damn alot has happened lately. don't now where to begin. life has been crazy at time i don't even think is real . yet i am still alive and moving on. don't mean to sound self centered but seriously Alot of craziness has gone down. I have surprised myself at how strong i really am. most people would have given up by now. now Before you wonder what the hell i am talking about. i am really not going to put it in a journal for everyone to speak. is personal. maybe if u ask ill tell you.
Anyway since a whole new year is approaching. 2012 and all that , i guess i should aim at certain things i want to achieve. maybe i will look back at this journal and compare notes at the end of the next year. that's if we are all still here. chances are we will just too push crap going around about the 2012 being the end of the world and such i felt i needed to mentioned it. anyway 2012 i could stat with just being way more happy and easier life. seriously things will have to become very easy to achieve. not that i want to be lazy mind you, its just that damn after the last year i really need an easy going life. so yeah that's the overall general idea for 2012.
Second thing for 2012 would be moving to DALLAS , Texas , why not? i do have a home there and friends that like me. might as well start a brand new life there. life seems easier there too. Being in New York just seems so stressful and expensive. Dallas is just what i need..
third. well after the last girlfriend i had for the last couple of years. and boy she did do a number on me. I want someone 10 times better then her. someone who actually deserves me and wont quit on me if things get hard. i know there are probably millions of people around the world. mostly guys who also want this but i believe i really needed. someone who actually knows what she wants out of life and fights for it all the way. Also none of the baggage and little girl attitudes.
Well and Th , i want to be very successful. don't know if ill keep my current job with my plans of moving but i want to either find a way better one( meaning it pays more) or be so well off i don't have to worry about money. maybe ill win the lottery? who knows. just don't ever want to worry about having to pay bills or worry about money anymore. like ever again!!!
will also like to be liked by everyone. want to be surrounded by hundredths of people all willing to take a bullet for me, I don't mean to want to be a dictator or the next big emperor, just want alot of friends i can trust. Real friends are very hard to find and ones that you actually trust are even harder so yeah.
So my new years resolution is actually
move on to Dallas. start a new life with wealth, a real female partner and be happy with tons of friends..
now who do i have to send this to? Santa Claus? god or a web genie to make this wish come true?.