- What's been the lastest news
For a long time I haven't been happy with a lot of things... one of them is the activity on here but let me explain my other situation first.
I haven't been drawing... like, not even 1% of what I used to say 3 years ago, man, I would draw every day and enjoy the communication between friends and the thrill I got from my own head-canons.
I started uni and it's just been falling downhill. that period of time got hectic as I went through many things like a breakup, moving every year, failing my first year. which I've never mentioned before because lol how embarrassing
My whole lifestyle changed, and I wanted to do better for myself... REAL better
Well graduating uni with a first was my main focus, and I was dam happy to be able to lift myself from that tumble. since living away I'm managed to build up a bunch of art supply only to fall into a slump of being unemployed, but with a freelance job that wasn't quite paying rent..
This isn't a sob story or anything to say "give meh money" I'm just saying I struggled and for a long time was trying to pick myself back up. Welp I feel like that's finally happened
I've gotten this catering job that's getting me more active (fucking tiring man, lol)
talking to new people and generally bringing me back into a state that's improving me.
Not just life style, but my health and well being....
I was very close to just giving up and quitting because of the feeling of not accomplishing anything... especially since the majority of my friends left deviantart, moved to other sites... I couldn't keep up
The thought of restarting a new account just makes me sad... (and no I won't do that)
But now, I'll be asking my partner to help me get better organised and help keep me on my game.
Speaking of games, I said earlier I have a catering job. yes yes it's not games it's just a day job, but it pays rather well for what it is. and I really need to get back into drawing if I ever what a game concept job, I get so much shit from family saying "oh but you spent all those years doing your degree only to get a dead-end job"
and i'm just so sick of it. I really don't want to be rushed.
I'm so happy for my partner because he's finally gotten his degree job and I want to work hard to getting mine, it's just gonna take more time... (it helps freelancing atm..)
My goals are to be where griffsnuff
got to with her job at krillbite studios, I look up to her so much because I can relate to her art style, it really moves me and reminds me it's OK to have whatever style to work in, weather it's a beautifully detail piece or very simplistic, and griffsnuff
does it perfectly.
Honestly, it will take time. I know I've lost a lot of my followers on here, but I want a fresh start, still on this account, but just Reviving myself
if your old watchers who still keep in touch with my content... thank you, so much, you are the reason I don't want to leave here... and I do remember users so don't feel scared to say hi ;')
Thank you for reading this. I'll be around <3