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Thank you, guys! I'm back x3

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 21, 2014, 10:40 AM

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Thank you for all the birthday wishes and I'M SORRY I'M SO LATE!
I had a little vacation with my parents over my birthday and when I came back home my computer crashed Q_Q

Computer: Welcome back and happy fucking birthday, sucker : )
Me: But... but Q___Q

So I bought a new power suply for the dear darling and now it's back to normal. I need a little to catch up on work now though.

I will go answering your notes and comments now. Sorry for the delay.
Love you all T_T



New Icon

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 26, 2014, 6:52 AM

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It has been awesome T _ T
I had used the wonderful pink umbreon icon that :iconkellykatz: made for me for many years now. I loved it, got many many compliments, treated it like a lady and wore it with proud... but all good things come to an end.

It was time for a change even if it hurts me SO MUCH! It almost took me a year to decide what icon will be next (because... seriously... will anyone even recognize me with a new icon? I DON'T KNOW!)

But now that you get a message everytime someone uses your name somewhere... kellys and my shared signature didn't make any sense anymore and annoyed the hell out of us.

So what to do...? Commission someone!

Deviantart is an amazing place so I stalked all the awesome Pixel Creators and commissioned :icongetanimated: for her OVERPOWERED pixel icons. The cuteness overwhelmed me and I hope you'll like the new icon, too.

Q u Q I really love it! <3

Little Lumen says 'hi'!
with a big thank you to :icongetanimated:!


Double tagged.

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 13, 2014, 9:10 AM

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Really, guys? Really? xD Well I guess... because I was tagged two times(!) I kinda have to answer... both of your questions? Well, I'll try at least.

:iconigunenko: tagged me first, so... I start with her questions xD

1. What's your favourite candy?

I love Milka products xD and Kinder products. I'm their bitch.

2. Do you want to marry sometime in the future?

I so do. But it's impossible to collect the money for it at the moment xD well and... he didn't ask me yet.

3. What's your favourite weather/temperature?

There is no such thing. It's either way too hot or too cold. Especially in Germany and at the moment.

4. How long does showering take for you?

30-45min. Yeah I'm slow as fuck.

5. Which TV shows do you hate or really dislike?

A whole show? Hmmm movies would be easier to say xD I don't really 'hate' them, but I guess I have to say all the police-stuff-series like CSI and all its children. It bores me to no end.

6. Does the friendzone exist?

I guess...?

7. Do you consider yourself an open person?

It depends xD I don't think there are questions I won't answer, but I don't like doing anything beyond my personal comfort zone.

8. What's your favourite flower?

Soft pink roses o v o

9. What's the worst movie you have ever watched?

THERE'S A TON! I thought I might die watching 'The last Airbender'-movie... and Twilight makes me scream.  

10. Are you religious?


The next tagger is :iconeckilsax: So let's jump to his questions xD

1. What do you sometimes do in your spare time?

I watch series... a lot of series. a LOT of series.

2. How do you feel about yaoi/yuri?

Quite strongly xD I'm a little yaoi-fangirl since dragonball z and that says something loool (oh god I am such a sad person)

3. Have you ever wanted to be someone else?

Q_Q a million times.

4. Who was your first crush and what were they like?

The first? In Kindergarten? xD His name was Tom, he had big brown eyes, black hair and wanted to marry me when we're grown up. He gave me a chestnut (because he had no wedding ring)

5. Favorite ice cream flavor?

Uhhhh~ hard question again. Nutella * O * and then Caramel... from the classics it's simply Vanilla.

6. What's one movie you felt disgusted or offended after watching?

I think I have to say... Twilight again. As a vampire fan since Anne Rice I was HIGHLY offended after watching this.
But in Last Airbender I was offended since minute one. I guess not even Twilight got me that far.

7. If you had to pick a superhero name for yourself but could only chose from the name of a music band, what would it be?

Queen. Hah.

8. What was your favorite show as a kid, if you remember?

I had my own TV as a kid.... so there was plenty. I loved The Dinos, Sailor Moon, Dragon Ball, Darkwing Duck and Pokemon.

9. Be honest, in private... did you ever attempt twerking?

Only to gross people out xD

10. The questions are over now, you happy??

Finally xD Yeah I am!

Ten random facts about myself
(I did something like this before... I remember....)

1. When I'm drawing or writing I usually listen to one(!) song. On repeat. For hours.

2. I can't sit like a normal person. I always have to sit on my legs somehow. Feet never touching the ground xD

3. I still sleep with stuffed animals. A rabbit I got from my grandma 20 years ago... 20 freaking years....

4. When an early boyfriend of mine told me I had pretty eyes, I closed them and asked him what color they are. He couldn't say (...)

