Is there no other way? Do I have to forget that he was a human to move on?
Everyone is so different now... Nobody is as happy as they used to be. Everything that was possibly bad about them is just amplified. We're all more serious, our humor isn't as funny anymore. We laugh, but do we really feel it? I feel there is nothing left. The group was falling to tiny little shards, and one of us died. So we started again, without him. It was so strong for a while, but it will happen again. Those of us that were the closest got left behind, we're just unwelcome reminders of the friend they've lost. They don't know him like we do, and they're unhappy