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Aquarius Maiden (Black and White) by luckylisa Aquarius Maiden (Black and White) :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 14 0 The Zodiac: Aquarius Maiden by luckylisa The Zodiac: Aquarius Maiden :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 5 3 Window To My Soul by luckylisa Window To My Soul :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 2 0 Lost In Thought by luckylisa Lost In Thought :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 5 1 I Smile For You by luckylisa I Smile For You :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 8 2 I Am What I Am by luckylisa I Am What I Am :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 3 2
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Goodbye :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 3 2
With each passing day my heart breaks a little bit more.
I do not recognize this shattered mass inside my chest...
An empty husk of something that once loved so endlessly.
There used to be a light that shined bright from green hued irises but instead there is nothing but pitch black that reflects back.
A laughter that bounced from the walls,
Smiles that would captivate a room
But silence is all that can be found in the darkness.
My soul has withered and died, frozen in time my heart breaks like shards of mirrored glass.
So pain stakingly pointless to continue forward...
It's all so hopeless now.
I wish I could disappear for I don't want to be found
But was I ever seen to begin with?
The bitter truth sinks in like the sharp blade of a knife...
No sweetness, you've never truly been seen.
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Inevitable Breakdown
The breakdown was inevitable, it was the when and how that was an unknown toss up.
The heart breaks so gently but it's the mind breaking apart that causes the most destruction and chaos.
My thoughts have clouded my judgment leaving me an empty void that can not be filled.
I wish that life was not so cruel, so unfair, harsh, bitter...
But alas the bitch loves kicking me when I'm down knocking the air from my lungs
Bruising my ego sending me 6 feet under ground.
My heart has stopped beating
My mind temporarily silenced.
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Spiral Down
Life is spiraling downwards into the depths of the unknown.
My heart breaks while my mind is following too closely on the heels of my despair.
If I parted ways would life see? Oh no honey, life would be hysterically laughing along with me.
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I Am Free by luckylisa
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I Am Free :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 4 3
The Window To My Soul by luckylisa The Window To My Soul :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 4 0 I Am Raw Beauty by luckylisa I Am Raw Beauty :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 2 3
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Done :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 1 0
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Diversions :iconluckylisa:luckylisa 1 0
Life- so fleeting, so precious.
In a moment you were here
Breathing in memories
And then gone the next.
Burrying your cold dead body
Beneath the soil.
Love- so fleeting, so broken.
In a single moment love crashed
Then burned so viciously
Ripping the strands of my heart strings.
Hate- so permanent, so raw.
In a fleeting moment
Your life was gone
Taking my love for you with you
Creating a cyclone of raw hate.
Hating you was so much easier than missing you, accepting you really were gone.
I just wanted to beat your chest
With fists clenched tightly
Crying into your shoulder
Begging, pleading for you not to leave
But the personal hell was too great.
Still lost for words 12 years later...
The shock never truly will cease.
Your innocence was so sweet.
So full of life, of hate, of love.
I hope you found your peace...
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Special Gift for Marissa by creativemikey Special Gift for Marissa :iconcreativemikey:creativemikey 8 1 Lan Fu Swimsuit color by BloodyShanglong Lan Fu Swimsuit color :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 34 8 Lan Fu Poolside color by BloodyShanglong
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Lan Fu Poolside color :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 37 3
You can't stop me.. by BloodyShanglong You can't stop me.. :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 1 2 Lucky 'star' Lisa by BloodyShanglong
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Lucky 'star' Lisa :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 17 7
Demon within by BloodyShanglong Demon within :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 8 3 Mizacon in Color by BloodyShanglong
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Mizacon in Color :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 30 5
Red Trisha Stance by BloodyShanglong
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Red Trisha Stance :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 23 14
Patchouli , Mima and Byakuren by BloodyShanglong
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Patchouli , Mima and Byakuren :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 24 10
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THANK YOU VERY MUCH COLOR :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 55 15
Koyomi and Tara Color by BloodyShanglong
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Koyomi and Tara Color :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 53 7
Brian Lancer Redux by BloodyShanglong Brian Lancer Redux :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 11 15 GulfStream Commission by BloodyShanglong
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GulfStream Commission :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 30 9
Gentle Pinch by BloodyShanglong
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Gentle Pinch :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 49 29
Ready for your lesson by BloodyShanglong Ready for your lesson :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 16 12 Z-Anna by BloodyShanglong
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Z-Anna :iconbloodyshanglong:BloodyShanglong 66 27


