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  • Listening to: i walk alone
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: on myspace
  • Eating: i eat when.. wow i do
  • Drinking: h2o
GAHHH I hate this. People are still asking me if i'm going out with my jerk ex-boyfriend. I hate it i mean hello do you see me with him do you see me holding hands! gahh people are like telling me to go back with him and i'm like " oh hellz no ". It getting on my nerves. My own best friend even told me to get back with him. I told no i already told you he a jerk. I mean even we we're going out he was flirting with some other girls right infront of me. And he called himself sweet in what "WORLD"! :stab: It really getting to me I hate it. Not only that i had that taks test today which was sucky because it was hard to me. I was stuck with it till 4:36 pm. RAWR MAN RAWR! it has been a long month for me. I have yet not smile a real smile. I waitin for that day to come. For three years it been diffecult for me. I lost some scratch that out all of my really close friends. I've been depress cause of that. I HATE THIS BOY CALLED JC! I hate HATE HIM! he on my freakin nerves. We'll be talkin then he says something that gets on my nerves. HE told me that he still doesn't like my bff. I told him off cause of that. I told him at least she doesn't talk bad about you and that if someone talks crap about him she stands up for him. ANd he didn't care. I got so mad that i don't even look at him or talk to him. He got me super mad that day. I complete lost my respect for him. Gahh everything is being a drag. But god will help me threw out my life and i'm greatful for that. Well yeah life hard but ehh it life right tehee. So yeah i'm going to make new stuff for my stoires life "konoha middle school " and new poems so yeah i hope you'll comment them^^ well g2g pips. HIPPIS RULE AND SO DO HOBOS!!!! Peace yal and goodbye
   <3 yal guys^^



My poems for the months ( i made them up^^ hope u like them^^)

"I was never living my dream all this my so called life is a nightmare that i can't ever wake up from this is a living nightmare -brenda"

"She looks outside trying to find the good times that so happen to her she closes her eyes slowly with tears running down it like acid to her- Brenda"

"sky oh sky tears fill up in my eyes i wonder why if i'll turn to a butterfly will i be fine or would i die oh butterfly just fly away to the sky live a happy life in the gray and blue sky cause i'm still a caterpillar in a tree waitin to be free"

sky oh sky tears fill up in my eyes i wonder why if i'll turn to a butterfly will i be fine or would i die oh butterfly just fly away"

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  • Listening to: i walk alone
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: on myspace
  • Eating: i eat when.. wow i do
  • Drinking: h2o
GAHH i life is being so great i guess. My Math TAKS is coming up which is scary cause i not that good at i math. I mean i do good but when it comes down to the real thing i blank out completeky. GAHH AND IT ON THE APRIL THE 7!!!!! which is scary!!! I also broke up woth my boyfriend. He wasn't the guy i thought he was. I don't want a guy who talks back to teachers or talks bad about thier friends. So yeah I broke up with him on april fools day which i know he probly took it as a joke but no i told him this was no joke. He took it very well. Which surprise me that he didn't feel sad at all instead he was happy which made me alright cause i was very very happy that I broke up with him. I was dancing and yelling in joy. Hehe It was a good day. So yeah lots of stuff is still coming. CAUSE SCHOOL GOING TO BE OUT IN 2 MONTHS!!!!! CAN'T YOU BELIEVE IT!!!!!!! so yeah i kinda sad cause I'm going to miss my 8th grade year but happy cause i'm going to be a fishy... NEVER MIND ME WANT TO STAY YOUNG 4EVER!!!!!!!! gahh well hehe we all have to it part of life hehe. well got to go remember HOBO RULES!!! AND HIPPIS TO!!!!!!! hehe well me out bye bye!!!

poem's of the month

" this feeling i have is causing me something i never felt for something is with me and I need help for what ever is wrong for i might have no feeling's" - by me brenda

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  • Listening to: in my arms ( plumb )
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: on myspace
  • Eating: i eat when..
  • Drinking: h2o
yes finally at last for thirthteen years i've been waiting to have a boyfriend and now i do yayy!!!!!!!!!!!! BUt today was horrible i was crying during my Fifth period cause during lunch I didn't know what to do in a realation ship so I just hung around with my best friend Jessica a/k/a " Suducca". then my best guy friend comes and says " hey why arent you hangin around with your boy friend. I asked him " Am i suppise to do that?" He my first boyfriend and I didn't know what to do. So all my boyfriend guy friends start pulling him to me which made me kinda nervous wait kinda I MEAN ALOT nervous that i wanted to cry but SUduca was hugging me saying " don't be nervous it going to be okay ". Well we finally got together and we we're walking then my friends val and angie come and start forcing us to hold hands. i felt bad for him cause we didn't want to. so when the bell rang to go to our period I was crying cause i felt bad. My friend Kimberly was talking to me giving me advice it was werid cause i usally give her advice im like her thyrpest. well anyway yeah but everything turned out all right. He called me and got to know more of each other with out people looking at me and him. hehe. I thank god for him he everything that i prayed for. hehe but then my friend Maria is going all sad cause she doesn't have a boyfriend and she being all emo which makes me mad cause instead of being happy she being sad. Well i'm trying everything i can to make her happy.

