LovesDarkness

Lyra didn’t know if what she was doing was the right thing. She had no idea at all. She didn’t know if it was wanted, if it would be accepted, or even if it was a good idea in the first place. But she had to do it. Something inside her drove her to do it. She had no idea how Sirius felt about his birthday after everything that had been going on the last year. But it was his day...and she had to do something for him. The weekend before she had managed to sneak her way down to Hogsmeade without notice and raided the shops for whatever decorations she could find. Everything had to be perfect and she spared no expense when it came t

I just want to feel your arms around me, holding me tight to ease my pain. Dry my tears with your lips so sweet, as I really hate to cry. To you my gifts are smiles and laughter, around you they come so easily. Yet still...when my heart yearns for you...it is denied. As the one thing I want you to give...you won't. And as such I am where I started, Back at square one Wishing you would mend my broken heart and fill it with warmth, but knowing that you will never want more than what we already have So I paint a smile on my face and pretend that everything is ok Why do I keep doing this to myself?