Kyle F Martell-HeaddressI MISS SEEING YOUR FACEYOUR SMILEYOUR LAUGHING EYESI REMEMBER YOUR VOICEYOUR LAUGHYOUR HUGSI REMEMBER YOUR JOKESYOUR COMFORTYOUR COMMENTSI REMEMBER EVERYTHING YOU SAIDI REMEMBER HOW YOU SMILEDHOW YOUR EYES WOULD SEARCH MY FACE WHEN I WAS SADHOW YOU WOULD TRY EVERYTHING TO GET ME TO SMILEHOW YOU TOLD ME THAT I WAS BEAUTIFULHOW GREAT OF A FRIEND YOU WERE TO MEI REMEMBER THE SAFENESS I FELT WITH YOUI REMEMBER THE COMFORT YOU GAVE ME WHEN I WAS ALONEI REMEMBER ALL THE KIND WORDSAND NOW I WILL REMEMBER YOUALWAYSTIL I SEE YOUR SMILING FACEYOU WILL REMAIN IN MY HEARTI KNOW YOUR UP THEREWATCHIN OVER USSMILING DOWN ON USI KNOW YOUR AT PEACE NOWBUT I CANT HELP BUT MISS YOU SO MUCHITS NOT A GOOD BYEBECAUSE I KNOW I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOMEDAYBUT UNTIL THEN MY ANGELMY FRIENDI MISS YOUI LOVE YOU*BREAKS DOWN ONCE AGAIN AND SHEDS HER TEARS**his burial is today* i wish i were there to say goodbye*
KYLE HEADDRESS REST IN PEACEIt\'s so hard to believe!I can\'t believe that you\'re goneAlot of things have been flying through my mindI\'m so confused, so lostI don\'t understand these tears that i\'m trying to dryThey keep tellin me *he\'s gone*What? why are they saying these awful things?I know that you\'ll be there when i get homeI don\'t want to believe this tradgic news\"no no no he\'s not gone! he\'s not! no no no!\" i scream over and overtil i break down and cry\"he\'s not...he\'s not gone...why?\"I give into all the painand just set there and cryI have lost a very good friendA person i loved to talk withsome one i loved to be aroundMy heart is achingWhy did it have to be you?I guess maybe a part of meWon\'t fully believe that you\'re goneTil i visit your graveand pay my respectsTo a wonderful personI wont ever, ever forgetAs i set here writing thismy hands shakingMy heart achingMy eyes sore from all the tears i\'ve criedI\'m going to miss youIt\'s going to be hard trying to l
Lucky Happy my way by ashley*shaking*fightingtrying to find the strength to start each daygoing slowmy lifetired of feeling unsuresearching for my soulthe strength to stand alonethe power of not knowingletting goi guess i\'m finding my wayits simple when you tryluckyhappyjust to be aliveloveto many times in and out of my hearti cant be afraidsearching for my soulthe strength to stand alonethe power of not knowingi guess i found my waysimple when you tryluckyhappyjust to be alive
Fighting the mirror by ashleyas i walk past the mirrori cant help but stop and lookto stare at a facethat i didnt knowwho is thatwhy is she cryingdoesnt she know that shes happyshe doesnt have any fuckin reason to crydoesnt she know that i have it worseshe should be glad shes not in my shoesthe girl on the other sidelooks like the walls are closing in on herlike her world is gonewhats the matter with her?at least her husband loves herat least people care for heri wish i was in her placei wish i was happy
What now by ashley ferni remember that dreadful dayyou tore my soul into pieceswhatever was left of my prideyou threw awayyou left me there alone in the darknessno remorseno sorrowyou told me that your heartwasnt here anymoreyou told me it was better this wayhow is it betteri loved you with all that i hadyou were my worldyou were my light through the darknesshow can you leave mehow can you just reject all my lovehow was this love meaninglessyou told me that you loved meyou told me foreverwhat now huh?what now!you told me to give up everything for youso i didnow you left me with nothingwhat now!i trusted youi loved youi put my heart out to youhow the hell can it be meaninglessyou cold hearted bastardyou said you were thinking whats best for meyou son of a...selfish mother....you lying piece...you dont know what you wantand i shouldnt want youwhat now!
holding onto you by ashleyfernHolding OnI\'m chasing after the truthRunning fast, walking slowSometimes stopping completelyJust to look aroundWill I ever get there?How much more longer?Sounding so much like an eager childWanting so much at one timeFull of questions, hopes, fearsHow can anyone want so much from one person?When will it be safe to believe?When will it be safe to love?Desperate for truthI\'m starving for youI\'m holding onto the one thing i knowI\'m holding onto you.