It will be hard by ashleyfernI will tryto hold my head up highTo heal all the cuts made by societyTo mend my broken soulIts hardBut i\'m tiredTired of listening to peopleWho dont even like their own fucking bodiesTelling me your too bigYour too tallYour too shortYour too fatYou arent tan enoughYou know whatFUCK YOU ALL!!!I dont need your fucking opinionWhen i want it i\'ll askBut from now on keep your fucking mouth shut!Dont tell me how i should look worry about yourselfI\'m tired of listening to your criticismYour hateful, hurtful wordsIt will be hard i\'ll tell you thatWho ever said \"sticks and stonesMay break my bonesBut words will never hurt me\"Was seriously lying to themselvesWords hurtThey fucking hurt as all hellI\'ve been hearing those hurtful, hateful wordsever since I can rememberBut you know FUCK\'EMI DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMOREI will accept the body that the lord gave meI will only think good thingsand accept the good words given to meIt will be hardbut i will try
I love you by ashley fernI love the way you smileI love the way you worry about meI love the way you look when you sleepI love the way you smellI love the way you stare at meI love the way you bug meI love the way you say you love meI love the way you make me feel so safeI love the way you make me happyI love you and everything about you
i miss you SCP by ashleyfernyou were my comfortyou were my long time friendyou were like my best friendyou saw the real meyou knew the real meyou accepted meyou loved mei miss youi miss your smileyour deep brown eyesyour goofy ass laughi miss youi miss your loveyour friendshipyour kisi miss youi need you everyday of my lifei miss youboy you knew everything about mewhere did you go?I miss you so damn muchi want you hereyou were what broke my fallyou caught me everytimewhen ever i was hurtinyou were holdin meboy where are youi need you to take my pain awayi need you to hold me right nowmake everything righttell me that you\'ll love mecomfort me like you used toremember when you told me thatyou were gonna marry meremember when you told me that you\'ll love me always?remember that first kiss?boy i miss youi want you here with mei miss youi miss youi never stopped lovin you-SCP-LOVE YOU ALWAYSASHLEYFERN
Forgiven by ashley fernWell we have been through hell the last two years*ha umm differances that are in the past*We were good friends then all of a sudden.......enemies?........i dont know but i missed youyou were one of my best friendsi hurt youwell all the rumors during the *fighting*pissed me offbut i restrained myself cause i always thought*she\'ll forgive me someday for whatever it was thati have wronged her*I hoped and hopedIt was so tiring but i tried my best not to give upIt was so hard all the things people repeated to methat they supposedly heard from youBut you were a good personYou were too mature for that kind of childish shitYou would forgive cause you were a caring personyeah thats what i kept saying to myselfNow we are here not quite friendsnot quite enemiesjust....*on good terms*but i am grateful for itI\'ve missed you as a friendas a best friendand i hope that one day you can fully forgive me for what i\'ve doneso..*searches for the right word...sigh* umm friend?
Home by ashley ferni want to go back to that houseto the place that was always filled with kidsI want to walk up the familiar porchI want the noise and my family backi want to go homeI want to walk in the door and see my sisters and brothers againI miss my homeI want to be able to get in my car and drive over to visitI dont want to live in a far away placeSure this place is greatbut I\'d rather be with my familyI\'d rather fight with my family then miss themI want to go homeI miss my home
I miss my friends by ashleyWe had the best of timesYou guys were always there for meIn my times of hardshipsAnd i want to say thank youThank you for being a shoulder to cry onThank you for being there to cheer me upThank you for giving me hugs when i needed it*even though i said i didnt*Thank you for not believing me when i say*I\'m fine, I\'ll be fine*Thank you for believing in meThank you for never letting me downThank you for giving me advice when i needed itThank you for never giving up on meThank you for listening to meThank you for being there for meThank you for standing up for meThank you for just being my friendsThank you for always being honest with meand telling me what i needed to hear notwhat i wanted to hearThank you for being the best support during bad timesThank you for being a sister to meThank you for everything that you have doneThank you for forgiving me when i screw upThank you for accepting me for who i amI love you guysYou are the best of friendsI miss you guys
beautiful girl wasted 3-20-03i can see shattered pieces of your hearteverywherereflecting images of happier times,that may never be againand i can see lighter spots of grey against this black world of yours,where your tears fell......sad and silentno one was here to catch them....pain, it surrounds mewaiting for me to slip and fall into itwhere i would drownhow did you make it this far?i can feel all your hurttugging at me, pulling at mealmost tearing me apartlooking for a victimsomeone to claim, someone to blameso it can restso you can rest, and be at peacewhere are your happy times?did they shatter with your heart?let me put them together, fix it....but it\'s not for me to mend.only the rough, un-caring hands of the one you lovecould ever possibly fit the pieces of your heart together againis he too selfish to realize this?to blind to see that this dark place isnt where you were meant to be?i want to shake him, make him see!give him the pieces of your heart,tell him he\'s undeserving