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Hurt

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Hurt

Hurt What did I do, I just...can't help but wonder Was I not good enough? Was it something I said? What made you turn away? I blame myself...or should I? Was it all lies? Or was there some truth? You gave me your hurt, and I listened to you! I heard every word, sat by and helped... My thanks? Not a hug, but A knife in my back. You say 'I'm so glad I'm not with her anymore.' 'I should have dated you first,' and... I fell for your tricks. I smiled and laughed, had a hope... But you killed it. Right then...my mom and sister, they had their reserves. I said 'But he's such a sweet guy' I defended you! Shielded you from all their

Bio-Poem Project

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Bio-Poem Project

I am a follower, uncertain. I wonder why I can't be stronger I hear the voices, pulling me back and forth I see a future, shrouded with mist and uncertain I want to be like Her I am a follower, uncertain. I pretend I know exactly what to do I believe I could stand on my own I touch me soul, and find my flaws I feel scared, but put on my mask I worry that I'll lose their love I cry when I think about it I am a follower, uncertain. I understand that not all dreams can come true I say I'll do the best I can I dream I never grow weaker I am a follower, uncertain.

Click for Candy Chapter 2

Lost

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Lost

Lost What can I say for you, my dear friend? Other than I miss you, the words escape my head. Many tears they were shed for you Tears for the lost life, it's true. Tears for my lost baby But maybe, maybe I'll find you one day In a faraway place. Maybe at that 'Rainbow Bridge' I heard of I hope you're there, my love. Though that's some time away, I can't start to despair Because I know you're still there. There's a spot in my soul, reserved just for you And it'll never be filled, not by anyone new I still can't believe how quickly you left me You were so full of life and the next day you were so weak. Your lovely white fur, wi

The Final Battle

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The Final Battle

So, this is it. The 'final battle.' Not so sure what's so final about it, though. People always make such a big deal over the 'final' battle, the last fight, the deciding force that will tip the scale toward either a promising future or a world blackened by hate and gore. Winner's and loser's stories will be spread across the lands, told and retold over and over until one day they become so twisted the legend would then be a mere shadow of the original story, another tall tale cited around a burning flame for children's entertainment. The names of the great warriors will be forever remembered, but their true purposes, their true honor, will b

Deathshipping Poem

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Deathshipping Poem

His eyes growing wide His cheeks stained with tears His hands wet with blood He watched his love fall     In the darkness of night       As his heart started fracturing         While his eyes burned the memory            When he fell to his knees               And his soul started screaming

The Darkest Night - Chapter 7

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The Darkest Night - Chapter 7

The Darkest Night: Heart of a Shinigami Chapter 7: Mind  Fucked December 5, 2003 Flying always calmed me down. It was in the feeling of absolute freedom that I lost myself in, and enjoyed every minute of it. While the muscles in my wings strained and moved against the wind, my mind cleared, the tears stopped threatening to appear once more, and I could breathe properly again. Those dreams – those memories – were as vivid and heart-wrenching as they were the day they occurred. I sighed, turning my face to the sun and doing a small aerial flip as my mind filled with that image again. His face, smiling with true joy, still slightl

My Darkness

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My Darkness

My Darkness I'm in the dark And I can't see Who I am; What should I be? I'm in the dark, But I can't hide What's in my head, What's buried inside. I'm in the light But it's much too bright; I still can't see What I should be. I'm in the dark, Back to the sweet night, But the light stole my vision Help me, I'm blind. Back to the light, But my heart can't race, In the too-bright light I can't see your face. Here in the light A storm appears, And loud thunder crashes Upon my ears. So back to the dark, My sweet, sweet sanctuary, But my eyes still can't see I need you to help me. Because here in the black, Your eyes c
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Hurt

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Hurt

Hurt What did I do, I just...can't help but wonder Was I not good enough? Was it something I said? What made you turn away? I blame myself...or should I? Was it all lies? Or was there some truth? You gave me your hurt, and I listened to you! I heard every word, sat by and helped... My thanks? Not a hug, but A knife in my back. You say 'I'm so glad I'm not with her anymore.' 'I should have dated you first,' and... I fell for your tricks. I smiled and laughed, had a hope... But you killed it. Right then...my mom and sister, they had their reserves. I said 'But he's such a sweet guy' I defended you! Shielded you from all their

Bio-Poem Project

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Bio-Poem Project

I am a follower, uncertain. I wonder why I can't be stronger I hear the voices, pulling me back and forth I see a future, shrouded with mist and uncertain I want to be like Her I am a follower, uncertain. I pretend I know exactly what to do I believe I could stand on my own I touch me soul, and find my flaws I feel scared, but put on my mask I worry that I'll lose their love I cry when I think about it I am a follower, uncertain. I understand that not all dreams can come true I say I'll do the best I can I dream I never grow weaker I am a follower, uncertain.

