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Maybe I should do some new artworking, the only thing I need right now is some inspiration sources..
I'm gonne take a break from DA for a whille.. I should writte this a long time ago, but I dont really have the energy to do Artwork as I used to do...

I'm sorry

So I will Upload one of my oldest stuff for now and take a break.


Less
In this world... on this place..... on this peace of ground... this age of the days... in this history thats written in the mind that came from the heart..

Don't Be Afraid, You Have Just Got Your Eyes Closed Behind Your Tiny Hands

From 5/8/06 it's Safe and Well... Because Time Made Place For a Me and You.. Created Our Space..
Strange day...

..Days of Strange
i want to be still
i want to walk into your grave
where i can shelter in peace
until all our cares have blown away

let the whole world fall away
and fall into my arms
stay with me
i don't know how long we've got left
and so i'm asking you
to forgive me

i learn as i go
to float far away
into silence
and just watch your face
and find some kind of grace
in that quiet bliss

can i stay and say nothing at all, at all

where will we go when we get old
when the bustle and the noise
get too frightning
when each and every angry word
is banished to the past
that when i think

we'll learn as we go
to float far away
into silence
and i'll watch your face
and read of patience and grace
in each line there

work each day
all for nothing at all, at all
and the few words i say
they mean nothing at all at all

will you walk into the grave with me
will you leave this empty world
soft and wistfull
to sink into the dark, dark earth
and never reappear would be blissful

to float far away
into eternal space
and God's silence
where i'll watch your face
and find patience and grace
in each line there

drift away into nothing at all at all
find the grace to be nothing at all at all
fade away and end up nothing at all
at all at all at all
SWAPP!
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My Diary 15-05-06

I have to writte...

I'm listening to Entre dos aguas, a spanish guitar..
Damn it makes me happy.. aspecialy cus I have it from my special

The weather is warm and its getting darker cus the sundown..
when I look out the window whille I'm writting this, I see these hundreds of lil white butterflies floating around in the air..

so peacefull...

so beautyfull...

so wonderfull...

I wanne writte more what I'm thinking.. but here on Deviant it's not the place to writte about it.

I'm taking heavy medecine for weeks now to suppress my emotions..

and I have to say, it's working for my mind..

...But not for the place in my heart.

the thoughts.. the fears..

Not that your here... but Just so you know..
Holly SHIT!

Uhmm... sorry for the language.. but damnit, my mind is letting me down:siamese:  . SHit!
ow sorry!
Anyway, damn I'm making a mess around me and I really don't give a damn.
Today I thought I had my studdy so I repeared my self to go and up I went.
Sooo I Ring the doorbell ,and the door went open and .....

Uhh....

....What Are You Doing Here? :chew:  


..It's Monday...

Study is at Tuesday... like always  

:O_o:  ?

:hmm:  !?

:doh: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:shakefist:  !!!!!!!!!!!!

:slap:  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Gamella! gamellaaaa! Ben ik ff Gek!!!! en de kluts kwijt! *zucht* je heb van die dagen! :faint:

Okeej dat moest ik ff kwijt doeg!
a Indian/Hindi song I love to sing all day
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Dil de diya hai, jaan tumhe denge
I have given you my heart, I will give you my life
Ho, dil de diya hai, jaan tumhe denge
Oh I have given you my heart, I will give you my life
Daga nahin karenge sanam
I will not betray you, darling
Dil de diya hai, jaan tumhe denge
I have given you my heart, I will give you my life
Daga nahin karenge sanam
I will not betray you, darling
Ho, rab di kasam yaara rab di kasam
With God's vow, dear, with God's vow
Dil de diya hai, jaan tumhe denge
I have given you my heart, I will give you my life
Daga nahin karenge sanam
I will not betray you, darling

Rukh zindagi ne mod liya kaisa
How life has turned its face
Humne socha nahin tha kabhi aisa
I never thought anything like that would happen
Aata nahin yakeen kya se kya ho gaya
I can't conclude what has happened
Kis tarha main tumse bevafa ho gaya
How did I become unfaithful to you
Insaaf kar do, mujhe maaf kar do
Judge me, forgive me
Itna hi kar do karam
Do just that much of a favor for me
Dil de diya hai, jaan tumhe denge
I have given you my heart, I will give you my life
Daga nahin karenge sanam
I will not betray you, darling
Sad Day Diary
It whas on a Monday...

The day I left the city, heading home.
The sky whas full of rain, I whas wearing my suite and it whas soked and drain..
I whas carying a heavy bag and waited for the bus to came..

There it whas finaly it came..
I whas getting in and noticed that no passenger whas in.
Only the driver. she whas a woman, and greeted me with kindness, like it whas summer on her face and didn't cared about the rain..

I walked all along the back of the buss and took a seat, gladly i had my notebook with me so I could writte my pain whille I heared the wind hitting the side of my vanes.

I stared out side thinking true the rain thinking where you and your thoughts would be..
This moments reminds me the time you called me, when you where sad and al allone, standing with the phone in the rain..

and left me a message..  I still have..

That moment I heared your voice, I can't discribe what it did to me..
From that moment I realized...

how much I .... ...  Dooset Daram... Yes, still every day no matter how far away.
There's a game life plays...

makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
Like to take some time
Clear away everything I've planned

Was it life I've betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I disappear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted tears

There's nothing left but wasted years

If I could change my life
Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can
if I could take the sides
I'd dreail every path I could
I'm about to die
won't you clear away from me give me strength to fly away

...so I could disappear