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I am born again, I can finally shout
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Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
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But I can't see no stars there's only dark
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Show my true colours without stress
Be ashamed and hide and repress
Boy what a shame I can't be proud to
Show my true colours without stress
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I go to wish for happiness upon a star out
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Show my true colours without stress
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Hi! I am a polyvalent artist, you can see in my galery I have artisan craft, photography and litterature, most are poetry or photography. Mostly poetry. I also really love music and play guitar! Ps: I also have a youtube channel (EmberCoal) where I upload all kinds of videos including music, poetry, short films, experiments, whatever the hell I decide to create! My friend's DeviantART (we did photoshoots): grisouicsh.deviantart.com/ On Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCsX6q… On Twitter: twitter.com/Lolnyny On Tumblr (the artsy one): lolnyny.tumblr.com/ On Tumblr (the derpy one): thatmahblog.tumblr.com/ On FA: www.furaffinity.net/user/ember… |
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Hello Deviantart, on here I upload only photography and poetry normally, but my art practice centers around video! I'm currently studying in a multimedia/ interactive arts program in university and today I've published my semester's video art work online. I made two videos this semester, a short documentary and a mutli-channel animation: Hidden Layers & Bits And Pieces.
*La version française de Hidden Layers ce trouve plus bas.
Hidden Layers is a documentary about people, they could be your neighbour, your classmate, your coworker, someone on the subway, but life isn’t always as easy as it seems. Beneath the exterior of those people, there is hardship. This piece invites you into their world, and lets you see their hidden layer.
“Bits and Pieces” is a piece consisting of mostly animation accompanied by still footage of objects of emotional importance to the artist. The animation is an emotional, digital, frame by frame abstract representation of attached feelings to the objects, using the same colors as them. Major themes include: mental health, queerness, relationships, and childhood. It is a multi-channel installation meant to be seen on two screens, looping at the same time.
Hidden Layers est un documentaire sur des personnes qui pourrait être vos voisins, vos collègues de classe ou de travaille, ou encore quelqu'un qui prends le bus avec vous. La vie n'est pas toujours aussi simple qu'elle paraît, derrière la façade des gens se trouve des difficultés non-soupçonnées. Ce documentaire vous invite dans leurs monde et vous laisse voir leurs côtés cachés, leurs "hidden layers".
*La version française de Hidden Layers ce trouve plus bas.
Hidden Layers is a documentary about people, they could be your neighbour, your classmate, your coworker, someone on the subway, but life isn’t always as easy as it seems. Beneath the exterior of those people, there is hardship. This piece invites you into their world, and lets you see their hidden layer.
“Bits and Pieces” is a piece consisting of mostly animation accompanied by still footage of objects of emotional importance to the artist. The animation is an emotional, digital, frame by frame abstract representation of attached feelings to the objects, using the same colors as them. Major themes include: mental health, queerness, relationships, and childhood. It is a multi-channel installation meant to be seen on two screens, looping at the same time.
Hidden Layers est un documentaire sur des personnes qui pourrait être vos voisins, vos collègues de classe ou de travaille, ou encore quelqu'un qui prends le bus avec vous. La vie n'est pas toujours aussi simple qu'elle paraît, derrière la façade des gens se trouve des difficultés non-soupçonnées. Ce documentaire vous invite dans leurs monde et vous laisse voir leurs côtés cachés, leurs "hidden layers".
Journal History
- Dec 22, 2018 Hidden Layers + Bits And Pieces (New Video Art!)
- Dec 4, 2018 THE LOG OFF TUMBLR PROTEST
- Apr 9, 2016 Photography Session Vlog
- Mar 9, 2016 Poetry in film
- Feb 6, 2016 Photoshoots on youtube!
- Dec 15, 2015 Tag (Christmas 2K15)
- Aug 7, 2015 DeviantART 15th birthday questionnaire
- Aug 13, 2014 Photoshoots on youtube!
- Sep 8, 2013 Thank you!!
- Jun 28, 2013 First Step!!!
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