You are a very beautiful model! I love the intensity of your facial expression and the lighting in this photo is absolutely wonderful. ...

This piece is unique in its own way, it is not something I have read before. I like the flow of the piece and it has very good imagery ...


Its all about language... by hoschie Its all about language... :iconhoschie:hoschie 4,394 1,069 Eagles Sunset by saphfigher Eagles Sunset :iconsaphfigher:saphfigher 27 6 Eagles in Newfoundland by isisandwolf Eagles in Newfoundland :iconisisandwolf:isisandwolf 19 1 Wolf Spirit by jderosset Wolf Spirit :iconjderosset:jderosset 2 2 Rose for mony by ssilence Rose for mony :iconssilence:ssilence 3,441 349 rays of reflection by ssilence rays of reflection :iconssilence:ssilence 43,136 4,381 The Seven Deadly Sins: VANITY by dahlig The Seven Deadly Sins: VANITY :icondahlig:dahlig 70,969 6,490 far away by ssilence far away :iconssilence:ssilence 15,810 2,613




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Marissa D.
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I don't take crap from anyone, I don't care who you are. I will not tolerate direspect, you respect me and I will respect you. I am not a push over and don't try getting anything by me, I can read people well. Don't be fake because I don't tolerate it. I don't have time for games, I'm an adult and have a life to live. I want to be published or become a photographer.

Live, laugh, love. Dance like no one is watching. Don't have regrets. Don't take anything for granted. Never regret something that once made you smile.

Current Residence: A-Town!
deviantWEAR sizing preference: A size of my own
Print preference: I don't care...
Favourite genre of music: Rock, alternative, some country, some pop, r n b, hip hop, some rap...
Favourite photographer: larafairie, zaqua-x, my-shots, andersonphotography, jrdn88, amelie89,creativemikey
Favourite style of art: Everything...I'll look at whatever catches my eye
Operating System: PC
MP3 player of choice: Ipod touch :)
Shell of choice: Heck if I know haha
Wallpaper of choice: Anything that captures my eye.
Skin of choice: Whatever
Favourite cartoon character: Tinkerbell, Woody Wood Pecker, Bugs Bunny, Daffy Duck
Personal Quote: "Live, laugh, love"
Oh hello ass kicking life, we meet again and so soon too! You said hello not that long ago and here we are face to face again. You kicked me down, do you remember? Let me refresh your poor memory. My friend committed suicide and you told me my husband was losing his job because of me. Do you remember now? Okay, good! Now you've decided to kick me even further into the ground before I had the chance to regain my strength and catch my breath. Oh life you're comical and cruel. Why must you be this way? I shall hide under my rock again and come out when you've stopped being so childish. You love to see me cry- is that it? Do you love to see my hurting and in so much pain tears just don't sufice anymore? I crank up the music to drown out your words but in every song you're screaming at me and it's getting too loud. Dear life can you please stop now...
  • Listening to: Crazy Angel by Kill Hannah
  • Reading: The month's bills
  • Watching: Nothing



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DanStefan Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2018   Photographer
Trippy4U Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2018
Have a happy one, Marissa :iconbirthdaycupcakeplz:
TofstoFs Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2018
:iconchampagneplz::iconchampagneplz: Happy Birthday !!
Destroyer77 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2018
Happy Birthday!

ratinrage Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
(((Happy Birthday!!))) by LOVEMAYU    :hug:  :iconbeauroseplz: :iconcakeplz:  :iconhappydayplz:
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