5. I don't see the point of green plants for decoration. I don't think they are pretty in any way O_O

6. I get depressed very easily. A grey sky can be enough to shrink my motivation to zero for a whole day.

7. I don't like eating sweet stuff for breakfeast. Often I just start the day with lunch or bacon and eggs.

8. I hate open doors O_O I need to close them. Closed doors are ok.

9. I only brush my hair if I'm about to leave the house. I'm looking like a homeless person indoors.

10.Finding 10 random facts about myself took me longer than answering 20 questions.

My questions:

1. Who are your all time favorit artists on deviantart?
2. Do you draw and if you do how do you practice?
3. What are you working on at the moment? (art piece, writing, whatever)
4. Are you listening to music while working? (if yes, what kind of music?)
5. Is there a person you admire/want to be like?
6. What's your place in the world in 20 years? (how you imagine it to be)
7. Do you have a weak point?
8. What kind of character you like most in TV shows/movies/anime?
9. What is the story of your favorite book?
10.In your line of work what feature/skill did you discover lately that you wish you had known from the very start?

I tag...

1) You must post these rules.  
2) Each person has to share 10 facts about themselves.
3) Answer the 10 questions asked by the person who tagged you and make up 10 questions for the 10 you tag.
4) Choose 10 people and put their icons in your journal.
5) Go to their page and inform them that they have been tagged by you.
6) Not something like "You are tagged if you read that".
7) You have to legitimately tag 10 people.
8) No tag-backs.
9) You can't say that you don't do tags.
10) You MUST make a journal entry! No comments.


Chibi Commissions OPEN!

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 30, 2014, 5:36 AM

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I’m finally free to open my commissions! Sorry that it took so long T_T


Chibi Commission 20$ (15€)

:new: Chibi Sketch Commission 800 :points:

Additional Pet + 10€ (14$)
(Pokemon, Digimon, Pets, …)

Additional Object + 10€ (14$)
(Weapon, wings, crazy head decoration, …)

Additional Background + ??€ (??$)
(Depends on hours to work)


Slot 1 --- :iconigunenko: sketch... well not really.

Slot 2 --- :iconeckilsax: also a notreallysketch

Slot 3 ---  :iconpolk1245: I overdid it again...

Slot 4 --- :iconpolk1245: tadaaa!

Slot 5 --- :iconeckilsax: yayyy x3


Sketch Slots - maybe 10?

Please make sure to read the R U L E S and that you’re agreeing with them BEFORE you order a commission :3



:bulletpink: Commissions are for personal(!) use only. Please contact me for commercial orders.

:bulletpink: For any orders over 150€ (207$) I will send you a bill by e-mail.

:bulletpink: Payment only up front with Paypal. You'll be added to the To Do List afterwards, where your commission will get done as soon as possible.

:bulletpink: No cancellation once I started (You get the sketch for changing wishes though)

:bulletpink: Prices are negotiable and discounts are possible

:bulletpink: Working speed may vary

:bulletpink: I reserve the right to deny any request for any reason


Form (example)

Style: (Chibi Sketch or Chibi Coloration)

References: (Here you can place links to make my work easier)

Number of characters: (If one simply isn't enough for one picture alone)

Characters: (Shy? Mean? Sad? Or always a happy person? Tell me some things about your chars :3)

Pose: (Here you can place up to 3 ideas for me to pick from)

Special Desires: (You want a fancy background, a pet or a weapon? Maybe something even crazier??)

:bulletpurple: you can post your completed form to me by note :note:  or leave a comment under this journal entry. I’m looking forward to it!


Thank you deeply for your support! > u <
If you have any questions make sure to ask!



50K Kiriban

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 3, 2014, 10:46 AM

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The Kiriban was caught by :iconjmjgranger:

I thank everyone deeply for visiting my page ;  w ; You guys are the greatest. And even the silent little visitors who never talk to me xD I love you all the same!

I'll draw something nice for the winner like I promised.
I already know which character I have to draw >3 and I think (hope...) you'll like it hehehehe

:iconkokorox: --- EDIT --- :iconkokorox:

Almost there, guys ;3

I thought about doing something nice for the one, who catches the 50.000 kiriban. Any suggestions? ; v ;

ps: looks like I will open chibi commissions this month.
You can join the voting here



So many things to do

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 2, 2014, 11:24 AM

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...and no time at all!

So I made a plan. A crazy plan! Every week:

:star: Write 1000 words
:star: Read one Book
:star: Write a critique for that book
:star: finish a picture
:star: update deviantart
:star: update tumblr

I managed the first week even if it was so freaking(!) hard to read a whole book... because I choose one with over 500 pages I guess. Next week I'm gonna stay at my parents house, so drawing will be quite impossible (can't bring my wacom tablet T . T it's too huge...) Means I have to finish the drawing I'm working on right now by tomorrow... somehow.

Wish me luck!



Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 14, 2014, 4:46 AM

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happy valentines day! <3

i hope you can spread some love around and have a wonderful morning/day/evening/night with your loved ones!


have a good time <3




Journal Entry: Fri Jan 31, 2014, 1:04 PM

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hello party people <3

the very first adoptable auction started!
i hope i can collect some points to start a new contest this year... T u T so every point helps!




Journal Entry: Sun Jan 26, 2014, 1:21 PM

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Hello there ^^

I kinda felt that adoptables are a hot topic on deviantart lately...
But I don't know if there would be anyone interested if I made one to be honest ; u ;

So I thought I make a test auction with points only. I already started working on the character, but I wanted to ask you for opinions.

Is this a stupid idea?



Happy Hollidays!

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 25, 2013, 5:49 AM

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Merry Christmas, everyone T v T

I know I was a lazy bad girl this year, but I hope next year will be better.
I hope you're all having a nice time with your families and delicious food and get enough relaxing time to be fit for January xD

I'm sincerely sorry that I couldn't manage to open commissions in time, but I'm gonna try my hardest to make it up to you in 2014 <3

Have a beautiful time!



Wishlist for Secret Santa

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 5, 2013, 9:57 AM

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Updated <3

Thank you :iconsecret-santas: for the invitation!

Dear Secret Santa,

this year my very top wishes are:

Lumen or/and Jim

from :iconthe-lavender-project:

lightshelter by fayntcommissions COM for lightshelter by pearsfears  AT:lightshelter by ichan-again Winner Commission: Lumen by Mikeinel Lumen Falls by Yuushin7 Referencesheet Jim by lightshelter Reference sheet Lumen by lightshelter


My Naruto OC (yes I'm one of those~ girls) with Gaara

:thumb257257906: :thumb271023067: AT: GAAxYUKI by annria2002 Tutorial Yuki with photoshop file by lightshelter


My Pokemontrainer Kai and her current Pokemonteam <3

:thumb272616660: PKM: Noel x Kai by iza-chan My Pokemontrainer by lightshelter

her current partner is # 517 Somniam/ Munna
alias Pai-chan xD
Pokemon - Munna gif by knuckvin10

Thank you for your hard work and I hope you had a happy year so far <3



Livestream OFF!

Tue Sep 17, 2013, 5:44 AM

Livestream online!

---livestream off---

thank you for joining ^^

Hello lovely people ^^

I'm livestreaming while drawing the sketch chibis for the participants of the Lavender Project Drawing Contest.…

Of course I can only draw the request for the people who told me what character they like ; v ; So everyone who hasn't tell me yet, the next chibi request round is in a week.

Make sure you'll tell me your wish until Monday the 23rd of September.

:iconde-pain: Haqua
:icon53c: Shimizu Rin
:icontenkana: Kohaku Shirohi
:iconyuushin7: Shiin L
:iconsnowedkami-fr: Lola
:iconrin-chanx: Winry Rockbell (fullmetal alchemist brotherhood)
:iconynne-black: Aurora

I'm happy to announce that there's now a little more to win in the contest ; 3



:bulletpink: 1rst Place:
1 year premium membership or 2,396:points:
1 character commission by Lightshelter:new:

:bulletpink: 2nd Place:
1/2 year premium membership or 1,272:points:
1 character commission by DreamAngel-Ren:new:

:bulletpink: 3rd Place:
3 month premium membership or 636:points:
1 chibi commission by DreamAngel-Ren:new:

:bulletpink: Special prize: 1 month premium membership or 396:points:

If you want to contribute a prize, too, feel free to notice me ; v ;

The NEW deadline is the 10th of September 2013!

I like the thought of giving prizes away at my birthday ; v ; don't judge me... Click the link for more information. Hope you'll have fun!
You can join us here:

50k Kiriban
Slowly but steady it's getting close ; ) So I decided that the one who catches the 50.000 pageview screenshot can tell me, which character he or she would like to see on a 'thank you'-picture. Of course OCs are allowed x3

I wish you all good luck ^^

Bye bye and thanks for reading



Draw one of the two protagonists from The Lavender Project or both together in your own art style!

You can draw them as friends or as enemies, as well as lovers if you decide to draw them together. They are no pairing in the original story, but I don't see a problem with that ; )


:bulletpink: 1rst Place:
1 year premium membership or 2,396:points:
1 character commission by Lightshelter:new:

:bulletpink: 2nd Place:
1/2 year premium membership or 1,272:points:
1 character commission by DreamAngel-Ren:new:

:bulletpink: 3rd Place:
3 month premium membership or 636:points:
1 chibi commission by DreamAngel-Ren:new:

:bulletpink: Special prize: 1 month premium membership or 396:points:

:bulletpink: no base using, copying or tracing - please only submit your own work

:bulletpink: you can use every other drawing technique you like (traditional, digital, realistic, anime/manga whatsoever :3)

:bulletpink: adult content like blood or violence is totally allowed, also erotic motives, but don't overdo it, please xD

:bulletpink: the prizes will be handed out to the contest winners after the deadline if at least 30 participators joined the contest

:bulletpink: you can enter with as many entries as you like, but only one of your pictures can take a place

:bulletpink: you have to be a member or a watcher of the group to enter the contest

:bulletpink: please submit your entries to the 'CONTEST' folder in the group

you can join easily, because all requests are automatically accepted


Referencesheet Jim by lightshelter Reference sheet Lumen by lightshelter

other references can be find here:… or in the group

Jim Roses

Jim is a quite and shy guy, who doesn't like to be surrounded by a lot of people. He is a sceptical person and tends to rethink conversations before they even started. But he is still able to show quite a temper if someone provokes him or treat him like a child.  He has got a serious heart defect, which is why he avoids all kinds of activity. Because he is more the kind of the lonely wolf, he hasn't many friends and is an outsider in school. The only person that never doubts him is his girlfriend Carmen the-lavender-project.deviantar…  His feelings for Lumen are very mixed up, because he doesn't know what to think of her strange behaviour. But he actually likes her a lot in a caring way and trusts her deeply.

Lumen Falls

She is a strange girl with a piercing gaze. Even considering that her body is athletic, she is abnormally strong and fast. She's quite stubborn and doesn't speak a lot and doesn't laugh or smile. Most of the time she looks very serious and lost in thoughts. Her behaviour often looks arrogant, because she doesn't care for any other opinions about herself, isn't a friendly nature and can be quite egoistic. If she speaks, her words are often hurtful and cold.
The only person she seems to slightly care for is Jim and she rarely parts from his side, which is why he starts to call her his (annoying) shadow. But her affection for him isn't the reason for that. In dangerous situations she shows off her poker-face, but isn't as cool as she looks.


Jim leads a settled and mundane life between boring school lessons, his girlfriend and the regular visits to the doctor. Even to be cramped in a small apartment together with his lazy room-mate gives him no reason to complain.

But as a strange girl named Lumen barges in his life, he doesn't bode well. She is hunted by a mysterious clan that calls himself 'Royalty'. Soon Jim has to fear for the lives of the people close to him.

Because Lumen is hiding a terrible secret.

:star::star:JURY & DEADLINE:star::star:
At the moment it's just me ; v ; If there will be a lot entries, I will either ask some artists on deviantart if they would like to jury, too or open a voting poll.

Deadline is the 1rst of August 2013

I hope some of you like to join the contest <3

Thank you for reading and

:heart: Good luck everyone! :heart:



Sun May 26, 2013, 11:21 AM

Adventure time!

Somehow deviant art seems to explode with it lately xD And to be honest I'm also working on a (HUGE) fanart...
It's an idea which came to me while watching the first genderbend episode and since then I never had the courage to work on it T u T

at the same time I'm working on another pretty large Castlevania picture
and on the group :iconthe-lavender-project:
If you haven't checked the group out yet x3 I hope some of you are going to find their way to it...

It really takes some time to write a manuscript and produce pictures and stuff for it ; u ; but I hope the project will be worth it's effort, whatever is going to happen with it in the future.

my next update here will be about the following contest in my group. The prizes are already collected o u o premium memberships!
One year for the first place, half a year for the second winner and for the 3rd place a 3month premium membership. I hope this prizes are good enough to find some time worth spending on it.

If you can help me with ideas where I can announce the start of the contest to reach as many interested people as possible, I would be glad to listen to them ; 3 ;

Thank you for all your support!


Sketch Commissions closed

Wed May 8, 2013, 5:30 PM

Even if I can only manage to open SKETCH commissions for now ...

