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Thinking about coming back to DA. Going to open a new account since I'm not paying for a subscription that allows me to change my username. It's going to be more oriented towards tattoos and zombies and I hope to be able to take in commissions. You can still follow me on my tumblr. ---> radioactivezombie.tumblr.com/

Stay Tuned.
  • Watching: Face Off
GET ONE.

Join me there. I'm just gonna start posting my art there.


My Tumblr: radioactivezombie.tumblr.com/
  • Listening to: "Your Love" by Nicki Minaj
This would be so much easier if I wasn't left handed. Draw in the comments below!


I had been unusually depressed the past week or two, mostly out of loneliness. So much that I broke down and cried in front of my mom. Bad idea, 'cause then she started riding my ass to either get therapy or do something about. Fuck that shit, I don't got the insurance.

I have been wanting to be on a relationship for so long since I have never been in one. I guess it's because I want to know what romantic love feels like as opposed to love between family or friends. For me it's my want to just move along with everyone else in life sexuality-wise and start getting use to the idea of casual flirting, asking guys out and just going for it!

I know you shouldn't base your happiness on whether or not you're in a relationship (Has been lectured about the difference between being horny and being depressed.) but it's frustrating when you wanna change something in your life and it feels like nothing is going that way any time soon.


Anyone know where I can find some metal heads?


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :icontenaciousbee: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :iconadamhughes: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett: :iconroxination: :iconjoey-zero: :iconjanaschi: :iconbeagifted:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconmirrormask-club: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :icongagaloo-love:
:iconhowtotrainyourdragon:
  • Listening to: "Don't Speak" by No Doubt
  • Reading: Purple Panties edited by Zane
Yesterday was my birthday and it was fan-fucking-tastic.

By far the best birthday I've ever had. People calling me in the middle of the night to wish me a Happy Burfday. Texts coming in all day saying the same. It was nice considering normally only my family and a handful of friends have celebrated my birthday these past few years. My coworkers got this nice party together at one of their apartments. Two shots of tequila, two huge red college cups of something of I don't really know what and a Mike's Hard Lemonade later I had the most excellent staggering buzz ever.

We went to a night club and I lost my state id there while dancing. My buzz wore off a bit so I had two Berlin Bombs and another shot of something. Came back, but not as strong. Euro trash and techno music, got my friends Jenny on one leg, Viral on my ass and some random short guy on the other leg (Off bitch!). Ran about town howling at the moon, smacking street signs and screaming for Mickey D's and Taco Bell. By the time we all went home and I got to my place the sun was already rising.

Best part about this is I woke up without a hangover. Nice.


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :icontenaciousbee: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :iconadamhughes: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett: :iconroxination: :iconjoey-zero: :iconjanaschi: :iconbeagifted:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconmirrormask-club: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :icongagaloo-love:
:iconhowtotrainyourdragon:
  • Listening to: "Everybody Rize" by ICP
  • Reading: The God Delusion by Richard Dawkins
This happened about two weeks ago, but still I forgot to make mention of it on here for my DA friends.

So, he kissed me.

Since the beginning of summer, I've visit him at his brother's house every other two weeks and we try to get our watercolor on. And since getting back and forth to his place rapes my wallet, I always sleep over and leave the next day. And the only place to sleep is his bro's pull out couch. And we have to share it.

Normally I face away from him on my side of the bed, but sooner or later I swear I can hear Jaws music and he ends up spooning me. Now, I think I won't have been surprised that with that on top of rubbing my arm or elbow or stomach (SUCK IT IN!)or burying his face anywhere between my hair to my shoulder or wrapping his arm around my waist so that our bodies line up completely... he only did it because I am (And I have been told this by MANY people.) very comfortable.

