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Today i Die
It stops today, Enough telling of a so long gone desire And maybe perhaps something that was or Never was Enough of making the dot a big visible punch Enough of feeling sorry for what i lost!! Instead move on with Strenght to the point of Forgiving to Overcome the wall that doesn't let Me be Free My Love For You Will Burn My Desire, My Heart, My Memory of You!! DIES TODAY!!, DIES FOREVER!! No more mingeling in the past with Spirits and Ghost of what HUNTS my Soul and doesn't let me go Today You'll Burn and So will I!! I will die because the only way to kill you is to Die with YOU! And so i'm ready..ready to move in that n
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Today i broke someones heart
Today I just broke someone’s heart Today I just killed any hope of inspiration Today I just step on every dream Today I realize how sorry I am It doesn’t matter if I feel sorry It doesn’t matter if I want to make it better What I broke it cannot be replace or recover What I did has no pardon or forgiveness What I killed once beat to the sound of my voice Now dies to the deception of my lips And even though I try to heal the wound I see it now is too late to mourn If I could give you all I am I would, wouldn’t hesitate to think If my life would bring the joy in your face I would come running and pour down
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I decided to Write than to Cry
I decided to write instead of crying, I wonder and I guess is just that thing with the heart. There is nothing much to say but the fact and the truth of what I have lived, but is curious to see how a movie changes you way of thinking and feeling. Today I encountered the guy that broke my heart, took my pride with lies and I still love It was interesting to see my reaction. It was one of fear, of nauseas, of hurt and while I was watching him making a left turn, he didn’t see me. Or I guess if he did he ignored me, what blows me away from all of this is my reaction on just seen him. My heart almost failed in that ins
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HOME
There are place wich deserve to be call home and yet  I don't find it safe enough. And then there are places where you just pass by and you feel your home but your not. But there some places they don't look or feel like home and they are!. What is home?... some say is a place where you crash, others say is a place to be comfort and content but i say is a place  where you can feel and be safe. One day i went out and sweared i was coming back but along the way i got lost. Now i'm trying to go back home and I recognize this place where I am since i been here before. I taught it would be easy to go back  but obstacles along the way w
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Write
We can write to forget Or we can write to forgive We can write to remember Or just to conserve a memory It Dosen't matter What you write for It all comes down To the feeling of freedom Free to Scream Free to Curse Free to Dream Free to Burst Writting sets your soul free At the doors of freedom You burst of JOY CAuse it dosent matter If no one is listening What matters is You are been Set FREE
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Nor i fear Time, Nor i fear Death I sit and wait for it to crave I have no shame of what in slaves me The part of me that has no name Call it evil , Call it sin Who are you to judge me of what i became At least io know where I step Shamless me , Unforgiven you Who tought that i had become one of you Discusting Human, Unclean Demon What have i become in riddles? Nor i laugh, Nor i Cry Nor i think of death in time Time awaits for me to die Death awaits for me to cry Once upon a pure soul Never again an innocent world I felt grace in a cloud of shame I felt off grace in a quick embrasse
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Spirit within
My spirit within Cries for a savior Shouts for him to come and not delay his coming My spirit within Cries for mercy A simple touch of grace that will set me free A savior that can see through My shame, my crime A savior who won't judge me but conforts me, teaches me! My spirit within is ready Ready to be free Ready to die, to die to this hoppless dreams We call life!
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Lost
I have lost track of everything that really means or meant something in my life. I have love and hated at the same time. In the mist of everything when i losse something this big, i get lost in the way. I'm confuse and beaten i stand in a place of wonders. I wonder most of the time how things had should been and their not. I come to the point that i don't care wether i live or die. This was the last straw i had in my pathetic life. And don't get me wrong i'm not lookinf for your stupid pitty.''Profundly'' enough i'm looking for escape. I realized i lost at this game. Keeping what makes me feel safe Safety once again is broken in
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HOME
There are place wich deserve to be call home and yet  I don't find it safe enough. And then there are places where you just pass by and you feel your home but your not. But there some places they don't look or feel like home and they are!. What is home?... some say is a place where you crash, others say is a place to be comfort and content but i say is a place  where you can feel and be safe. One day i went out and sweared i was coming back but along the way i got lost. Now i'm trying to go back home and I recognize this place where I am since i been here before. I taught it would be easy to go back  but obstacles along the way w
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Is been a while
I have lost and i have gain, i am 24 and this last 4 years have been a game. I graduated in 08' and with a saying ''No drugs'' I lost my dad he died in summer of 06' and my sister moved to utah in August 06'. I flunked clases in college and i lost the guy i loved the most in my life. I felt inlove and felt out of love, i dated like crazy. I experienced true friendship and true betrayal. I saw new places and made new friends, and along the way lost communication with some of them. I conquer my fear of been alone, i conquer my fear of been attached. I made art in my body, i pierced my face and i undo all piercings but my art will nev
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What u think of that
 Is 5:30 am in the morning and i can't sleep. Thinking about how was i when i was a child. I Remember my first day in a private school. I remember so much things , that you wouldn't believe and neither do i. I can feel my heartbeat, i can hear the sound of it. And while i lay in bed thinking about how many times i screw up, i just figure its part of life. Seen is not believing and i see was yet to come in the future tho' im not ready for it. I don't wanna have a normal life, i want it to be exciting like when we were kids..and made discoveries when we learned that dreams not always come true and that you can't get everything you want in lif
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January 15,06.
My friend got killed today , he is dead and no one will ever bring him back! He got shot by Fuckers! he dint do anything He dint deal with drugs, he just worked and studied Like i do!...He got brutally beaten and The Fuckers who set him up to spare their lives, could have stop it! just by calling us and telling us they wanted ramson But instead..they keep quiet They heard is moan and groans..how he cried and ask for mercy cause he din't knew what in the hell was going on! what was happening why was he been beaten to death and he was goin to get killed for!.. Instead those Fuckers at 1 am when the last call came in to ask for the money
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<3 <3 <3 <3 
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i'm great, school is wonderful!! :) it is so nice to hear from you again...and u r coming to the us? if so, which state r u coming to?

:hug: God bless

-tiffany-
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appleblossom3Hobbyist Photographer
hey, there. tiffany again, your little sis. brand new account. haven't talked to you in ages...i really miss you D:
reply back plz

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hi. this is tiffany (new dA account)
i had to delete my myspace b/c my parents found out


reply back and godbless!
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ligthnferno's avatar
wow no way ..when did u deleted ur account or u still on my space..? i havent been here on months..you ok? Wow!
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i'm ok, yeah...i deleted it in march...
haha how r u?
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wow no way ..when did u deleted ur account or u still on my space..? i havent been here on months..you ok? Wow!