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Somethings Broken in my Mind

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Somethings Broken in my Mind

I'm so tired now, I can't sleep and I wish that I knew why Something's breaking down, In my heart and in my mind Something's broken in my mind Something's broken in my mind And it's something you won't find I promised you I'd try, to get up and finally do something right But I'm worn out, please just 5 more minutes to rest my eyes Something's broken in my mind Something's broken in my mind But I promise I'll be just fine While I sing this rhyme, something tells me I must get up and go Can't give up this time, I have to get myself walking down the road Something's broken inside my mind And I'm not sure if I'll be just fine But I

Goddess won't you visit me ton

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Goddess won't you visit me ton

I walk where there's no street lamps and I wonder what's ahead I ask myself deep questions all alone inside my head But I cannot find the answers, only riddles come to mind Shadows dance before my eyes and I go blind I wish I knew where I was going, but my map has blown away I wish I Had some kind of Purpose, and I wish that I could stay I have lost myself in Shadow, and I can not find my light Oh please Goddess won't you visit me tonight? Black Clouds obscure the moon and make the darkness deeper still I hear the sounds of wild things that could jump out and Kill But I have to keep on going, I cannot turn back now The plays not ov

Untitled 07-07-2005

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Untitled 07-07-2005

I wonder as I wonder, among the trees of green I wonder what truly matters now, with all the things I've seen Are the answers here before my eyes, or are they Far away? I don't know but I'll keep searching, just like every day I had a dream once long ago, A fairy with silver wings came to me from far away, and told me wonderful things She told me I was beautiful, that I could be the one She'd stay with for a lifetime, our lonely days were done But all too soon the dream was done, like she was never there And back to emptiness I went, Like she didn't even care Oh what a dream it was, to live with her that night Oh what a dream it wa

Walking on the back roads

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Walking on the back roads

I almost walked to somewhere Somewhere I wanted to be... but I knew I should not go there It's not the place for me No longer do I walk those halls No longer is that street my place How long has it been, how many falls Since last I knew her face I do not walk there anymore It's not where I belong I can walk until my legs are sore And sing my broken song But I'll never walk to her again To do so would be wrong She's forgotten all the words we said It's been far too long

Orange Butterflies

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Orange Butterflies

There's not much that I want in life And yet every night I cry Wishing that she could be my wife And for her these tears to dry It's too much to ask sometimes I think To have these things I want Too much to ask to share this drink Or to go to a restaurant Too much to kiss her lips so pink And so my dreams they haunt Now every night my dreams they sink In the sea of endless want All I want are happy days and my sweetheart by my side I want to dance with butterflies That on orange wings do Glide Is that too much to ask you for Please tell me if it's wrong To want the happy simple life That I've searched for so long

Your Phantom

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Your Phantom

every day I see you there and I stop to stare at the photo of you but then I'm aware it's only a picture a shadow of the past A time I was happy but that went by so fast. When i stand there do you do the same When I call out to you do you call my name When i think of you do you think of me or have you relegated me to lost memories At night I often dream of you During the day I see you sometimes too Like a phantom Etched into my mind I can't get free of you you're there all the time I go for walks alot I often pass that spot where you left me and I began to rot I just stood there In so much pain as you walked away

A Personal Prayer

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A Personal Prayer

Is it wrong, That I feel this way? Like I'm broken inside, Like I've been betrayed? Can you fix me? Can I be remade? Make the pain go away, Please let it fade... Can't you help me? Oh please someone, Can't you save me, With an answer? Please I beg you. With my last breath. Can't you save me? Ever after... Oh God, Please stop this pain. Are you up there? Are you listening today? I can't hear you god, Please answer me. Why can't I see myself, In the mirror today? Can't you help me? Oh please someone, Can't you save me, With an answer? Please I beg you. With my last breath. Can't you save me? Alittle faster... I'm
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My Bio
Current Residence: Connecticut
Operating System: Windows XP
Wallpaper of choice: A picture of the Girl i love
Favourite cartoon character: Sailor Mercury
Personal Quote: "I've Seen the darkness in others, I've seen it in myself." ~me

Favourite Visual Artist
Mark Ryden
Favourite Movies
Lord of the Rings Trilogy
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Beatles
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allan Poe
Favourite Games
Kingdom Hearts & Silent Hill 2
Favourite Gaming Platform
Playstation 2
Tools of the Trade
I love photoshop
Other Interests
Anime, Hiking, Camping, Poetry, Writing, Photography, Gaming and Way too many other things

It's Snowing....

It's Snowing....

Perhaps I'll get to take some pics in the snow

Never forget....

Never forget....

 Tommarow it will have been 3 years since the attacks of 9-11 Tommarow we must all remember the terrible cost of our blindness... for we are all to blame. we did not see the danger that existed in this world of ours. We chose to turn our vision to other things, we chose to believe a beautiful lie. That the vast ocean protected us. That We were invulnerable to attack. That we were untouchable... but we aren't. and now we all too soon forget. People question wether we should be so proactive in the world. Wether this war on terror is waranted, accuse our leaders of conspiracy. I admit that thigs may not have been handaled perfectly at all times

Considering a New Hobby

Considering a New Hobby

Ok I'm considering trying out a new art form/hobby.  Or I guess I shoudl say considering expanding one I already do. I like to collect and Paint Minaitures.  I use them for D&D and other similar games.  However I would like to try Casting my own Minaitures.  Molding and then casting them so I can paint them and use them. One of the reasons is I need some more Chaos warrior figures (from Hero quest)  So if I buy another Set from E-bay and then Mold and Cast them I'll have all the ones I could ever need.  I would like to try and cast metal verisons as well if possible not just plastic ones.  Although using Alumilite to make plastic ones is mu

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Hi!
I'm on the OBOD board, as wolfsong ... thought I'd say hi ... I like artsy gamer Pagans who write novels ... (no, I'm not stalking you, we just seem to have similar interests ... )
hehe no worries I dont think you're stalkign me :)

And I love to meet people with interests such as ours.
Looking forward to many awesome conversations ...
Hi!
I'm on the OBOD board, as wolfsong ... thought I'd say hi ... I like artsy gamer Pagans who write novels ... (no, I'm not stalking you, we just seem to have similar interests ... )
Tnks for the fave :heart:!!!
Hei thanks for the fav :strip: