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the little, blue sky in my heart
Current Residence: Singapore
Favourite genre of music: Gospel, Classic, J-pop, R&B
Favourite style of art: Manga-style
Operating System: Windows XP
Wallpaper of choice: Standard VAiO wallpaper
Skin of choice: Classic Blue
Favourite cartoon character: Kyoya Ohtori from Ouran
Personal Quote: ~I do this because I like this. What's wrong?~
Title: Ballads of Solitariness

"I want to write, so I write. I don't care what other people would say about me." "Or about what I write either."

I am the one who is being unfair to myself. It is me. I know that very well. That I am the one who is unfair to myself. People around me, they do not do anything that can be considered as unfair to me.

I never thought about life in a solitude. I never wanted to be alone. But now I am all alone by myself. It is not because people around me. They do not do anything at all. I do not want to be like this. I never thought if being alone before. But in the proccess, I started to tear myself apart from the society. I rarely speak. I only speak if my opinion is needed. I do not want if anything I said hurt other people. Or being ignored. I do not want that thing to happen, so I keep quiet all the time. Even though I really wanted to show my opinion, I keep silent.

That is not my decision. It just happen like that. Just like that, everytime.

"My own little, blue sky in my heart is now full of clouds and mists. I hope rain will come soon, so it can be clear again."


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Sakenichi Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2006  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi :wave: You added me... and I can't work out who you are ;o; gomen ne!
Tigris-Lilium Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2006
Thanks a bunch for adding me~! ^^
I hope we'll be great friends!
Kotori-rin Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2006  Student General Artist
Thank you for adding me. ^^
DarkNeKoX Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2006
Thank for the fave!!! :D