I'm just sitting here an evening in one of my irritating depressing moods. ..
Is it impossible to be a cosplayer, if you sincerely don't like to promovate yourself? I honestly don't feel anything for getting watchers and be seen, I think that's also why I'm having trouble with updating and such.. I really love to see others cosplays etc. and like to share mine as well when I finally make one, and get a picture. But that's it...
I like the creative part of creating it, the short part of wearing it, but jesus what an expensive hobby if that's "it.."
Should I completely quit, and just enjoy watching others..?
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Hello dear watchers... I am actually still alive, even though I haven't been active - for over a year. I'm so very sorry, I'm just apparently not suited for being active on the internet and in real life at the same time. But I will promise you that I will do my best now, to be more online, and more active! I might get some periods where I simply can't be cool as you amazing deviantart users, and be updated - but I will do a hell of a try!
A lot of thing has happened, and newly I just been to Germany to visit for Connichi. It was so amazing, and had the privilege to spend time with people I hold very dear!
I'm not good at writing long inter