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"for i look up to see the night a star flys bye i make a wish but i know it won't come true so tears form in my eyes knowing dreams never come true~-brenda   "

"i look out side and see the past memories we shared but up to today it nothing but the past that has no meaning damn these tears that i shead- Brenda"

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my poem for this is
"good times last for a while so keep it in your memories cause when you feel down try to think back from the so called good old days."- Brenda

and a quote from my manga haru says "
you help me threw out the years but now STOP I can walk on my own if I fall let me it'll teach me I can do things on my own. Daidairo i'm sorry- haru"

dansenwating for the right time waiting for the day to come so i can run out of this cruel world we live in for as i run bloody tears come down as I yell GOAWAY~brenda

I don't care about this love i see in children eye's I don't need it I don't even care about it, I'll bleed out my tears so that they can see my pain- Brenda
  • Listening to: serenade of the water ( legend of zelda song )
  • Reading: Shut up and scream by KalineReine
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: on myspace
  • Eating: i eat when
  • Drinking: h2o
hey guys whats up. just sayin i'm going to be posting up even more poetry threw out the month and " konoha middle school" too. Gahhh school going so fine i know i'll be a fishie next year!!!!!! LIFE IS SO HARD IT NOT FAIR!!!!!!!! well what ever i been takin a test what i'm going to be when i grow up and so far the results said i'm neither going to be a thyrepest, poet write, music teacher ( never will i be a teacher ) and my favorite AN ACTOR!!!!!!!!!!! i love drama hehe well anyways i saw my grandama on saterday ^^ i haven't seen her sonce like what 2-3 years it been a long time. And oh yeah valatimes is coming up. >___< i like it but i never have one of thoes secret admire. I mean yeah it'll be nice if i did but for now i son't have one. My friends like hate it big time. ehh well what ever i'll keep you guys on track to see what happin 2 me hehe !!!^^ WELL BYE BYE C YA HOBOS RULE AND HIPPIS TO !!!!!!!!! LOVIN YAL BYE BYE^^ and oh yeah my new phrase is " stab stab my heart out" hehe werid right i was bored so yeah well bye!!!!!!




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  • Listening to: serenade of the water ( legend of zelda song )
  • Reading: Shut up and scream by KalineReine
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: on myspace
  • Eating: i eat when
  • Drinking: h2o
O.L.K!!!!!!!finally i'm back at school gahh i was so bored threw out the winter break 2 weeks and three days gahh that was alot. just so you know i'm going to keep on writeing Konoha middle school ^^ good things are coming out ^^ YAY!! hehe so yeah keep a eye on. And oh yeah i can't believe we're in 2009!!!! PEOPLE THE BIG 9! this is so nice. i can't believe we last this long. people saying that the " end of the world " was going to be in 2009 well think again we're living it. hehe so yeah keep an eye out new stories and new poetry ^^ YAY my fav things to do.... i forgot why i was writeing this journal... jk lolo hehe remember hobos rule and HIPPIS TO !!!!! LOLO. Lovin S.K.I.T ( sasuke itachi kakashi tobi)
BYE!!!!!  AND OH WAIT!!! if you mad or anything just feelin down write to me i want to help cause once i get out of middle school and go 2 high school then to collage i want to be an writter, actor, and a Therapist. So please write to me you don't have to but i want to help^^



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  • Listening to: serenade of the water ( legend of zelda song )
  • Reading: ECLIPS
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: on myspace
  • Eating: i eat when
  • Drinking: h2o
hehe CHRISTMAS IS COMING SO YEAH MARRY CHRISTMAS ^^ can't believe we're going already to 2009 wow who ever knew that we surive this long here this must mean that we have it lucky^^ I hope it snow down here cause the last time it snowed was in 2004 an dit'll be a christmas mircle^^ i made this on my space and i liked it "Breakin hearts is what i do so stay away from me cause i'll hurt your little so called feeling if you have any.. please run away from me please now go!!   

