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Matthew Chan
Artist | Student | Digital Art
Hong Kong
What Bio?
You mean Biology? XD
I fail in the last exam....
  • Listening to: Your voice message
  • Reading: Our message record
  • Watching: All photos that we have taken, is the past
  • Playing: Your favorite song on the piano we used to play
  • Drinking: A cup of black coffee

What a depressed week, you leave me alone

We used to be so friend, so close, and nothing can make apart us
During my public examination, you are the one who support me, give me my power, to face all the difficulties.
But you choose to leave me alone after I suffer from exam, without any explanation, only a voice message

"I think it is time for us to take a rest and stop for a while"

And that is what you mean by explaining.

We are both in High school, though we are in different from, class,
we are so close that everyone knows we are going to start a relationship.
People expect to see us together,
they even treat me as your boyfriend, and treat you as my girlfriend.

We chat everyday, via Whatsapp, in reality world.

We are so close.

You told me everything happened in school and I also share my life with you.
We do not type, we use Voice message, We both want to listen to both. Your voice, is the power of my life.

Your parents know that you meet a boy, in school, and they know that we chat a lot, so many that they just think you are in love with me
You speak so loud, and you listen to voice message via speaker, your parents know all about us.

From daily school live to family life,
we share everything, everything.
And this has become our daily activity, sharing.

You told your best friend all about me, our message, all the things happen between us,

You can't stop yourself sharing your happiness to others.

I know you love me, real love, and you know also, I love you so much.
You mean to me a lot, you are just like part of my family,

I feel warmth from your reminder, your joke, your laughter.

You just don't want to let others know who much you are in love with me, so do I.


Why you leave me alone?


What have I done wrong?

We are just like normal, and the next day you throw me away, no reason.
You are my first love, and I am your first love too.
Why you leave me alone?


What happened to you, or to me?


Why you can be that ruthless?


How can you be like that?

You are not yourself, you are not like that, we both cant live without our partner, that is you and me.

Come back my love,
I just stand on anymore.

I can't sleep
I have nightmare
I can't stop thinking about you
I can't believe what happened
I want to die
I want to jump from the top
I am so depressed
I cannot forgive myself

Why you just leave me, without telling me why

You do not have a new boyfriend, nor a girlfriend

You still love me, and so do I

Don't you feel sad?
Don't you feel that you have lost something? That is me, that is me...

Though we only meet for 4 months
That is enough for me
to make a habit
which is be with you

I have no family warmth
You give me the sense of save, the sense of love

The feelings of being in love

If you can see this journal
Come back
Or at least, tell me why

Perhaps we are destined not to be together
But I will always be at your side
Until the end of the world
As usual waiting for your reply
for opportunities ...

Even, you decided to leave me, can we still be friend?

P.S. Not a native English speaker so please forgive me for my poor English...
P.S. I love you


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danishprakash Featured By Owner May 21, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the Favourite
AljoschaThielen Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for the watch! :)
I really appreciate that. :heart:
ladyrapid Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2011  Professional Photographer
Thanks for the :+devwatch: mate, much appreciated!

longlong240 Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2011  Student Digital Artist
That is just what I should do :w00t: