https://fatedperson.deviantart.com new account :(

*FYI this does not invalve my last entry* im leaving for a long time. i need to go find myself.try to find the reason why i live. i mean all i never do is make people hate me. they never concider the other persons feelings. like my stupid sister shes so selfish all she cares about is herself. my friend victoria told me there will be something out there thats worth wild. for 14 years i havent found it.sometimes i think i should end my life, one less mouth to feed, one less headake, one less person taking up space, one less person breathing the little oxagen we have left. its ok i cant kill myself. you can say im a coward or a drama queen and

dont even talk to me right now...... im way to depressed about what just happend........ if you dont mind i want to die on my bed..... and cry myself to sleep!!!