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Herein soaked the tears I cried over my Grandfathers’ deaths.
When the lions left the pride I laced my face in carpet, rough and needing hoovered.
Spilled salt water on the occasional furniture.
I lost my virginity in that bedroom.
on that floor.
With a guy who had soft hands and rough skin.
And shouted so loud the evangelicals came over to ask if I’d finally found God.

I rubbed that little spot on my coccyx raw with a new bad habit.
Let the red wine stain my teeth
and that one spot on the walls where my fingers slipped.
Setting myself on fire in the kitchen
letting the flames lick my soul
like I’m kindling.
Burning candles and midnight oil,
threw up three times:
no mean feat for an emetophobe.

It’s just four walls,
just bricks and dust, ashes and insects.
A shrine and a temple and a cage and a hovel and
at the heart of it,
was home.
Goodbye, home. 
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arsenic-sea Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
very well written! glad to see you posting again old friend.
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Llywenlla Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks, Andrew. There's more to come! Are you well?
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arsenic-sea Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You are welcome :) I am well. I moved to another state and such.
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Llywenlla Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
How exciting! Which state? 
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arsenic-sea Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Oregon :)
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