if she even desires this shout-out or not, but I have to do something to help her reach more people. She has only two watchers, and I want to see those numbers climbing, folks. ASAP!

Have a great day everyone, and Natari... please don't hate me for being an asshole few months ago. You are the first person I've got to know on the internet that I cared about. I still care about you, but there are ways I have to take and with those paths comes things and duties that ain't pretty. You had done nothing wrong, it was all me. Don't think about it too much, okay?

Also, one side note. I wasn't asked or payed to do this. I feel a certain duty in my soul to do this. I don't know...
N4tka28 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
wow, i am speechless...I don't know what to say. But i feel really happy now. I wanted to apologise a long time ago, but i didn't find the strength to do so (I am weak person heh) So here it is, I am sorry for not responding for a long time. things was hard for me these few months, but that's not an excuse. I mean...i wanted to thank you, and not just for this shout out. for yeah heh. (I apologise if this sounded weird, i am a little bit embarrassed.)
LukasDeAudi Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I've thought you were angry with me for ending the thing we had so abruptly. Woona kinda had one of her moods and she hammered me to think it over again. She presented the thing you two were talknig about, about which I had no idea it existed. I've felt really bad, so...
Anyway, I've thought I could cut those strings clean. I do this every time I am starting a new period of my life, to remain without trace and history, so no one could use it against me. But with you, it felt different. I don't know what I am saying. 
So, yeah. It's hard to talk about this, but I think I've missed you. 

I'll leave it like that. I don't wanna force anything upon anybody, not after what I've done.
N4tka28 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Alright, i've kinda missed you too. Thanks
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