sad and sada fluid motiona milky notionseeing you, it makes me smile.In you I see me and who I am notWe're alike, but quite differentI like to write, you like to listenwe share emotions and broken heartsbut you bounce back, I just cry.life ran out of good cards, I guessor maybe they need to shuffle the deckwhatever the case, for your sake and minenext time around, let's cut in line.I like you a lot, sweetie.you're cute as can be.holding me, sitting there...it feels so good, so right.let's shuffle off this mortal coilyou and me, over a bridge some night...or let's not, and giggle later...remembering how sad we were...isn't it funny..combining sad and sad...for some reason, it always makes glad...similarities ease the tensionmake you glad what happened didI'm not sure how to end this poembut I like you a lot, and hope you like meI hope our friendship doesn't dwindleyou're the kind of person I need to know
I love you grampawhen I was bornyou scorned mewhen I fixed your trainyou adored mewhen I cleaned your flooryou appreciated mebut when I turned 18you scorned me againwhat did I do?aside from being bornI realize I'm humanmaybe you should, too?some alien life-formthat's what you think you arebut you bleed when you're cutjust like when you hurt meI'm not made of steel.I feel, I hurt, I cry.I guess my try isn't good enoughbut I learned, didn't I?tiny arms around your necka sudden hug from someone youngit felt good, didn't it.I'm older, sure. I love you still.a hug from me isn't the same.but to me, when I hug you...it's with all of my loveall of my laughterand some of my pain.I wish being olderdidn't have to change meI still love to be snuggledstill love to playI'm not gonna change, thoughjust to please you.I'll remember your teasingas my tears slide down faster.I love you grampa.I hope someday you'll knowwhen you're looking downfrom heavenwhere to me, you'll always b
do you think you know meyou smile at meand I smile backyou hug meI'll always hug back.You can tell me you love meI'll tell you what I feelyou can tell me you hate meit's rare for me to hateyou can show me your worldI'll share with you mineyou can take me to your special placeI'll show you that I have oneyou can lay claim to meand I won't denybut it's the ones who don'twho truly have me.keep me to yourselfand I'll make your life hellkeep me away from youand I'll bug you til I'm gonehurt me, I'll ask for more.hit me, I'll leave without goodbye.kiss me, I'll return as sweetly.love me, well...thank you.keep me a secret.I'm not that complex.I have my ups and downs.my opinions *do* change.
enigma - lorikittyEnigmathe word defies what it ispulsing, beating, alivewhat it isn'ta scent you don't smellleft only with an essencenothing graspable, only feelingsmaybe next time?probably nevercurious, hopeful, pityingwhat makes one this way?you do. stop prying. why would you care?I'm whole, inside. Really. I am.burned, shoved, spurned.run away, I'm scary, evil.what you wonder will kill you.alone, shadowed, safe.