Okay now it's been quiet some time since I posted anything and I guess I should explain some few thing.
First of I had to move again. All done now and it's been pretty hectic between moving and working. For the first time I'm living all alone, and it's pretty nice.
The moving part it'self went pretty fast put getting all the stuff where it should be is the worst, or maybe packing it all down.
Anyways work has been crazy, not just in the store but with my freelancing as well. I have never been so occupied with work as I have been this year and the result of that was that I got tendinosis in both my arms. It started in the wrists and spread out though my arms. Luckily it's starting to get better but I'm not out of the safe zone yet, so I gotta be careful (which I'm not good at).
Work takes up a lot of my time and energy, but now that I have moved I feel much more inspired again as I have some place else to sit and draw and relax. Before I only had my desk to sit by where I work as well, so I was in work mode all the time. Still some work stuff that is coming up.
Also I kinda hit the wall. I was overworking myself, eating a lot of shit food that was quick and easy and not sleeping well at all, maybe 5-6 hours to then work for 11-14 hours. Not really a good recipe. I was always stressed which led to being down all the time and my body feeling sick without actually being sick. My hair is sorta starting to fall out in the front hair lines, not that I mind since then I would have a good excuse to go completely bald.
So yeah I have not been good for the last months, but it's getting better and I do feel better just with getting my own space to relax and do whatever I feel like doing. So more ideas are sprouting and I'm slowly gonna pick up the pieces and put them together. Not gonna rush this time like I tried to last time I wrote something here, putting more pressure to draw ain't gonna do shit.
Apologies for my absence but I will return slowly and steady, just need time to adjust and figure out some few things.