Trying very hard to deal with anger issues. or explosive side of me.
It stems from disappointing and frustrations.
lack of patience even,
Been amazing for a month. feeling on cloud 9. been trying hard not revert to old customs.
trying to keep it going as long as i can. to see the world with new eyes.
So far so good.
The future really is in ones hands. the world around comes down to your perception of it.
HAHA i just realized i wrote about a year ago.
anyway nothing new. been kinda of happy and at peace lately . trying to maintain it.
i wished i could go back in time and tell myself 2 years ago "what the hell was i thinking"!!!! i must have been on some nutty spell.
Life is soo much better and more fun than all that crap and drama.
So here i am a dreamer about to step up and rise ever higher than i ever have been. I been promised wonder and amazing experience and well lots and lots of money. I am so looking forward to that.
Work: i became partners. have no idea what exactly it means but def persuades me to stick around and experience it.
I wonder what the next month will bring. everything seem to be fitting into place. its all hopeful.
I guess as i see myself going through this road or small adventured i still don't know the overall destination but i know i will get there with experiences to forever guide me to what i am supposed to become.
"sometimes the universe knows better what will make you happy in the end."
I don't usually write journals but i think i like to check back on this and reflect what i was going through in life. Kinda has become more personal than dictating projects i am currently working on.
So as long as people do what they say they are going to do an