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One Last Nightmare - Finale
Goodbye
It's amazing how much Jeff and Liu do not look alike. I don't mean now with Jeff's new and improved facial features, I mean before. Jeff had brown hair, brown eyes and Liu had blonde hair, blue eyes. Physically they did not look the same. From what I saw and observed, they didn't have very similar personalities either. But one thing for sure, they loved each other. They had such an amazing bond. I'm kind of jealous. I don't think my sister would cover for me if I hurt someone, causing her to go to Juvie.
And I always wonder if my theory is correct about Jeff and why he murdered Liu. He knew people would come after Liu and maybe hurt him if they knew he was Jeff's brother after all the things Jeff had done. It was Jeff's twisted way of caring so much for Liu.
In a severely fucked up kind of way...it's almost sweet.
But back to the matter at hand...
Liu just leans against the wall with his arms crossed, a soft smile on his face. The light aura that surrounds him is almost mesmeri
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One Last Nightmare Chapter 31
A New Visitor
As we break the kiss, we still hold each other, our heads slightly pressed together. I stare into his eyes and he stares into mine. I can’t help but smile and he looks like he’s trying to fight one back, giving me a small smirk in return. I can’t believe how this has concluded. I thought I was dead this time. I thought this was it.
“What a crazy fucking day”, I say softly. Surprisingly, Jeff chuckles in response.
“I’ve seen crazier.”
We let go of each other and sort of stand there awkwardly for a moment before reality starts to set in and I remember where we are and what happened.
“So, what now?”, I ask.
“Looks like your café is safe. The idiots left their money bags behind”, Jeff responds gesturing towards the bags left by Mike and Gav.
“Well that’s something”, I say, before turning back to Jeff. “Um….what about….?”
“Taken care off.”
“R
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One Last Nightmare Chapter 30
It's Him
I'm staring right into his eyes, those unblinking eyes, permanently open, full of what I first took as darkness, but now mystery. I have never once been able to look at Jeff and know what he's thinking or feeling. He can do it with me. He can read me like a book. Well at least, he could. Right now, I think he's actually struggling to read me and understand me. He didn't expect this moment to come and frankly neither did I. They say all good things come to an end at some point. Is this it? Is this really the end? For both of us? Or one of us?
We stand there just staring at each other, sussing each other out, wondering if we're really going to go through with what we seem to have planned for each other. Simultaneously, we both glance down at what the person in front of us is holding.
A knife.
He's holding his knife to me. I'm holding a knife to him. A knife aimed at each other, sharp points inches from piercing our hearts. Yeah, in all honesty, we are ready to kill each o
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One Last Nightmare Chapter 29
Role Reversal
Laura’s POV
What is going on inside his mind? His face right now it keeps changing, expressing different emotions. Anger. Insanity. Shock. And now it’s slight…sadness? What is happening inside that head of his? What is he thinking about right now?
Jeff’s POV
I…I…
No….
No way, I can’t. I can’t love her. I CAN’T! No! Jeff the Killer doesn’t LOVE! When my own family couldn’t handle my new look, I knew then that I no longer had the power to love or be loved! That was supposed to be unconditional love. Family is meant to love you no matter what! FUCK LOVE! IT’S NOT REAL! IT’S NOT FUCKING REAL!
Then she...told me she loved me.
A while ago.
It snapped me out of my mania.
It brought me back to reality. Just because she said it.
I…I didn’t really believe her. Because I know I can’t be loved. But maybe….maybe this is… I don’t know…a different k
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One Last Nightmare Chapter 28
A Mindful Confession
I’m trying hard to control my breathing. I’m trying hard to display a neutral expression on my face. It’s fucking difficult. I’m terrified but I don’t want to show Jeff my fear anymore. Usually, he loves it. He loves to see the fear in others, watch them cower, beg for mercy. It must make him feel…powerful I guess. But this time, rather than being amused by my fear, it seems to have irritated him. I thought the sight of me running for my life in near tears would have made him laugh but instead it made him shout. This whole thing is just completely fucked up and I feel I’m all out of ideas on how to fix this.
I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket, repeatedly. I know it’s my mum calling but I don’t dare answer it. I don’t even risk glancing down at my pocket. I don’t look anywhere around the room. I just focus on Jeff’s emotionless eyes and he stares back at me. I don’t know what he’s
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One Last Nightmare Chapter 27
Twisted
Jeff and I sit and stare at each other for what must be at least half a minute before there are any words formed. Jeff’s face is just completely expressionless and I can’t decide if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. He doesn’t look deeply pissed off. He doesn’t appear to be overly dark and psychotic at this very moment. On the other hand he doesn’t exactly seem cheerful or positive in anyway. I decide being silent right now is my safest option.
“Why did you do that?”, Jeff says in a low voice, breaking the heart wrenching silence.
I don’t know how to respond. I’m more or less certain what he’s talking about and frankly I don’t have a suitable answer for it. But right now I don’t think playing dumb is a good idea. He’s staring at me, waiting for some kind of response. I open my mouth but nothing comes out. I don’t know what to say. I don’t know how the hell I’m going to talk m
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One Last Nightmare Chapter 26
Betrayal?
I can’t believe this is happening right now. I keep expecting Jeff to vanish in front of my eyes every time I blink, another hallucination. But this is real. The way he’s stabbing Mike over and over. That insane, familiar laugh. And the way Gav is looking severely terrified pretty much confirms I’m not daydreaming. Jeff is alive.
And once again…he saved me.
I’m still just sitting there, staring at the scene in awe. I should be horrified as I’m actually watching a person being slaughtered right in front of me but for once I’m not even phased by it. I can’t take my eyes off Jeff. All this time, I thought he was dead. So, who the hell did the police actually kill then? I had no idea there was a second murderer in town. Maybe Jeff used whoever it was as a scapegoat, that’s how he’s been avoiding capture this whole time. Maybe the police were after someone completely different and it worked in Jeff’s favour. That wo
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Okay, so I've been a little preoccupied with work life, home life and battling through a few health issues which has made me pretty inactive on here and I've kind of just taken a break from doing anything creative, writing, photography etc.

