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Homicide Ch. 3
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Chapter 3
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Homicide Ch. 2
Rating:  M for later chapters.  
Summery:  Our two main characters go on their first date.  
DA jacked up my formatting I'm leaving it the way it is for now because it's a headache...
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Homicide Ch. 1 :iconlolita-rasputina:lolita-rasputina 2 6
Mother of New England
“Mother of New England”
By Beth Tierney
Archangel wings, blushing
in the early sunset shelter
Boston. Clutched to its breast the bright
blue of the river Charles.
The glistening emerald glass grass
of the Commons in the full
moon’s gaze.  Boston’s colossal
green strand of imitated nature.
Boston’s harsh voice echoes burdens
of families bartering for passage
to a new life generations ago.  
A beacon to the lost at sea.  
Boston smells of ocean life
displayed  in water front market
stalls. Their pungent death
invading the nostrils of the shy new comer.
Down dark streets, past desolate icons
of forgotten wars.  America ends, taken by sons
of Ireland, carving their names in Southie,
mirrors of the homes they once left.
Boston is jealous of elegant Paris, the exotic
air of Mumbai, Havana’s free spirited,
grace, the murderer Yekaterinburg
who birthed Soviet Russia.
Boston dreams of fame, of shaking
tropic sand fr
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Rock-n-Roll Misfit: or... :iconlolita-rasputina:lolita-rasputina 1 0
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Drowning Ourselves :iconlolita-rasputina:lolita-rasputina 0 0
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Singular Entity
“Singular Entity”
When no one is watching,
I am the scum of the earth.
When no one is watching,
I wallow in my laziness and let reality burn.
When no one is watching,
I proclaim my self doubt in loud, dark moans.
When no one is watching,
I cry when the medication runs out.
When no one is watching,
I let the cuts bleed a little more.
When no one is watching,
I howl at the moon when you steel my heart.
When no one is watching,
My blood is thick and I digress, with purpose.
When no one is watching,
My memories turn to regret.
When no one is watching,
My mind wonders and fondness comes to late.
When no one is watching,
My heaven is already lost.
When no one is watching,
My body slips under the ocean, I began to cry.
When no one is watching,
My body wants to die.
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death eaters supported by... by lolita-rasputina death eaters supported by... :iconlolita-rasputina:lolita-rasputina 2 4
This is almost getting to the point of
  Sirens go off
You slip your hands up my legs
    To my unwelcome delight.
I would do anything right now
   Without question
If only you'd ask.
       Shave my head?
           Sure, it's only hair.
        Join a cult?
     Why not.  I like Nikes.
You look me in the eyes,
   My mouth turns to swamp rot.
    Welding it shut.
I feel your hot breath
   Taking me again.
       Hot and hardly romantic.
It would be safer
  Addicted to heroin instead of you.
    Heroin can't talk.
       Tell me I'm nothing.
         Sabotage your h
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death of a muse, unfortunate.
"Death of a muse, how unfortunate"
Unfortunate as it is,
It is unable to create,
To grow
  Inside and out.
Rain as a metaphor,
  How unfortunate
That some cling to clichés.
Rain as a victim.
Do you remember
A time when writing
  Was easy?
I wish I could.
When I could raise my pen
And words would climb
  Out of my hand
    Like promises from a politician.
I remember.
Or I wish.
It was days ,
Wet with irony.
Eyes brand new.
And I could see
  Everything in words.
Itching to get out and
   Write themselves.
Where is my muse now?
Swallowed by the colligate.
Eat by scorn and a burnt out brain
  Where thoughts are lost
Like water in a frying pan.
I am a retch without words.
A whore to write my thoughts
With no voice,
   No style,
       No prompt.
My mind is reeling
Rebelling from idle
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Unedited - Another Day
She was have a obliterating kind of day,
All she knew was what she didn't want.
  A book full of words that she didn't care about
In one hand.
In the other a ticket to oblivion
    Long, slender and weightless.
In a window, not far away
  Someone is playing music.
In the room someone is crying.
   She ignores them as they ignore her-
Because she is late for class again.
She takes another puff of oblivion.
She wants to get cancer so
    She doesn't have to listen to the girl crying in her window.
She's late for a class that she hates anyways
    And is forced to go another 50 minutes
Without a cigarette.
Fractions, decimals, loose women sitting near by,
She's had this class since the 8th grade.
   (and she still fails it again.)
At lunch she goes hungry,
    She doesn't feel like eating.
        She has to do her homewo
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Misery, myslef
Misery, myself
I mean no harm by it,
Like holding you against the wind
   For the first time.
Tasting your name on my lips,
   For the first time.
There is no harm in it.
Your eyes speak volumes
  In cryptic code
Shapes instead of words.
Am I head over heals in love?
  Or do I want to die?
I look for meaning that isn't there,
  A philosophy on the tip of my tongue ,
    That is forgotten in a moment of weakness.
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American Sex
Sex as a commodity.
I made a bust.
A mistake.
If I buy beer I'll get sex.
If I buy after shave I get sex.
If I buy diet soda I'll get sex.
America is the synonym of sex.
What happened to revolts?
America the Rioter?
His big sister is burnt out.
Her brother is a nympho,
And sells sex to the public.
As if it wasn't fucking,
No never fucking,
It's selling sex
Without the four letters.
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  • Listening to: 1816, year without a summer, by Rasputina
  • Reading: Che: A biography
  • Watching: The Departed
  • Playing: With all of you, for a good reason.
  • Eating: not eating...smoking a cigarette
  • Drinking: Rum and Cola
I have heartburn.  It seriously sucks.  

And a headache too.  Probablly from school.


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Arsenal Averson
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Favourite cartoon character: Toki Wartooth, Pickles the Drummer, Charles the Manager, and Skwisgaar, Zim,
Personal Quote: I am the missing piece to my own puzzle.


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GrimDreamArt Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks muchly for faving "Cahtedral 2"!
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Thanks for the :+fav: ^_^
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relaxeder Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2012   Traditional Artist
thank you :flowerpot:
lolita-rasputina Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome! :D
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Animus-Panthera Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2011  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks so much fr the fav on my spats tutorial! If you use it, I'd love to see what you make. ^_^
lolita-rasputina Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome! I plan on making it part of my steampunk costume. ^_^ I found the perfect fabric for it too. I'll make sure you find it when I use it.
Animus-Panthera Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2011  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Awesome! I can't wait~
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