But that's the reason I decided to open Point Commissions!

I will really need some points for the contest I'm about to start in a few weeks x3
I opened a group about my lavender project (the manuscript I'm working on in my head since forever and now finally started to write it down) If you want to join and keep up to date, I would be thrilled T u T
:iconthe-lavender-project:  There will be contests, concept art, great art from other deviants and more <3
The group is pretty young, so I'm glad for anyone who wants to join or watch the group ; u ;

Examples for my sketch style can be found on my tumblr:

Fullbody --- 500 points (+50points for simple coloration)

Waist --- 300 points (+30points for simple coloration)

Face --- 200 points (+20points for simple coloration)

I'll open 10 slots for now - I guess this will be more than enough at once. (or 11...) Please only one character per slot, because I want to give as many people a chance for a little commission as I can manage <3

SLOT 1  --- :iconmistressmaxwell: fullbody + color Beniko Yamamoto…

SLOT 2  --- :iconzhusanna: fullbody + color Sasuke causual <3 sexy/smirky/badassy/sweet

SLOT 3  --- :iconalbinoeisbaer: fullbody + color Yuriye………

SLOT 4  --- :iconmrsoomori: fullbody + color Matoko Uchiha…

SLOT 5  --- :iconnarichan27: waist + color Nari…

SLOT 6  --- :iconxxanimeseekerxx: waist + color Black Butler…

SLOT 7  --- :iconigunenko: fullbody + color  Latura…

SLOT 8  --- :icontheassbuttnamedyuba: waist + color Yuffie Vasuki……

SLOT 9  --- :iconblueglacier19: fullbody + color Kumori…

SLOT 10 --- :iconpepperlicious: waist + color Violet

SLOT 11 --- :iconschwiftyburito: fullbody + color Shizako………

Thank you for reading!

EDIT --- Slots are full ; u ; Thank you, everyone! Here is the result:

Sketch Commissions by lightshelter



Mon Apr 22, 2013, 10:25 AM

Your voice counts!
party people ; U ; please please please vote~

there are only a few hours left now at the contest :iconmikeinel-fanclub:

here is the link to the voting:…

if you like my picture and want to support me and give me your vote...
i would love you forever :iconlazycryplz:

my entry ; //// ; [first]Heartbreak-TAN by lightshelter

thank you!!!


GAME TEST - can you help a friend?

Thu Mar 21, 2013, 3:32 PM

Kellykatz needs your help!
My dear friend :iconkellykatz: made a little game prototype and need your opinion on it. It's for university, so I hope some of you will be so kind to help her out T u T
I know that not many people read this journals, but every voice would count.

Here is the link to the game.…

After you get through the level, there will be some questions for you : 3 please answer them honestly even if it's anonymous. most of them are for feedback.
With playing and answering, it shouldn't take more than 5 minutes and she would be really really happy T U T

Thank you so much for your help!


PS don't worry if you have to install the unity web player. it's like a flash player, so it only takes seconds.

My first tutorial is online!

Wed Mar 6, 2013, 12:35 PM

Photoshop Coloration Tutorial
Hey there, party people :3

Just wanted to say that after looooong hours of work, I finally finished the tutorial I promised you:

Photoshop Coloration Tutorial by lightshelter

I hope you like it and it may helps some of you out there. The picture I drew for the tutorial is also available as psd file, if you like to check out my settings, effects and layers yourself.

Tutorial Yuki with photoshop file by lightshelter

Also I'm closed for commissions at the moment, because I have to finish a big~ piece of work first. I will tell you in my journal when I can take commissions again x3

Love you


Should I make a tutorial?

Wed Jan 30, 2013, 8:02 AM

Hello again
Hey Dolls~

I hope some of you remember me. It's been quite a while since I wrote a journal entry... I moved again (the 3rd time in 3 years...) and now I caught a cold and I feel like doing nothing at all T_T
I really have to draw more stuff! And I try, but most things I do at the moment are sketches and I upload them on my Tumblr, because I try to keep my deviantart gallery 'clean'.

But there will be more action in my deviantart gallery soon.
I thought about making a drawing tutorial. Even if I'm still lacking in a lot of skills, I think some of the things I discovered might be helpful for other to-be-artists.
And here is the problem xD

There are a lot~ of good tutorials here and I don't know what the tutorial I can offer should be about. Maybe you can help me here? I wanted to ask in my journal before I start a poll, because I hope you can tell me some ideas.

Sketches? Outlines? Coloration? Anatomy? What could I show you to help you improving?

Thank you for reading ^^