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Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 2:29 PM
My parents are splitting up.

And not like in the past for only a little while before trying to make it work for us. I'm pretty sure it's for good this time. So much for my little happy mental picture of good holidays with my family. I'm just going to cross my fingers and hope my bitch of a grandmother doesn't decide to cancel Thanksgiving at the Drake Hotel.

Oh, I've been going to the Bally near the train station to lose this fucking weight already. I know people go "You're not fat." and "Love yourself." and what the fuck ever. But, I'm sick of my thighs rubbing together and creating inner thigh rips in my jeans, sick of obnoxious love handles and tired of a spare tire that pops out almost to my boobs whenever I sit down.  

But, all is not too bad. I've got pumpkin pie in the oven.

I'll write more when I've finished more of my artwork.

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:iconbluerose78:
bluerose78 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009   Filmographer
I'm sorry. And I suck at comforting people, but I'll try!
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dictators-R-us Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009
That's awful. I hope everything will turn out for the best and you'll have a wonderful Thanksgiving.

And I'm so proud of you! Just don't go overboard. I don't want to see you become a stick figure. Don't give up your big boobs.
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:iconlorddogma:
LordDogma Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009
Don't worry. I'm going to stuff my face at Thanksgiving.

NO. I WANTS TO KEEP SOME OF MY BOOBS. But, I gotta lose some of this ass!
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:icondictators-r-us:
dictators-R-us Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2009
But how will you balance then? You'll keeping falling over.
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:iconnecaraphiliac:
Necaraphiliac Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
COME HAVE THANKSGIVING WITH ME.
Also a gym membership sounds good right now. .-. I have the smae problems. Although, aren't your thighs supposed to touch? D:
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:iconlorddogma:
LordDogma Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2009
I'M DYING FOR SOME TURKEY.

Yea, depends on the body type. But, rubbing together enough to start a small bush fire is a whole other story.
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:iconnecaraphiliac:
Necaraphiliac Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Dude. I've definetly done that before. :{
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:iconjulieraven:
JulieRaven Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2009
:X Come spend holidays with me.

I'm seriously with you on the weight thing. Like, serious. Fuck you thighs, I hate you and you ripping up my EXPENSIVE JEANS. I cannot spend $50 on jeans every few months.

I started doing Couch to 5K, you might check it out? It's kind of fun.

=/ Also, you're kind of awesome and strong and you're going to be okay.

I <3 you
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:iconlorddogma:
LordDogma Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009
FUCK THESE THIGHS.

But, don't worry. I still plan on having a fantastic holiday season no matter what.
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:iconjulieraven:
JulieRaven Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009
YOU DAMN WELL BETTER

And I'm still gonna stuff my face, no lie. I'll just run it off.
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:iconrinkuchan27:
Rinkuchan27 Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2009   Digital Artist
awwww im sorry to hear that. :hug: :glomp: yes like everyone else said hope it goes well for you.

me too i need to lose weight ack~ im very self concious especially towards my body >.< my new years resolution went down the drain XD.
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:iconlorddogma:
LordDogma Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009
Well, New Year's is around the corner, so hop to it! You were doing so well in high school!
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:iconrinkuchan27:
Rinkuchan27 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009   Digital Artist
yes i must start over lol. yes i guess cuz im procrastinating or just being lazy lol
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yugi-chan-0taku Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm sorry...I wish there was something I could do. Unfortunately, this is all I can offer you for now. :cuddle: I'LL BE HERE FOR YA~! (and I hope your thanksgiving is a good one)

As for the workout stuff, I commend you on that. Don't get me wrong, loving yourself is important. But it does help to be active, and that can boost your self esteem ten fold.

Take care~!

:floating:
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:iconlorddogma:
LordDogma Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009
It'll be alright for me. I was just confused by the timing of it all.

It really does! I visited my mom today and she commented that I was starting to look a bit trimmer. So, I guess it's kicking in!
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:iconwolf-gal:
Wolf-Gal Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2009
Wow...I'm sorry man, I don't know what to say except that I hope things improve for you. :hug:
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:iconlorddogma:
LordDogma Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009
They will. I WILL MAKE IT SO.
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:icontuxedodemon:
TuxedoDemon Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
._. Aw, gees, I'm sorry that's happening.... My parents split up when I was nine. I know what it's like; it's horrible.
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:iconlorddogma:
LordDogma Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009
I'm just worried about how this will affect my little brother and sister since they're still kids.

But, I have a feeling everything will be fine in the end.
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Twistazoomalark Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2009
Awwww, I'm so sorry to hear about your parents:cling: I hope your holiday goes alright as well:cling:
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:iconlorddogma:
LordDogma Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009
It will, I was just like "COME ON. NOW???"
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:icontwistazoomalark:
Twistazoomalark Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2009
I still apologize for your current condition:cling:
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