Click for Candy Chapter 2

Lost

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Lost

Lost What can I say for you, my dear friend? Other than I miss you, the words escape my head. Many tears they were shed for you Tears for the lost life, it's true. Tears for my lost baby But maybe, maybe I'll find you one day In a faraway place. Maybe at that 'Rainbow Bridge' I heard of I hope you're there, my love. Though that's some time away, I can't start to despair Because I know you're still there. There's a spot in my soul, reserved just for you And it'll never be filled, not by anyone new I still can't believe how quickly you left me You were so full of life and the next day you were so weak. Your lovely white fur, wi

The Final Battle

T

The Final Battle

So, this is it. The 'final battle.' Not so sure what's so final about it, though. People always make such a big deal over the 'final' battle, the last fight, the deciding force that will tip the scale toward either a promising future or a world blackened by hate and gore. Winner's and loser's stories will be spread across the lands, told and retold over and over until one day they become so twisted the legend would then be a mere shadow of the original story, another tall tale cited around a burning flame for children's entertainment. The names of the great warriors will be forever remembered, but their true purposes, their true honor, will b

Deathshipping Poem

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Deathshipping Poem

His eyes growing wide His cheeks stained with tears His hands wet with blood He watched his love fall     In the darkness of night       As his heart started fracturing         While his eyes burned the memory            When he fell to his knees               And his soul started screaming

The Darkest Night - Chapter 7

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The Darkest Night - Chapter 7

The Darkest Night: Heart of a Shinigami Chapter 7: Mind  Fucked December 5, 2003 Flying always calmed me down. It was in the feeling of absolute freedom that I lost myself in, and enjoyed every minute of it. While the muscles in my wings strained and moved against the wind, my mind cleared, the tears stopped threatening to appear once more, and I could breathe properly again. Those dreams – those memories – were as vivid and heart-wrenching as they were the day they occurred. I sighed, turning my face to the sun and doing a small aerial flip as my mind filled with that image again. His face, smiling with true joy, still slightl

My Darkness

M

My Darkness

My Darkness I'm in the dark And I can't see Who I am; What should I be? I'm in the dark, But I can't hide What's in my head, What's buried inside. I'm in the light But it's much too bright; I still can't see What I should be. I'm in the dark, Back to the sweet night, But the light stole my vision Help me, I'm blind. Back to the light, But my heart can't race, In the too-bright light I can't see your face. Here in the light A storm appears, And loud thunder crashes Upon my ears. So back to the dark, My sweet, sweet sanctuary, But my eyes still can't see I need you to help me. Because here in the black, Your eyes c
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dont give me any mean crap on my work, only critiques thatll help me, and we will get along just fine! with that in mind, enjoy my profile ;)

Current Residence: L-burg, Kentucky (paranoid?)
Favourite genre of music: rock, country, any type Favourite style of art: anything
MP3 player of choice: iPod nano
Wallpaper of choice: anything anime related
Skin of choice: my own
Favourite cartoon character: Ryuk, Sesshoumaru, Zero (Vampire Knight), L Lawliet, and BB (BEYOND BIRTHDAY!), Edward Elric, Bakura and Melvin
Personal Quote: DOUCHE, If I had a pickle for every time someone ate a taco, I would make a pizza!

Favourite Visual Artist
tabbyfish :3
Favourite Movies
9, Hellboy I and II, Death Note 1,2,and 3, i have a lot
Favourite TV Shows
CSI, Higurashi, Yugioh, Inuyasha, FMA, Criminal Minds
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
nickelback, breaking benjamin, casting crowns, rascal flatts, rise against, the list goes for a while
Favourite Books
Lock Down, The Red Pyramid, Cirque du Freak, Vampire Academy, Sherlock Holmes
Favourite Writers
amelia atwater-rhodes, darren shan, garth nix, k.a. applegate, you name it i like it
Favourite Games
FullMetal Alchemist 2: Curse of the Crimson Elixir, The Plan
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2
Tools of the Trade
computer keyboard, pencil, colored pencils
Other Interests
reading, writing, anime, manga, other artsy junk

Starting to notice...

Starting to notice...

As my final year as a high school student draws closer to the six month mark, I'm beginning to notice that a lot of things are a hell of a lot different than I thought they would be at this point in my life. And it absolutely terrifies me. While the happy things are amazing and help to push through the day, the negatives are heart wrenching and the uncertainties piling up are - needless to say - frightening. Getting to a place where I'll have to be an independent student in college with nobody close to help me out scares the living shit out of me, and the issue of not being able to figure out what the HELL I want to do with my life does not h

Wow

Wow

So...the last journal was from like a year ago. Damn. One of those things I've been meaning to change, and I feel now is a good time because FREE! Episode 12 simultaneously broke my heart and made me the happiest person alive. Any other Rin lovers?

Old journal is old...

Old journal is old...

Yup...the other journal was from AUGUST. WHAT?! WHEN DID SEPTEMBER HAPPEN. School makes everything blur. Ridiculously. So...nothing exciting going on. At all. One interesting thing...my aunt wrote a children's book (apparently) and...she asked me to illustrate it. If someone decides to print it, I get illustrator's pay. ...she wants 2 or 3 pictures in...I think maybe 3 weeks? Hopefully I find new skill. It should be fun to try, at least. THAT IS ALL. HAVE A PLEASANT REST OF OCTOBER. AND HALLOWEEN ~teentitansravenplz (https://www.deviantart.com/teentitansravenplz)

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KurumiAirenHobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you soo soo much for the fave La la la la
Hey, thanks for the add!
LRyukluvrLighthater1Hobbyist General Artist
No problem, it was a fun read! :)
And then you faved a picture of my eyes! You are beyond nice. I shall watch you now. :)
LRyukluvrLighthater1Hobbyist General Artist
Hurrah!
Matt-Hahnes-AROStudent Traditional Artist
LAINA! WHY YOU NO UPLOAD YOUR GOOD STUFF????!!!!!
LRyukluvrLighthater1Hobbyist General Artist
I'M TOO LAZY TO PICTURE AND SCAN AND STUFFS I'M SORRY