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  • Listening to: serenade of the water ( legend of zelda song )
  • Reading: ECLIPS
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: on myspace
  • Eating: i eat when
  • Drinking: h2o
ugh i hate this month this had been one of the month's i just hate!!!!!! why my friend or cousin or should i say ( Suduca ) got second chair which use 2 be MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm happy for her but gahh i always been second not third well i'm happy for her cause i love ( as a friend or cousin gahhh ) then my other friend's think i gone crazy cause i been writeing poem's that are so depressing she think i need help HOW IS THAT SUPPOSE 2 HELP ME!!!!!!!!!! gahh this suck's not only that a guy that i liked ( used to ) has a girlfriend and she younger than me i feel so old now. Well what ever i feel kinda happy I helped my friend cousin ( suduca loose 20 pound's )  :clap: so yeah i'm so happy for her in no time she'll be like me. so yeah well I'll be working oon the series " Konoha middle " new chapter's are coming so yeah O.L.K can't wait rock on :headbang: SO YEAH C YA HOBO'S RULE BYE but hey I worte this small poem ^^ "don't get to close to me wait instead don't get close to me at all I'm afraid that I might hurt you so say it " i hate you"!
  • Listening to: serenade of the water ( legend of zelda song )
  • Reading: ECLIPS
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: on myspace
  • Eating: i eat when
  • Drinking: h2o
well yeah i'm still writing " konoha middle school" and right now she might start in few more chapter " Konoha: parted ways " in that everything is going to a twist things go to good to worst so yeah in a few more chapters like mabey 29-31 or 13-17 mabey so yeah well.... got 2 go and yeah don't forget to party like a rockstar LOL just kiddin peace, love , HIPPY AND HOBO'S RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL BYE^^
  • Listening to: just a dream( Carrie Underwood)
  • Reading: runaway
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: on myspace
  • Eating: i starve my self lol apples yum
  • Drinking: h2o
hehe lol well i'm will be making alot of story this mouth and next so stay tune for "konoha middle school " and hopeful put up some more of me art so yeah don't forget election day is coming up so yeah that scary let the best person win all is fair in that..... gahhh it scary well yeah. so yeah peace. love. ..... HOBO RULE.... LOL .... G2G O.L.K..... well keep in tune... lovin
  • Listening to: just a dream( Carrie Underwood)
  • Reading: a long book which could be a life time to read
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: on myspace
  • Eating: hot dogs yeah &quot;Yum&quot;
  • Drinking: h2o
so yeah this is the third week of school and i love it. i'm such a nerd but weridly i'm okay with that cause school 2 me rock cause i'm a senior in middle school. But the only reason i like school is that i can see all my close friends and hang around with them, and meet new people and DRAMA i love to act and this will be my last year in drama for middle school. man school 2 me rocks. Not only that this year we have more guys then ever and its kinda weried cause their is always much more girls. well what ev got to go must study^^
  • Listening to: before he cheats( Carrie Underwood)
  • Reading: my stories
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on and on and on....
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Mac and chess &quot;Yum&quot;
  • Drinking: somethin
so yeah school is about to start so i'm like getting ready to go but here one thing " HELP WANTED"! I'm so busy that i can't think about Sakura jokes part 2. So please i need some ideals from my Sakura haters friends. please help me with some jokes and ideals. please and thank you if you give me an ideal. i will surely put your name when I put Author's comments.
  • Listening to: hallelujiha(paramore)
  • Reading: my stories
  • Watching: my life go on and on and on....
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: some random thing
  • Drinking: my slavia lol
yeah i can't wait to go to school it like going to be awesome. i hate summer there is nothin to do all you do is like nothin just stay there in your room doing nothin. That why i love school cause you have somethin to do. i'm such a a school freak must go to school everyday. another reasons why i like going to school is cause that you hang out with friends and that you don't do stuff around the house.
  • Listening to: piece of me (brittany spears)
  • Reading: my stories
  • Watching: my life go on
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: some random thing
  • Drinking: pineapple coke
Every day I excpect something to happen for the sake of it. Mabey cause my ex-friend keeps on talking to us even though we told her were not her friend. Yet she still talk's bad about us with her owl eye's and her lips of a horse. she always thinking she better than my friends and I cause she got the highest average, she really thin, and oh yea she freakin rich. Every day that passes she thinks everything is all about her. Mrs"i love horse" and "hmp boy's like me" well if she thinks that why does every one call her U-G-L-Y. She say's that "these aren't moles there freakles" come please freakles aren't the size of a mole. She thinks she tuff when actually she look's like a fool in front of everyone. "what did you say uh uh"I was the one who taught her to sick up for herself. I introudce her to all my friend's, but now she think oh i knew for ever. forever is not a years. my friends i knew them since kid-school. If she thinks she tuff wait she not. come on please does do want a piece of me.  At least i don't make up boyfriends that who aren't real
  • Listening to: rock
  • Reading: none
  • Watching: naruto
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: some random thing
  • Drinking: pineapple coke
girls like boys who understands what they feel. they want them to share their feeling with them. we want a boy to like them for them. a guys who take your heart away make you want to melt inside his arms. some boys get married but when it comes down to loving they just get up and go some where else. a girl want a guy to be there for her when times has it up and downs. time when she need a shoulder to cry on. a time where she need a friend. a guy like that well only help to raise a good family. to me a guy for me is to likeing me for me. a guy should like me even if i sweaty, or get a zit on my nose, or bad day. a guy for me has to have a sense a humor. a guy who can get serous once in a while. a guy who tells you "i love you" when rain comes down upon us or when we hold hands. a guy who tells his feeling to me. a dude who remebers our first kiss.  a guy that my friends like to hang around with. i want a dude just playing him self i don't want a dude trying to impress me with gifts. i want adude to hug me once in a while when i'm feeling down or just playing aroung when we have fun. a dude who not embarrass to date me in front of his friends or his ex- girlfriend. i want a guy who gets good grades and can't seem to get out of my mind. so i wait through night cause tomorrow you might find that he need me again for some tender love and care. so i wait hopeing him he'll discover he in love that he need me as much i need him.