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Partial Consciousness
I feel their darkness gradually permeate I become like an insect captured in a palm of a monster In a corner they stood facing the wall I don't have to see their faces to feel the apprehension generated by their stillness I heard the world around me shaking and thumping but there was nothing I tell myself that nothing can harm me for as long as I am in the light of God I believe in God's protection He has power over all In a single thought if he wishes it to go it will go But deep in my belief no matter how strong here under his angel's wings I feel the presence of the shadow All around me was darkness that sends me back to disorder
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1 (“Higher”) I pride myself in meaningless numbers I rise When others sink I achieve all they couldn't 2  (“A Minor Setback”) Ephemeral and abrupt Progress came to a halt Emotions erupt transforming self-reliance into self-repugnance As I see there is nothing left to gain I became afraid of who I was Drenched in shame I turned into them a being without a name 3 (“Longevity”) The hums of machines Its purrs so deep it sings me to sleep But in every slumber underlies a permanent unease The sound of warplanes unfeeling and everlasting taking me back to every battle fought to every battle lost The pieces o
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It's been here for so long I think it's safe now To slowly let it go Too many memories Attached to one feeling Don't you understand? I notice everything I fantasize the end For too many times I sometimes think It's already done There was a loud sound An instant pain I saw it happen But they held it back again If it isn't true Why does it remain? I walk past it all So far and so bravely Only to see that I never left my place It's disappointing To think you've succeeded When you've only Gone further back To where it all began
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red-thorn|Hobbyist Traditional Artist
What kind of music do you like? I want to recommend you "Misguided Ghosts" by Paramore.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=oGWeHP…
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I usually listen to synthpop or metal. But sometimes others too.
Ooh thanks for the song I will go listen to it.
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red-thorn|Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oh yes, I like both those genres, too. If I find anything like that that's especially good I might send them over to you!
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Sure! I would love that.
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LittleAmeba|Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the llama! Have a nice day ^^
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SoPhoenix|Professional General Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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