My anxiety has been bad so I've been trying to manage that while working a full time job. But I'm glad to come back to share what I've learned as well as my recent favorite art!

I've been quiet lately because I'm staying offline to care for my mental health. I get overwhelmed when I work full time and still feel the need to have a good online presence. But I'm learning not to associate my self worth with my online presence, I'm really trying not to. I'm living a good life outside the internet and I don't want to feel obligated to post here all the time. I don't have anything to say related to my recovery. It's just the usual ups and downs with the downs right now. My anxiety has been hard to manage lately and it even gets hard to leave the house to go to work, but I'm really trying. I'm one of the hardest workers out there. I won't deny my strength or put myself down!





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supernovaher lifespan is a star; thrust into existence, cast from clouds of light. named for something beautiful deep in her core, a glow; touching dark places, shone brightly in the past.setting fires for the future.a moment of climax; her soul supernovas, a burst of blinding white.he witnesses her end.she drained herself, gave her hope and life for worlds and planetsthat forsook her until years later their sun was gonewith nothing left - but a black hole. ConfessionBartender, please be my catholic priest and forgive me for I have sinned         I had a shark problem                    born before the marital storm                    lurking in the depths, waiting to become a tragedy         but marriage is about compromise, not leniency;                    it requires a little give and take                    and I took a lot, too much         I sacrificed her flesh to my demons,                    spreading blood through the creases of my palms                    to feed the monsters just beneath the surface I killed my bride for good luck
Welcome to the CrushLoad bearing railings splinter and shatter, As the crush becomes overbearing, Twisting and turning; bones cracking, Convulsions betraying the truth: As the diaphragm is torn looseI watched criminals collapse, Old men and women crushed to dust, Hard working people throw their hands up in the air, Even children cower in fear: As anvils rain from the sky seeking pleasure upon human crustTorn open we are by metals of hate, By shrapnel pieces we are all cut level, All summoned by life's bait, We are all but livestock for some type of devilIf only he spoke to me of the devil we knew, How I wish to see a monster pound us to mud, But instead he sh...
MarathonWeight of mountains crush legs of fire, Each step closer to the pyre; limping with broken appendages, All bones break, most bones break OUT leaving tunnels of flesh, Actions of crawling in your own pain, swimming in it until your brain breaksBut this will be worse.You will be worse for this will not heal, As flames in your mind flicker, loss of sight will claim you, As a babe walking through on legs anew... So will your memories stumble-shattering skull unto Unto the end marked crimsonAnd ripping down, out and around, Born to be lost then melted down, It is the lightbulb over your head, The loss of space in a haze of a maze, Grey matter no... Just out of graspA starless sky Bound by a sea of despair and a seemingly endless cosmos filled with endless opportunitiesJust out of grasp

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