LightninBluEyes

I've been struggling with depression for several weeks now, and am having an extremely difficult time shaking it off. I have felt insecure lately, and uncomfortable in my own skin. The hackers have now began to target my family, so I don't feel safe with expressing myself anymore. I always feel like I have to look over my shoulder both figuratively and literally. I have nightmares all the time. I wake myself up yelling out and wildly kicking more often than not. I have been isolating myself lately due to a multitude of things, and I really just don't know when I will feel like myself again. I've also had to deal with not being paid by two se

I apologize for the lack of updates as of late! For I've been struggling with my bills and have had to do without several things, my internet amongst them! But I'm trying to get back on my feet now, so I am hoping *fingers crossed* that I will be able to post more regular like I used to. Thank you for your support, you guys! You have no idea how much it helps keep me going each and every day! ~Xoxo LightninBluEyes

Trying not to have a panic attack right now. My brother was on the phone with my mom, whom, I haven't seen since for half a decade, & she started to have a seizure. Not the epileptic kind, but something called a dissociation seizure. It's basically all in the brain instead of in the body. She actually got in a car crash a year ago and lost her license because she had a seizure. :'( The reason I'm so freaked out about it right now is because this one lasted for over 25 minutes, the guy she lives with had to answer the phone and explain that she was unresponsive. He even tried holding the phone to her ear while my brother said encouraging