He isn't there
He isn't there
Display flashing
How are you?
No!
I am not!
Why now?
I know why
It suits you
To care
I know why
You're swimming
Again
In that beloved
Russian lake
Of your's
Why not ask
Yesterday
Were you
Stranded
On land?
Of course you were
You only
Care
When you
Swim
You've been
Swimming
All my life
I know
Only
Gargled words
Full of
Spit
And
Spite
You drowned
My mother's
Soul
She is not
Here
Anymore
Where were
You
When she stopped
Being
Here?
Swim
Swim
You were
Not there
When she
Drifted
Away
Far Away
Oh!
But,
You were
You were
There
When
I cried
You screamed
I shouted
You swore
I punched
You grabbed
I cut
You threatened
Kitchen drawer
Borderlands
Borderlands
My skin shedding tears
Afraid of me
Afraid of you
Afraid of fears
Seamlessly crossing the border
One world
Two worlds
No order
Soaring in one land
Submerged in another
One push
One shove
I disband
Drowning
Silently I strive
To thrive
To drive
Myself away
To not delve
Into the grave
I live
I give
I shelter
Myself
But, I am no mother
Of mine
Alone
Lonesome
Someone
One
Alone
Touch me
Don’t touch me
Please touch me
Feel me
Heal me
Kill me
Now
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Artist // Hobbyist // Traditional Art
- Sep 18
- Norway
- Deviant for 11 years
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Current Residence: Norway
Favourite genre of music: J-Rock, J-Metal, Black-Metal, Trash/Heavy Metal, Classic Rock, Blues Rock, Folk
MP3 player of choice: My phone
Favourite cartoon character: Urahara Kisuke, Kaburagi T. Koutetsu, Snow Villiers
Personal Quote: Shit happens, wipe your ass
Favourite genre of music: J-Rock, J-Metal, Black-Metal, Trash/Heavy Metal, Classic Rock, Blues Rock, Folk
MP3 player of choice: My phone
Favourite cartoon character: Urahara Kisuke, Kaburagi T. Koutetsu, Snow Villiers
Personal Quote: Shit happens, wipe your ass
Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali, Leonardo Da Vinci, Michelangelo
Favourite Movies
Wilde, Boys don't cry, Interview with the vampire, Miyazaki Hayao's films
Favourite TV Shows
Friends, The Simpsons, Futurama, Family Guy, American Dad
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Megadeth, Led Zeppelin, Rory Gallagher, Black Sabbath, Deep Purple, Iron Maiden, Maximum the Hormone, Dir En Grey, Blankey Jet City, Asai Kenichi
Favourite Writers
Murakami Haruki
Favourite Games
Rogue Galaxy, Zelda OoT, Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria, Tales of Symphonia, Genji, Dragon Age, Resonance Of Fate
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2, PS3, GameCube, Nintendo 64
Tools of the Trade
Pencils, Copic Markers, PhotoShop
Other Interests
Music, guitar, manga/anime, yaoi, drawing, games
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I feel so honoured, I nearly cried! I received the most generous donation from http://liva-wilborg.deviantart.com/ ... It means more to me than anyone can ever know! Thank you, dearly, it gives me the boost to not give up my drawing thinking I'm not good enough, now I know someone likes my art enough to do this.. that is admirable=)
Please visit her page and read all her lovely writings, I demand you all to at least take a look at the art of this most beautiful person!
And again, thank you!!
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Malintra-ShadowmoonHobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday 
Jigoku-Rui-chanHobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello.
Im here, to wish you a happy b-day.
I wish that good things come your way and that you be always healthy.
Even if everything seems like its not gonna get better or when the world seems like a dark place,remember that you are the only one who can make a light shine and show you the way to the path you wanna walk in.
Its okay to depend on other some times.But there will be times where you will have to fight your battles on your own,but the people that support and love you will be there to give you strength to keep fighting.
So don't give up!Cause you can do it!
Im here, to wish you a happy b-day.
I wish that good things come your way and that you be always healthy.
Even if everything seems like its not gonna get better or when the world seems like a dark place,remember that you are the only one who can make a light shine and show you the way to the path you wanna walk in.
Its okay to depend on other some times.But there will be times where you will have to fight your battles on your own,but the people that support and love you will be there to give you strength to keep fighting.
So don't give up!Cause you can do it!
Jigoku-Rui-chanHobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello.
Im here, to wish you a happy b-day.
I wish that good things come your way and that you be always healthy.
Be confident of your skills,don't ever give up on anything.Fight for what you believe in! Don't let others decide your path for you.And always love yourself.
Get up if you fall and try it again if you failed!
Im here, to wish you a happy b-day.
I wish that good things come your way and that you be always healthy.
Be confident of your skills,don't ever give up on anything.Fight for what you believe in! Don't let others decide your path for you.And always love yourself.
Get up if you fall and try it again if you failed!
Malintra-ShadowmoonHobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday
Jigoku-Rui-chanHobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello.
Im here, to wish you a happy b-day.
I wish that good things come your way and that you be always healthy.
Hmmm...its hard to express my wishes for you. Cause its not just today that i wish you have a great day and that you be happy or healthy. And not just that,but i wish that you get stronger every passing day,cause sometimes we fall in our lives and things are hard to handle sometimes and is on those times that we need strength the most. So i wish that in those moments you will be strong and pull through any trouble that comes your way.
Im here, to wish you a happy b-day.
I wish that good things come your way and that you be always healthy.
Hmmm...its hard to express my wishes for you. Cause its not just today that i wish you have a great day and that you be happy or healthy. And not just that,but i wish that you get stronger every passing day,cause sometimes we fall in our lives and things are hard to handle sometimes and is on those times that we need strength the most. So i wish that in those moments you will be strong and pull through any trouble that comes your way.
Witchmiester185Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday!! 
Hope you have a great one! 
Hope you have a great one! Jigoku-Rui-chanHobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello.
I'm here, to wish you a happy b-day.
I wish that good things come your way and that you be always healthy.
Be strong.Getting hurt is part of being alive;there will be lots of battle's scars.Don't ever give up and always believe in yourself and don't let others decide what you should do next,follow your heart and your beliefs.
You can do it!! \^o^/
I'm here, to wish you a happy b-day.
I wish that good things come your way and that you be always healthy.
Be strong.Getting hurt is part of being alive;there will be lots of battle's scars.Don't ever give up and always believe in yourself and don't let others decide what you should do next,follow your heart and your beliefs.
You can do it!! \^o^/