Broken up, broken apart
We're right back at the start
Tearing up, swallowing pride
I said I was ok, guess I lied
High and low, up and down
Going around the Merry-Go-Round
The clock tick and tocks fast
Look it's time to remember the past
Wait a precious moment
Did you forget your torment?
Never forget, always remember
Inside your heart's burning in fire
You thought it was all powder
You thought it was all over
But inside there's still ember
And that's enough to start a fire
I believed the heat inside was passion
But the demon is the king of deception
I feel my insides filling up with water
The pressure hurts but it kills the fire
Breathing in and breathing out
I am born again, I can finally shout
As I spat my emotions I spat my heart
And when I look at it, I'm falling apart
Broken up, broken apart
We're right back at the start
Tearing up, swallowing pride
I said I was ok, guess I lied
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Woodpecker
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Puff
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Under My City
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Haunting Memories
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I'm Blue
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Untitled
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Blast Up
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Electric Love
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Lukewarm
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Baby Blue
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Elegant
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Life
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Before Bloom
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Flower
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Literature
Shame
It's such a shame to feel the need to
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
On new moon days ending in the dark
I go to wish for happiness upon a star out
But I can't see no stars there's only dark
My world is polluted from the inside out
Deep dense toxic gas coughing dying
I can't see anything, not even myself
I'm looking for air, hoping and praying
Can I shed a light to get a sense of self
It's such a shame to feel the need to
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
The waterfalls go so fast you can't see
It's better when it's smaller and clearer
Simple but authentic, I wish it was me
How to be oneself whilst being prettier
When it's free and the sun is shining
It creates a rainbow, colours and smiles
But it seems the sun has been hiding
To reach it you'll cross years and miles
It's such a shame to feel the need to
Be ashamed and hide and repress
B
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
On new moon days ending in the dark
I go to wish for happiness upon a star out
But I can't see no stars there's only dark
My world is polluted from the inside out
Deep dense toxic gas coughing dying
I can't see anything, not even myself
I'm looking for air, hoping and praying
Can I shed a light to get a sense of self
It's such a shame to feel the need to
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
The waterfalls go so fast you can't see
It's better when it's smaller and clearer
Simple but authentic, I wish it was me
How to be oneself whilst being prettier
When it's free and the sun is shining
It creates a rainbow, colours and smiles
But it seems the sun has been hiding
To reach it you'll cross years and miles
It's such a shame to feel the need to
Be ashamed and hide and repress
B
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Baby Blue
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Shame
It's such a shame to feel the need to
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
On new moon days ending in the dark
I go to wish for happiness upon a star out
But I can't see no stars there's only dark
My world is polluted from the inside out
Deep dense toxic gas coughing dying
I can't see anything, not even myself
I'm looking for air, hoping and praying
Can I shed a light to get a sense of self
It's such a shame to feel the need to
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
The waterfalls go so fast you can't see
It's better when it's smaller and clearer
Simple but authentic, I wish it was me
How to be oneself whilst being prettier
When it's free and the sun is shining
It creates a rainbow, colours and smiles
But it seems the sun has been hiding
To reach it you'll cross years and miles
It's such a shame to feel the need to
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
On new moon days ending in the dark
I go to wish for happiness upon a star out
But I can't see no stars there's only dark
My world is polluted from the inside out
Deep dense toxic gas coughing dying
I can't see anything, not even myself
I'm looking for air, hoping and praying
Can I shed a light to get a sense of self
It's such a shame to feel the need to
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
The waterfalls go so fast you can't see
It's better when it's smaller and clearer
Simple but authentic, I wish it was me
How to be oneself whilst being prettier
When it's free and the sun is shining
It creates a rainbow, colours and smiles
But it seems the sun has been hiding
To reach it you'll cross years and miles
It's such a shame to feel the need to
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
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Fanny Lortie
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Hi! I am a polyvalent artist, you can see in my galery I have artisan craft, photography and litterature, most are poetry or photography. Mostly poetry. I also really love music and play guitar! Ps: I also have a youtube channel (EmberCoal) where I upload all kinds of videos including music, poetry, short films, experiments, whatever the hell I decide to create! My friend's DeviantART (we did photoshoots): grisouicsh.deviantart.com/ On Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCsX6q… On Twitter: twitter.com/Lolnyny On Tumblr (the artsy one): lolnyny.tumblr.com/ On Tumblr (the derpy one): thatmahblog.tumblr.com/ On FA: www.furaffinity.net/user/ember… |
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Hello! This is just to tell you that I made a video where I vlogged when I went out to take some pictures
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And some more...
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-Fanny
Including these
:And some more...
You can go check out the video here: [link]
It'll make me really happy
-Fanny
- Listening to: a shitload of shit
- Reading: a book for my french class
- Watching: youtube till I die
- Playing: watching gamers, I have no life and time
- Eating: shistaouk
- Drinking: Jarritos (sreriously if you can find this it's rea
Journal History
- Apr 9, 2016 Photography Session Vlog
- Mar 9, 2016 Poetry in film
- Feb 6, 2016 Photoshoots on youtube!
- Dec 15, 2015 Tag (Christmas 2K15)
- Aug 7, 2015 DeviantART 15th birthday questionnaire
- Aug 13, 2014 Photoshoots on youtube!
- Sep 8, 2013 Thank you!!
- Jun 28, 2013 First Step!!!
- Jun 15, 2013 MyWeekThroughArt
- Dec 22, 2012 Happy Holiday!!!!!
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The Big Apple
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