I don't like deviant art.
But I feel like I cant leave.
I like to see my friends art and it helps me keep track of webcomic artists. But Jeeze...DA... I get so sad on here.
maybe I can just deactivate this account and move to another name. Detach from some shit. Don't know if that will even help because the temptation to go look at old stuff is still there. Which cycles to depression.
my lack of activity.
I just feel blah and I get a lot of bad feelings when I come on DA... Becoming overwhelmed with urges to be a douche to certain people and then also wanting to harm myself.
I don't like feeling that way.