So the last time I was sleeping over I decided, "What would happen if I were to - Oh let's say... turn around?" So turned over AND MAN WAS IT UNCOMFORTABLE. I try doing it with my eyes closed and end up with my arms smack against my chest, hands under my chin and because he was - of course, right on my ass spooning me - we end up forehead to forehead. I didn't want to my arms to fall asleep on me in this position so I brought my bottom arm under the pillow and - fanfuckingtastic he's got his arm over me again - say fuck you and just bring my arm over his and hook my hand on his shoulder. I move my face away from his because I didn't want to breathe in used hot air.

So, I'm trying to go to sleep, I suddenly feel him sucking on my bottom lip! Apparently, my awkward movements needed to be rewarded with some bottom lip action. I never kissed before so I punk out and slept like nothing happened. I got him the next morning though as he dropped me off. We hugged and kissed goodbye and in the middle of the hug I said "Oh, don't think I don't know you kissed me last night."

:iconreactionplz:

He admitted he thought I wanted to kiss him because of how I was moving around in bed. So, I dropped the "Well, you stole my first kiss! Way to go, A-hole!" and after his guilty reaction I told him I didn't mind it because he did it and I was cool losing it to him.

Now, I'm going to have to wait at least two weeks before I can get any free time to even think about texting him for another hangout time. Meanwhile, he's woken up a beast in me and I'm stuck humping the air around me.

:iconbonerplz:


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :icontenaciousbee: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :iconadamhughes: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett: :iconroxination: :iconjoey-zero: :iconjanaschi: :iconbeagifted:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconmirrormask-club: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :icongagaloo-love:
:iconhowtotrainyourdragon:
  • Listening to: "St. Tropez" by Hot Action Cop
  • Watching: Machete

FUCK. I told him...

Journal Entry: Fri May 28, 2010, 12:08 PM
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((Outside train station, standing outside of a truck driven by a man named Carlos...))

ME: "You know, I kinda like you."

HIM: "Yea, I kinda figured."

I guess what I did last night REALLY gave it away for him. But, almost two years of building up to this - WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT SUPPOSE TO FUCKIN' MEAN?!


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :icontenaciousbee: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett: :iconroxination: :iconjoey-zero: :iconjanaschi:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconmirrormask-club: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :icongagaloo-love:
:iconhowtotrainyourdragon:

  • Listening to: "Outsider" by A Perfect Circle
  • Watching: Just Wright
  • Listening to: "I'd Like Your Hair Long" by Hum
  • Reading: Bone Crossed
The weather these past few days has been nothing short of beautiful! It seriously feels like summer. I want to share it with someone!

:iconiloveitplz:

Hopefully, Chris will swing in and we can go to the beach, then watch a little movie I like to call "Clash of the Titans" later on. Then maybe, uh, maybe a little sleeping over perhaps? Maybe ah, a little spooning action? Perhaps some answers to my questions? Followed by some released sexual frustration probably?

I say this because that motherfucker not only spooned with me last time he slept over, but he's, unprovoked, buying me food every other day during illustration class and inviting me over to draw with him (mentioning he wants to take his shirt off while he draws in the backyard) at his brother's place.

:iconirapeitplz:

He has nice arms.

(I like to say thank you to :iconandrahilde: for telling me to get some blood in my balls. 8D)

Anywho, I getting outta school on April 23. Hopefully, then I can post all of my favorite art I did in school on DA. I plan on losing no less than twenty pounds this summer. I'm going to pretend public transportation doesn't exist for the most part and ride my bike almost everywhere. I plan on playing volleyball on the beach with my friend Bradley and his fiancee and their friends. I plan on hitting the gym at least four times a week. I want to hang out with friends.

I plan on making this the best summer EVA.


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :icontenaciousbee: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett: :iconroxination: :iconjoey-zero:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconmirrormask-club: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :icongagaloo-love:
:iconhowtotrainyourdragon:
  • Listening to: "Reflection" by ZomGIt'sCriss
The last day I saw her was last Thursday, the same day as we worked together at the theater. I remember struggling to change the marquee before I could leave while Kat was free to go home. I remember her laughing at me cursing ("FUCK THE LETTER "P"!") and thinking this will be my Thursdays for sometime, but at last I'll spend them with someone who was as cheerful as her. I was so happy as we yelled our goodbyes down the street from each other.