But, after taking some time to recover, I feel ready to do some writing except...I don't know what story to go for.

I feel like when I write stories, I can do pretty well with horror/suspense/mystery stories  (not trying to sound vain, it's just what I've been told and I kind of feel like its true....). That's the kind of story I want to write but I'm currently torn between writing a brand new horror story or writing a new JeffxLaura Love and Pain story!

I know I said after Part 4 of the JeffxLaura series, I said that would be the last one because I thought maybe I was getting too carried away with it, but after rereading the stories again I suddenly just fell in love with my series all over again! Its a big part of my DeviantART life that series and I do have some ideas for another story! 

BUT I understand people might be sick of the series and to be honest I also would kind of like to write a totally brand new story, new characters, new storyline, new everything! I do have a horror story I started writing about a year ago and I'm considering introducing that to my DeviantART page.

So....I would like your opinion/thoughts on what I should write next :)

A. Write a new story for the JeffxLaura Love and Pain series
B. Write a completely new horror/mystery story.

Please let me know what you think, particularly if you have been a fan of my JeffxLaura series :) 
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One of the most complicated mental illnesses (in my opinion) is Borderline Personality Disorder 😞 The problem with this one for me is it's hard to explain and understand for myself why I do/feel/think the way I do.

I've lost people because of this illness, friendships and relationships. Many people have left mainly because they just didn't want to have to deal with me. Sadly this happened fairly recently, even when they "promised" they would never desert me and although I always said not to fight for people to stay if they choose to leave so easily, it still hurts 

I can't help the way I am and if I could change it then trust me I would. But I'm trying, I'm tying to live a "normal" life and I am trying not to let my mental issues control me. I can fight back when I can, when I'm out with friends, when I'm at work. I can control myself but emotionally it can be a struggle. I'm not dangerous. I'm not "mad". I apologise over and over for the smallest things. I sometimes just need that little reminder that people are still there for me just from time to time.

So many people suffer in silence because they are too afraid to speak out, that's why I do these posts, not for attention but to show I'm not afraid and to encourage others to reach out for support and share their stories.


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Happy New year everyone! Happy 2019!!

I hope everyone has a wonderful year and I hope 2018 was good for you all! For me it was sadly mostly downs than up, particularly losing my little Tina. But I did get to meet my lovely new doggy Rufus and I achieved my SVQ level 3 qualification which are positives 😁

This year I didn't really do new year resolutions, instead I did new year life lessons!

👍 I just want to give a few life lessons that I hope some people may benefit some people  💖

1. If people choose to leave then, honestly, just let them. It sounds brutal but sometimes you just have to. I HATE people who choose to walk away, especially when they said they never would and especially when it's for silly or even no reason. It is one of the most painful things ever sometimes. It hurts but the way I see it, if they choose to leave for silly reasons then they're not worth your time. Let them leave. There are plenty of people around you who love you and would do so much for you so focus on them instead 💖

2. Forget the past. The past is done. It's dead and buried. Don't live in the past and don't over think for the future either. Live for now. Do what makes you happy in life. 💖

3. Forget what other people think. Your life is yours and it's for you to make your own choices and do your own thing. People judge and say things, unfortunately that's part of life, but don't listen to them. Their opinions mean nothing. You deserve to be happy.  💖

4. Just be kind. Be kind to other people even total strangers. A friendly nod, smile and hello can really brighten someone's day more than you can actually imagine 😊

Its not selfish to put yourself first from time to time, it is not selfish to think about yourself!

Happy New Year!
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Hi!

I know I'm a bit late but I just want to say I hope you all had a great Christmas! I can't believe its that time of year again. I can't believe that in a few days time we will be starting a whole new year!

