Now some poetry from FN. :) Enjoy. LONELINESS Friedrich Nietzsche The crows scream And flying into town with the buzz: The snow will fall soon- Be happy is he who is now still having homeland! Now you're standing rigidly, Looking at back, ah! How long already! Why are you an idiot Because winter in the world- escape? The world is gate To a thousand of dumb and cold deserts! Which loss, Which you are lose, will not stop anywhere. Now you're standing palely, to be cursed to wander the winter, Like smoke, Whom are looking for a cooler sky always. Fly, bird, sing Your song in tone-desert-bird! - Hide it, you're a fool, You

Gonna be all 'Emo' here, but I'm really losing the ability to trust people anymore. :< I was curious as to why one of my friend's decided to block, then delete my name from Myspace (I barely check the thing, but still). I have a feeling the real reason why she probably blocked me was because of this incident that occured over the summer, but I didn't have much control over that situation because I was in the hospital when my family decided to 'take care of it'. :/ So anyways, I adventured over to her livejournal and found that she ended up talking bad about me (plus she mentioned some other-private things, as well) in one of her journal-pos

So I went to see my friend, Justin. I spent two nights with him while Brad was away on a family trip to Gatlinburg, and I didn't exactly feel like being alone for the weekend. It was really fun, and we managed to do an all nighter (stayed up for hours~) and then spent second night up until about 2am. The funny part is that after we stayed up all night, we had to go to a church in Oakridge afterwards. It was interesting, but almost painful because of my knee-issue to try to stand during the session (which lasted for about an hour and a half). Well, besides that I ended up getting sick while over there because David (Justin's Step-dad) was il