My friend Kat Perez died that night.

She went home.

Went to bed.

Woke up.

Had a seizure.

And died.

I went to her funeral earlier today. I just couldn't go to her wake. I didn't want to see her like that. I, an atheist, sat through Mass and bit my lip as I listened with disgust to a priest saying God wanted her so He took her.

SO FUCKING SELFISH AND INCONSIDERATE.

I felt tears run down my face as her fiancee spoke about her and how she taught him the most important thing you'll ever learn is LOVE. He was crying the hardest the whole time.

I held my manager Jim's hand and wrapped my arm around my coworker Jenny as she was put into the ground and died inside as a back up truck simply poured dirt on top of her.

Kat was a wonderful human being, full of promise and died far too young.



:rose: Kat Perez :rose:

February 1, 1987 - January 28, 2010



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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett: :iconroxination: :iconjoey-zero:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :icongagaloo-love:
It makes people who dislike each other come together when they never would the other 364 days of the year.

Case in point, my grandmother visited my apartment on Christmas Day while my mom, little brother and sister were with me. My birthday present to my mom was to take my siblings to the movies all day while she went to my uncle's party. My grandmother keeps asking me questions to which I simply don't know the answer or the answers quite obvious already. After another "I don't know" question, she says I have an attitude, and says(in front of the kids)"Fuck you" and fuck my mother (who not even seven minutes ago gave her her gifts and was minding her own business in the kitchen calling my uncle),that I'm outta her place and forget her paying for my college.

All I said to that was "Whatever."

But, aside from that, my Christmas was very heart warming. I worked in the morning on Christmas Eve and went to my parents' house afterward to sleep over. In the morning, I opened my gifts: a new pair of red glasses and "Inglourious Basterds" on DVD. I had bought my sister a new jacket while I got my brother "Iron Man" on DVD.

:iconleleleplz:  

After the cunt yelled at me I took the kids to see both Alvin and the Chipmunks (STUPID AND CHEESY.) and Sherlock Holmes (I WANT ROBERT DOWNEY JR. IN MY PANTS. I AM NOT ASHAMED TO SAY THAT.) which was an EXCELLENT movie. Science and logic triumph!

Also, I highly recommend Avatar. I can't wait for James Cameron to start working on the sequel he promised if the movie was a success. 8D

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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett: :iconroxination: :iconjoey-zero:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :icongagaloo-love:
  • Listening to: "One Body Too Many" by Winds of Plague
  • Watching: Sin City
  • Eating: Christmas leftovers
  • Drinking: Iced Tea
Everytime something happens to me, I put it as my status. And forget about putting on here.

I just don't like writing short entries if I can help it.

Also, I've just so fucking busy trying to juggle school and work and trying to develop some sort of social life. School is like a small child - a major time suck and all around attention whore.

And speaking of school - FUCK THAT BITCH. FUCK HER IN THE ASS WITH A BROOM.

To explain my outburst, I'm majorly pissed about the grade I received for my Art History final exam questions the other day. For the past two weeks, I worked to research, proofread, spell check and just get a fucking decent grade for a class with a teacher with the most sarcastic attitude I've ever met.

We were suppose to turn them in both on turnitin.com and hand in a printed copy for her to grade. I turn it in on the website a WHOLE FUCKING DAY before it was due. And when I tried to print it at my house, slap my ass and call me Charlie, I was out of ink. So, I go to my class, tell her my situation and it seemed like she understood and was perfectly fine with it. I print it but end up coming late to class two minutes late. She still hadn't started lecturing and actually sitting at her desk collecting the papers in a pile from the rest of my classmates. I gave her mine and went to my seat.