Christmas was pretty good! A little quiet as this year we didn't have everyone round for Christmas dinner, but that's okay, my sister and brother have their own families now, I totally get that! Me, my mum, dad and Darren had a great time! And Rufus too, his first Christmas with us! I totally dedicated Christmas 2018 to my little angel doggy Tina, I still miss you loads Tina, I hope you and Lucky had a good Christmas up there <3

I got lovely gifts! I actually feel pretty spoiled! I finally got Spyro for the PS4. I had no idea when my mum asked what I'd like for Christmas so I said Spyro which was a bit of a mistake because when it came out I was DYING to play it as its one of my childhood favourites! But I finally have it and been playing it since! So much nostalgia! Definitely my best present!

I also got a beautiful bracelet from my mum, an Echo Dot which I totally did NOT expect! My Mum Tracy Beaker by Jacqueline Wilson one of the best authors ever and kind of like Spyro, I was dying to get my hands on it since it came out! (I've read it twice already!) Also, I got a Harley Quinn 2019 Calendar, Harry Potter slippers, a new Winter hat, earrings, loads of chocolate, a lovely bagpack from one of my best friends, a Markiplier T.Shirt from my other best friend, alcohol (of course!), nail stuff, pyjamas and a little video game console. (Not showing off! I like seeing Christmas hauls!)

I was going to do a New Year post but I'll wait till it's a bit closer! I have a few things planned for 2019.

Hope you are all enjoying the festive period :) 
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"Breathe. Pause. Regroup. And seize another day. You have gotten through everyday before this, and you WILL get through the next." <3

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Laura :)
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Hey! :) I'm Laura! 24 years old, totally weird and I love all things geeky and seriously strange :D I love photography and writing, pretty much writing everything really; stories, songs, journals. Feel free to check out my work, its mostly Horror, photography or Sonic the Hedgehog based but there's a few others bits and bobs there too :)

10 Facts about me
1. I'm Scottish, born and raised in a little city in Scotland called Perth
2. I've been a fan of Sonic the Hedgehog ever since I was 7 years old
3. I'm a proud Auntie to 2 gorgeous nephews and a beautiful niece :heart:
4. I have 7 tattoos and planning to get more :)
5. I suffer from a few different mental disorders and used these towards being constructive by creating my own Mental Health helpsite which is linked below :heart:
6. I work with children. I'm a Childcare Practitioner in a private nursery
7. My main OC is called Steph who's been a part of me since I was at least 8 or 9 years old
8. I have a book full of songs that I have written myself (currently 24 songs)
9. I love animals, especially dogs. I've had 3 dogs in my lifetime. Lucky, who was a Springer Spaniel, Tina who was a Labrador (RIP my babies) and currently Rufus who is a Labradoodle
10. I love wearing my beanie! XD

Instagram: www.instagram.com/perfectly_im…
Mental Health Website: mentalhealthhelpsite.wordpress…
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Okay, so I've been a little preoccupied with work life, home life and battling through a few health issues which has made me pretty inactive on here and I've kind of just taken a break from doing anything creative, writing, photography etc.

But, after taking some time to recover, I feel ready to do some writing except...I don't know what story to go for.

I feel like when I write stories, I can do pretty well with horror/suspense/mystery stories  (not trying to sound vain, it's just what I've been told and I kind of feel like its true....). That's the kind of story I want to write but I'm currently torn between writing a brand new horror story or writing a new JeffxLaura Love and Pain story!

I know I said after Part 4 of the JeffxLaura series, I said that would be the last one because I thought maybe I was getting too carried away with it, but after rereading the stories again I suddenly just fell in love with my series all over again! Its a big part of my DeviantART life that series and I do have some ideas for another story! 

BUT I understand people might be sick of the series and to be honest I also would kind of like to write a totally brand new story, new characters, new storyline, new everything! I do have a horror story I started writing about a year ago and I'm considering introducing that to my DeviantART page.

So....I would like your opinion/thoughts on what I should write next :)

A. Write a new story for the JeffxLaura Love and Pain series
B. Write a completely new horror/mystery story.

Please let me know what you think, particularly if you have been a fan of my JeffxLaura series :) 
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0rangeleaves Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
here's a petition to bring your favorite characters, like sally acorn and the freedom fighter in the IDW comic series. would you like to put your support on petition, to bring back the freedom fighters into the IDW comic series, by any chance?

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Code-E Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2017  Student General Artist
thanks for the fav!
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littleangellaura1 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2017
You're welcome :)
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Thankyou for faving.....:aww:
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You're welcome :)
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Tatiyana556987 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2016
hey i need to talk to you
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Tatiyana556987 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2016
oh my god we have so much in common but mostly sonic what is your favourite charicter to 
a. scourge
b.silver.
c.sonic 
mine is scourge:) (Smile) :) (Smile) :) (Smile) :) (Smile) :) (Smile) :) (Smile) scourge dance Sonic Shrug Emote Silver Emoticon #7 
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littleangellaura1 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2016
It has to be between Scourge and Sonic! I like Silver but Scourge and Sonic are awesome, but I actually love Shadow the best :p
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Tatiyana556987 Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2016
yeah me too but i like scourge more like shadow
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littleangellaura1 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2016
Theyre both cool :p
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