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That family event I spoke about happened. Infact last Thursday, Those who have followed me for years will know I have had a rocky relationship with my Mother. It was only over the past 8/9 years we started talking again and to lose her hurt more than I would like to admit. I am building something from this and you will see more I just got to pull myself together and start from bottom up. Hope you tag along for the ride

For the lack of uploads and things like that. I have had stuff going on in my family life, Just one of those things that I have no power over. the weather in the UK has also been utter shite but I aim to try and get out more. I have a plan in mind but I am just in the brain storming session part of it but lets just say despite things being shit now. It looks like a brighter future with some work.

This is going to sound absolutely mental, but keep with me here. After years of mini mental breakdowns and internal screaming, I’m finally at a point where I’m what people call "functional." I’m not saying I’m fully stable, and I know how crazy that sounds, but it’s the truth and it needs to be said. Things have actually gotten better since I got a camera back in my hands. It’s made me realize that art really is therapy—I will always defend that standpoint. It might not be as beneficial as exercise (which yeah, I take for granted), but it plays a huge role. It helps you get out of your own head and express yourself in a world that’s honestly way too judgmental. The reality is that everyone is fighting their own internal battles and everyone has a story to tell. This is just coming from my own personal experience. I love being out in nature; it’s far more therapeutic for me and I aim to be out there a lot more. I’m hoping to bring you guys along with me as I learn to master my kit—as