Skip ahead, skip ahead, blah, blah, blah it's the day I have to pick up my graded papers. I go to her class and, even though I hate her guts, try to be nice to her. I even attempted to pick up some papers that fell off her desk. But, she just short of yelling at me told me not to touch them and that she'll pick them up herself. You know, she said, in case I see the grades of kids from the other class who I don't give two shits about what their fucking grades are.

In short, just because I was two minutes late to class printing the hardcopy, she took ten points off my original grade of 86%. I worked my ass off and she keeps this dumb smiling face while she tells me this. I just looked at her before telling her that was stupid reason and just left before I planted my fist in her face. I honestly didn't care if she was a teacher or even an another human being. I just wanted to slap her upside the head. You know get a real reason to have points deducted from my grade. I worked too hard on that paper. Actually I gave up hours at my job, losing money that I need to feed myself and pay my electric bill, to just squeeze in some work time on it.

I tried going to Marsha to sort this out, but she told me I'd have to write out a paper with evidence for a case against my so called "undeserved grade". And even if I did, she'd have to look it over, before giving it to the Academic Board and for them to decide just what the fuck to do would take a few weeks.

...

Why don't I just wear a colorful bow tie, tut some horns, slap my hands together and bark like a dog while I wait?

You know what? Just fuck it. AND FUCK YOU NORTHRIP. I'M SWITCHING OVER TO SOBEL'S CLASS.

But, on the bright side, I've been getting paid a lot more at work now that a few people have quit. I've been living in a movie theater for far too long though. Now, I've like this movie trailer addict.

So, Tim Burton's version of "Alice in Wonderland" isn't so much his version as it is a sequel to what the story, where Alice returns to Wonderland. Watch the trailer! ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCM4Ji…

Was that the Jabberwocky I spy? It'd be nice to FINALLY see him in a wonderland movie. NICE. I like. Also, I'm dieing to see "Iron Man 2"... ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=m8vK0t…

TAKE ME NOW DOWNEY! TAKE ME AS I AM! And, yes - Scarlet Johansen is my wife. I'd be her lesbian lover in a heartbeat.

Oh, and a shoutout to my sensei and co-worker Edwina! She's going to Antarctica for a few months to work as a janitor at a military base. I asked if she can bring me back a penguin egg, but she said they're not even allowed to take away even a snowball from that place. That and people use to take eggs before they realize they were fucking up the ecosystem.  

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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers:
  • Listening to: "The Notion of Perfect" by Mirrorthrone
  • Reading: Away With All Gods!
  • Watching: Youtube Blogs
  • Eating: NOTHING. I HAVE NOTHING TO EAT...
  • Drinking: Milk

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Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 2:29 PM
My parents are splitting up.

And not like in the past for only a little while before trying to make it work for us. I'm pretty sure it's for good this time. So much for my little happy mental picture of good holidays with my family. I'm just going to cross my fingers and hope my bitch of a grandmother doesn't decide to cancel Thanksgiving at the Drake Hotel.

Oh, I've been going to the Bally near the train station to lose this fucking weight already. I know people go "You're not fat." and "Love yourself." and what the fuck ever. But, I'm sick of my thighs rubbing together and creating inner thigh rips in my jeans, sick of obnoxious love handles and tired of a spare tire that pops out almost to my boobs whenever I sit down.  

But, all is not too bad. I've got pumpkin pie in the oven.

I'll write more when I've finished more of my artwork.

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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers:

  • Reading: Away With All Gods!
  • Watching: Men Who Stare At Goats
  • Eating: Pumpkin Pie

FUCK THIS CLOWN.

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 3, 2009, 7:06 PM
Zombieland.

Fan - FUCKIN' - tastic. I smell fanart...

:iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz::iconorgasmplz:

School's been tough.

Just when you feel like you've done your best work, the critiques chew you up and spit you out, pointing out all the little things you fail to notice. But, unlike a lot of the kids in my class, the teacher tells me I really only need to work on my lighting and my lines. So my anatomy is decent which is just beautiful, 'cause having problems with that would be a bitch.

