Lonewolf-Sparrowhawk

Pain comes together with love I feel sometimes pain enough Love and anger are best friends I hope my pain very soon ends Lonely I feel if I want to heal Tell me what is now actually real? Tell me ; how do you really feel? I'm not made of strong steal For now I'm gonna make a deal I hope that happiness I feel soon A smile maybe in the afternoon A smile of hope is not what I feel I hope that for a very little while I feel so blessed that I can smile I hope for a while that I find faith In the little things life will for me create The little things is what I always love I find every day little things enough Happiness is what I miss somehow I want to be happy and strong now Actually that is sometimes hard to do I feel a little bit sad and lost today too I hope for a little while I can more enjoy How it is to be a girl I can not be a boy I hope I can enjoy a better nicer view I hope I can love all things that are new Sometimes if pain is coming my friend I hope that soon my pain come

Alone and lonely I sometimes feel Feelings own me but I love to heal Emotions I find but ah well I'm real Pain is making with me today a deal Rain I find inside my own fragile heart Alone I feel but a smile will also start If happiness deep inside is all I see If the madness of this world is meant to be Sometimes very sad also very lonely I agree At least I'm real and I'm also happy and fee Jill

Ashen grey evenings Of drizzle and of soft wind By the hearth fire

my tongue delves in your dusk the taste of fallen stars in my mouth they spread with flames inside my spine to burst before my eyelids blinding me with white fulfillment I sink into your moonlight gossamer mist latches to my limbs taking me deeper into the night leaving daylight behind hushing the sun with eternal twilight you are my flame on the way home on the path of roots and branches which I grow to reach you