I rarely post journals here because I feel like there's people rolling their eyes at me somewhere, but you know, I'm proud of being kind of a bitch.
Lately, I've been really negative.
I've been down about not being good enough on anything I do recently. Cosplay, acting, singing, dancing, art, anything I thought I was really good at.
I know it sounds petty, but...everyone had such high expectations or low expectations from me and I'm embarrassed because I'm normal.
I don't like being normal.
Like, I use to be so passionate about every thing I do and now I just hope I'm good enough for the slightest attention.
I do get attention at home. I get attention in my classes. I get attention from my boyfriend.
I literally have nothing to complain about.
I think I'm having a mid-teen crisis.
But anyway, I'm straying away from anime and going into pop-culture a lot more. I'm becoming a little more of a mainstream person, and that's okay as long as I stay myself.
I'm not doing conventions thi