I've also been trying to show HIM</i> how I feel about HIM</i>. But, so far all I've done is tell him once he has nice arms - while he was wearing long sleeves.

At night, I find myself humming "I wanna know what love is."

Work's been interesting.

Interesting by the meaning of "I'm gonna beat this motherfucker up." Take for instance, this past Sunday, there's this Ethiopian immigrant (Who either because he's on drugs or just crazy.), harasses the local businesses in my neighborhood. The police won't do anything, because people either don't report it or because he hasn't physically harmed anyone. Although, I clearly remember him cursing out the life out of this poor waitress at the cafe downstairs while spitting at her feet.

He's been banned from our theater for acting up in the lobby. So, when Eileen was in Box Office and I was in Concessions, this guy comes creeping to the front of our door and starts smoking. RIGHT NEXT TO THE FUCKIN' DOOR. Then he starts bothering Eileen to get a ticket for a movie. I tell our manager on duty, Jim, to get this bastard.

Jim, normally a quiet guy who loves movies, yells out loud for this guy to leave. Mind you, it was beginning to drizzle. Then, the wind picked up and blew leaves around them and I saw lighting flash in the background as Jim yells at this guy.

It was Lord of the Rings epic. "YOU SHALL NOT PASS!"

The guy does his cowardly sideways shuffle away from him before spitting at his feet and running off. I half expected him to come back in with a long white beard.

No sooner then when Jim leaves to set up another movie does the creeper come back. Now, I'm all pumped up from the glorious moment from before, so I tell him from the Concession stand to leave.

He doesn't listen.

I yell at him to get the fuck out.

He goes, "You wanna say something too now?"

I grab a rolled up newspaper in one hand, jump over the counter and come at him.

He goes bug-eyed, runs out to the corner of the Starbucks before stopping.

I stand just outside the door yelling how I'm going to shove the newspaper so far up his ass, he'll taste the fine print.

Eileen went lesbo for me for a minute.


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :iconjokerblogs1plz::iconjokerblogs2plz: :icondethklok-fan-club:

  • Listening to: &quot;Dry&quot; by Tura Satana
  • Reading: Away With All Gods!
  • Watching: ZOMBIELAND.
  • Eating: Ranma Chicken
  • Listening to: &quot;Slept So Long&quot; by Jay Gordon
  • Reading: Blood Bound
  • Watching: The Exorcist and Hellboy II
  • Eating: Just went to Aldis, so let the feast begin!!!
  • Drinking: Iced Tea
Happy Happy Birthday to me!

:iconohjoyplz:

Today's my twentieth birthday. Jumping Jesus Christ on a crotch. I'm not doing anything special, just eating cake with my family at my apartment and my dad might come by and take me out to eat. Thanks for texting me Stac! And thanks for the JokerxHarley picture, Lisa! It's going on my wall.

But, even though I'm twenty now, I'm not too crazy about it. Nothing great happens when you're twenty. It's like being nineteen all over again.

I started school yesterday, so my summer vacation's over. I was so excited to start again, but halfway through the day I was totally bummed out. A few good friends of mine didn't come back mostly because they couldn't afford to or some other reason. Alex misses Kelly...

:iconemofacepalmplz:

Still, I'm there to improve my artwork. I'm trying to get back in the swing of things and hopefully I can pump out so good stuff soon. Also, I'm planning on working out through the winter seeing as I became a size 18 this past winter. CURSE YOU FRESHMEN 15. I managed to slip to a 14/15. I'll continue riding my bike 'til it starts snowing and throw in sit up exercises to slim down some more.

