leonalunalioness

So as of December of 2018 I've actually been putting an effort to make art again.  I started out with some watercolor because that is my favorite medium, but because it's been so long since I've actually created anything at all, it didn't turn out amazing.  I posted it on Instagram and people liked it, but I didn't post the finished product.  The main reason I didn't post the finished product is because I didn't like it as much as I did before it was done.  I added yellow in certain spots that I thought would look good, but obviously it didn't look as good as I had imagined.  But after that I decided to try digital art again.  I have never been good at digital art but I've been trying the past few days.  So far I've posted most of what I've made on Instagram and a lot of people have liked it, just I don't know why.  It's not even that good right now.  But anyway, I just wanted to get this out of my head and into words I guess.

I just got a laptop so now I can actually take the time to do good work.  And to be honest, I hate actually showing people my good work.  But that's another issue.  Anyway I'm thinking I should delete the picture I did in Gimp when I was in high school.  I've had such a style change.  My problem is that I have such a good idea and end up spending a few hours on it, or days even, but then I get impatient and kinda rush finish things.  Mainly digital stuff though.  My physical stuff I don't like to rush. 

MY ART SUCKS SO FUCKING BAD.

"Hello, no one is available to take your call."

I think I should give up art.