once you told me that you would kidnap me if i didn't run away with you.
windows down. mouth moving in time with placebo. eyes staring forward into a sea of black. eyes that glint when a streetlight flashes past and lights up your face. passion etched in every delicate line.
chin pressed into knees.
feet pressed into seat.
dirty sundress slipping off my shoulders and cold hands fumbling in the dark.
i light a cigarette and it finishes quickly when the wind blows it away and rolls it along the road. hair flying like a wild thing in front of me.
i'm watching the muscles shifting in your arm as you shift gears and we're gaining speed. b
there was a little girl
she was by herself and she was strong
she lived in a forest and climbed on rooftops
there was a little boy
wrapped up in pale blue in a white room
she touched his head and looked into his big blue eyes, like mirrors
the little girl was brave
she touched her mother's wet cheeks and didn't understand
why no one else was strong
the plastic curved up and down again and chains hung from wooden poles
she refused to be broken
she sat alone and said i will be me i will be me iwillbeme
they buried their fists into the sand
fuck you fuck you, i dont CARE what you think of me
i have a fever
i am sitting here
and i have a fever
i am sitting here and
screaming HELP ME SAVE ME
and my skin is coming off
and i have a fever
HOW TO MAKE A PLAN:
open your calendar
find your sharpie
mark day fourteen with a star
dream of a motel and dancing in the corner
HOW TO BREAK A PLAN:
you were scared
and you were broken
and you were a gutless pig
and instead of me you wrapped yourself in filth
i am alone
i am scared
and i am alone
i am scared and
i keep looking into mirrors and getting lost
and remembering that for a day
the eyes staring back at me could have been yours,
"i feel like i'm gonna die and i hope i do
nothing truly bad has ever happened to me
baby i feel bad for feeling bad
we will die in the streets
or in cars
or in beds
it makes no difference"
i have another account. i hate the name but the photos are okay. ~momofou (https://www.deviantart.com/momofou)