WHAT THE FUCK'S IN THAT ICE CREAM??? I MUST FIND OUT. ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=29VGZt…

RIDICULOUSLY HUGE BLACK MAN SELLING PIZZA IN JAPAN??? ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUgJ9h…


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon: :iconkelseybeckett:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :iconjokerblogs1plz::iconjokerblogs2plz: :icondethklok-fan-club:
  • Listening to: &quot;Shall Never Surrender&quot; from Devil May C
  • Reading: &quot;Away With All Gods!...&quot; by Bob Avakian
  • Watching: Pineapple Express
  • Eating: NOTHING. My fridge is empty and I'm broke. D8
  • Drinking: Milk
...FROM THE DEAD.

I finally got my internet and cable back THANK FUCKING GOD!

I can watch porn again.

I went to Lake Geneva this past weekend with family. I had a decent time. NOT a good time. NOT a great time. A decent time. When we got back, my mom called me and asked why didn't I have a good time. Well... they're my family. They're assholes. And the sad truth is I'll always have more fun with my friends then with my family. The best time I could ever have with them IS a decent time. Maybe that'll change when we go to Six Flags for my little brother's birthday before the end of the month.

School's gonna start soon! Oh, I can't fucking wait. I can draw nekkid people again.

:iconhornyplz:


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :iconjokerblogs1plz::iconjokerblogs2plz: :icondethklok-fan-club:
  • Listening to: &quot;Before I'm Dead&quot; by Kidney Thieves
  • Reading: Blood Bound
  • Watching: The Ugly Truth (My kind of humor. &gt;8D)
  • Eating: Chicken Salad
I shit you not. ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-KQh8…

Zombie movies rock.

It's a good thing it's playing at the Music Box theater in the city. And because it's an independent theater, they've signed an agreement that their employees can go to other small theaters and watch movies for free with one guest. Once again, my job fucking kicks ass.

Has anyone seen the preview for the Iron Man anime yet? ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_ej7Z…

One part of me to doing a double heel click jump of joy, while the other is shouting - SILVER HAIRED BISHIE GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY MARVEL UNIVERSE! Then I think at least they don't have huge eyes.

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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :iconjokerblogs1plz::iconjokerblogs2plz: :icondethklok-fan-club:
  • Listening to: &quot;S.t.a.r.S &quot; by Yoko Littner
  • Reading: Iron Kissed
  • Watching: The Hangover
  • Playing: Who's in my mouth?
  • Drinking: Cherry Coke mixed with Lemonade
... CAN SUCK MY GIANT NONEXISTENT DICK.

Fucking Comcast finally cut my internet and cable a week or two ago and left me a bill of over two hundred dollars to pay. And my gram, the bitch who added all the expensive crap and then refuse to pay it, isn't going to help. BIG SURPRISE. All this is in my name and if my mother wasn't helping me my credit would be in the shitter.

FUCK COMCAST.

FUCK IT WITH A HUGE RUBBER DICK.

I'M GOING WITH AT&T.


That aside, my job at the movie theater is pretty sweet. The people I work with are pretty tight. I can drink as much free Cherry Coke mixed with Lemonade as I want. I'm going to ask one of my managers if I can get a Transformers 2 movie poster since we got about fifty of those. And I got two free movie t-shirts from "Taking Pelham 123" and "Year One" and they fit NICELY.

And FREE MOVIES.

Like "The Hangover". I died a little in my seat it was so damn funny. That Zach Galifianakis is a funny, funny man.

Gonna get my check this coming week. Can start paying these damn electric bills, buy food (mooch mooch), switch my internet and cable services and get my poor Wii outta the pawn shop.

I'm gonna get off this library computer now, 'cause it keeps giving me pop ups with rauchy ass porn. No, no. Can't watch that in public.



EDIT: The plot thickens...

I called my mom today because she was texting me and she tells me last night the ghetto ass neighbor grandma downstairs got in her face and wanted to beat her up.

Why? Because of me.

Because they have a lazy little boy about seven or eight years old who throws their garbage bags out - on the street. Not in the fucking can. Now, I've been seeing more rats then ever when I visit my family and the stink is to HIGH HEAVEN. My mother and I actually had to clean it up it was just so nasty. Not to mention we got a resident coyote a block down in this foresty area. And I told the little fuck he'll get in some serious trouble if he don't throw it away properly.

