LotusKing

I wanted to say yes.I wanted to take your hand in mine and like a couple of idiots, run through the heavy traffic and pouring rain, and keep at it till our feet resign. We'd find a tree with branches wide enough with leaves broad or plentiful enough to take shelter under, and there, you'd place your head on my lap as I'd sing you my favorite love song. The song I'd always wanted you to sing to me.If only I hadn't found out the hard way that your feelings for me are but as thin as an onion's skin and that I could never accept and bow down to no matter how suave your courting style may be. If only I was stupider than what I really am- maybe ...

tried to replicate tried to simulate couldn't give anymore was already unconscious dried up and suffocatingtried to endure with the hope that tomorrow might be better, thinking that maybe I could get back up thinking I could try again thinking I could rebuild myself and try to care about this again perhaps this didn't have to endtoo late, fucked it up too late, the dream dissipates but wait, I heard them say that superman called in today he's sick and can't make it maybe all hope isn't lost maybe we're too expectant