He told his mother I said I'll kill him.

I just might now. This is coming from a kid who lied about where my little brother was when he was missing and my mom went crazy searching for him. If I see that woman, I'm going to have her know damn well that if she's got a problem with what I said, she can come to me and we'll fucking dance. I may be nineteen, but I'll be damned if I gotta explain my actions to anyone but the police.

- :iconorlyowlplz:

- :iconnotreallyplz:


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :iconjokerblogs1plz::iconjokerblogs2plz:
  • Listening to: &quot;Sink Into Me&quot; by Taking Back Sunday
  • Reading: &quot;I'm America and so can you!&quot; by Stephen
  • Watching: Transformers 2
  • Drinking: Cherry Coke
The "King of Pop" died today at 50 from  cardiac arrest.

About time the freaky bastard keeled over.

Although, it's amazing that not long ago I heard he was getting ready to do about 50 comeback tours across London. He even prepared to workout with a physical trainer. AND BAM. He's gone.

It's just amazing. I'll always remember where I was when Michael Jackson died... watching motherfucking Transformers 2 - WHICH WAS SHIT! WORSE FUCKING SEQUEL EVER.

I got to see it because my new job is working at a concession stand in my neighborhood theater that's reopening soon. They gave us free popcorn and cherry coke as a bonus. It was going to open tomorrow, but the bitch ass health inspector declared that they should have drywall even though he never mentioned on the first inspection. WEAK. GIRL GOTTA MAKE SOME MONEY AIN'T NO TIME FOR PRECAUTIONS I NEED TO BUY FOOD MY FRIDGE IS EMPTYYYYYYYYYYYY!

AND SINCE IT WORKED LAST TIME, WHO WANTS TO SEE TWO MORE FUCKING HILARIOUS VIDEOS? ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hb_fwr… www.youtube.com/watch?v=t76YW7…

AND THERE IS NEVER ENOUGH ZOMBIE MOVIES IN THE WORLD. ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfLaAp…


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :iconjokerblogs1plz::iconjokerblogs2plz:
  • Listening to: &quot;Kids&quot; by MGMT
  • Reading: Blood Bound
  • Watching: True Blood. Twilight can kiss its ass.
  • Drinking: WATER
My apartment's got no hot water.

I just had to bike back home in this humid weather and ended up taking an unexpected freezing shower. All I do was wash quickly and yell "Get this fucking shampoo outta my hair!!!". On the bright side, I spent today and yesterday at parties. Shayna's birthday was humid in her house but we had fun making her bulldog wear a hula skirt. And Bishop's graduation party was cool with delicious ice cream cake. YUM.

AND I FINALLY GOT A JOB. THANK FUCKING GOD.

:iconseriouslyplz:

The movie theater next door is opening up next week and the managers picked up my application from A MONTH AGO. They interviewed me last week and the next day they offered me the job. Now, all I have to do is go for a week to train at another movie theater to prepare myself. This job is seriously going to solve 98% of my problems right now. I"M SOOOOOO HAPPY ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW!!!

NOW WHO WANTS TO SEE A FUCKED UP MUSIC VIDEO? ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ad-tgb…

(Stacy, this was that vid I was muttering about yesterday.)


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Artists Who Inspire...

:iconhep-kitten: :iconsaniika: :iconcrackhobbit: :iconcoeykuhn: :iconshycustis: :iconprettymonkey26: :iconmediaviolence: :iconrnlaing: :iconsamurai-pet: :icontheirison: :iconwaryofwolves: :iconlily-fox: :iconrennerei: :iconhallokatzchen: :icontrevmurphy: :iconadamhughes: :iconyoukofujima: :icondavidkawena: :iconafangirlsdream: :iconfuripon:

Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :iconjokerblogs1plz::iconjokerblogs2plz:
  • Listening to: &quot;I Gotta Feeling&quot; by The Black Eyed Peas
  • Reading: Blood Bound
  • Playing: No More Heroes
  • Drinking: Jug of No Pulp Orange Juice - 'Cause I'm Thristy
Serious, what won't you see on TV these days? ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=12Mrdh…

Unlike many people out there, I personally don't give a shit about pregnant teens. FUCK 'EM. Unless it's a case of rape or incest, it's a problem that could easily be prevented by using your-shit-for-brains head. I laugh at their self-inflected problems.

My joy only increases when I see the preview for this: www.bravotv.com/nyc-prep/video…

:iconretardedplz::iconhahaplz:

And am I crazy? Or was last past Sunday the MTV Awards or the Nickelodeon Kids Choice Awards? LAME.

NEW MOON MOVIE? LAME.

ROBERT PATTISON? GREASE HAIRED.

KRISTEN STEWART? STINK EYED.

WILL TAYLOR LAUTNER? STRANGELY ATTRACTIVE-NOTGONNALIE!


But, I rather watch a bad movie, than read a bad book. Less of a time suck. Damn Twilighters...

IN OTHER NEWS...
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STILL NEED A JOB.</u> Hopefully, Aldi will call me for a second interview. If not - PLEASELETTHEMOVIETHEATRENEXTOPENSOONNNNNN!

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Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :iconjokerblogs1plz::iconjokerblogs2plz:
  • Listening to: &quot;Search and Destroy&quot; by Iggy Pop
  • Watching: Repo! The Genetic Opera
... WAS AWESOME. Another movie cult I have joined.

The trailer is jawdropping. ---> www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzgpU2…

Although I could have enjoyed a few more Graverrobber encounters. GraverobberxShilo OTP 4 LIFE.

:iconleleleplz:

EDIT: WHAT THE FUCK.

So, I found out the PS2 at my parents' house is either turning into a douchebag or the controller's START button is being an asshole. Either way it sucks because now I've got EIGHT different games I want to play and no game system. My gram's boyfriend has a PS2 in his apartment downstairs from me, but like fuck I'm gonna ask that prick for permission for jack. At least the one at home can still play movies for my brother and sister.

And on top of this my gramother, Betty, told my mom - AND NOT ME - that she's going to stop paying for both my electricity and my cable services. She bitches about the bill when she's the one who got to choose what I got and all I wanted was internet. But, she decided to add cable and a telephone.

She's always bitching that I don't have a job when I've been on the hunt for one for QUITE SOME TIME NOW IN THIS GHETTO ASS NEIGHBORHOOD. The only places who will be hiring soon are a CVS and a small movie theater that are both still under construction.

And she's pissing me off because she plays dumb around me like the time she claimed she thought I was only going to college for a year and a half. Who the fuck does that? The bitch even gave me attitude when she wanted to see my artwork progress to quote "see if I'm worth spending the money on." Or like the time I need to get contacts and she set up the appointment and everything. And after promising my mom and I she'll pay for the whole thing - DOESN'T. My mom had to pay out of her own pocket just so my credit wouldn't get fucked up.

The bitch is lucky she's got money, 'cause nobody in this family really likes her at all. Uncle Tom, Uncle Guy, Aunt Sarah and Betty's "boyfriend" Poppo - all of them grown ass adults - are just fucking free loading while I'm trying to find a job and get a college education doing some bad times. MOTHER FUCKERS.

Now, I've got a shit list of crap I've been meaning to draw. I just need to get my lazy ass to do it.


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Clubs I'm In...

:iconkouism-followers: :iconflcl-crux: :iconokami-lovers: :icond-gray-man-club: :iconadult-swim-club: :iconthe-labyrinth-club: :icontruthiness: :iconnitemarehall: :icontdkjokerlovers: :iconjokerblogs1plz::iconjokerblogs2plz: